I walk down a path of red steps
my own blood leads the way,
I can run but I choose to crawl
I need to feel lower
closer to whats lost.

people who stare at me
like mirror images on a wall,
whispers that sound furious
screams that calm you down.

I am death in chains,
I live to hurt, to induce pain.
your tears match my anger
me soul crashes with despair,
lonely is the path I walk
full of bodies and doves.

When you look at me I tremble,
not for fear, or injustice
not for charity nor remorse,
but because I know I'll hurt you
my breath, my look, my very own shadow
will hunt you until we are consumed.

we become one, you and I
when you chose to leave me,
when you left me alone
you and I are lost,
together we are better
in the worse possible form.

look at me,
**** my soul slowly
so I know I'm alive...

like a cold glass of wine
touch my lips...
so I can be alive.

Let me be the cause of your screams,
the reason why your legs shake...
provoke me,
so I can have you.

like a warm cup of tea,
your skin feels against the sheets
my heart pumps faster
each time you stop breathing.

Slowly dance for me, love...
show me you desire me,
come home with me
you will feel good tonight.

walk into a dimmed room with me,
hold my hands...
I only need my lips to make you mine.

love whispers dancing on my ears,
every time I feel you, or hear you breathe.

your soul drowns me,
it keeps my head above water, where I die with no air...

I smile at your silly moves,
while you sharpen your knife with lure,
you tease me and drag me to you
like a pig walks to die cold.

paint my tongue with your lust,
embrace my every moment like the last
tell me, whisper...
that in your arms I live
until your love kills me.

so destiny huh?
that demon prowling behind reality,

I feel my steps crumbling,
I walk down the path of darkness
I wake up, drunk on my sweat
I crawl in darkness, looking for you,
I look for you.

I wish I could stay forever lost,
without the ambition of you,
the lack of you in my heart,
the pathetic empathy shown by love,
make it hard to breath under the stairs of heaven...

I was dying fine, before I saw you
when I didn’t know I was lost,
when my dreams got wet by the idea of you,
when the only thing real about you...
was the byproduct of dreams left behind.

but destiny had a laugh,

I met you, down the hallway of love
you where onto me, as I was onto you,
I saw you and realized I never could have you
the fire that now burns my fuel
will now never find a host.

but destiny had a plan...

I woke up this morning,
thinking it was a dream,
I look to my left and saw my angel
I saw you, holding my hand...

no more days being lost,
nor walking down the same path,
we now make our own way through life,

Destiny, tiny demon...
to you I owe my soul,
I bow down with old hands...
to you I owe love.

Over the breeze of a dream,
one day while I was walking on the moon...
I sat with an angel,
and over one or two drinks we talked about love
we talked about you, and she asked me...
"is this real? ...it sounds like a dream
a dream we angels have,
about a goddess, the forbidden incarnation of love."

I'll stop time tonight,
see you for the last time, until the next time.
I want to come home tonight,
and while I hold your waist upwards.
kiss you for the last time, until the next time.

Where was I before the time I kissed your lips?
I knew I was doomed, you made me the luckiest.

its al the same,
now is raining outside my room
i bet, i bet it feels wet and cold.

I dream to find a fake paradise,
far away from me and this,
I think, i think it would be pretty.

I have it all and nothing at all,
it's dry and raw, around my eyes
tears find where to live, they long left their home.

Maybe you'll stay away just today
I don't like to tell you I hate you,
our history, our passion and dark nights
I depend on you for my sanity.

Take control of me, when inside you it's easy
to not think, to be numb...

But wait, I hate you
I despise your every angle,
the thought of you shuttered on the asphalt makes me smile.

I'm a fool cause I thought I could trust you,
you said you'd be there for me to be rescued...

I want to drink so I can forget,
one drink per thought,
and now I see clear and blur
at least I muted you for a while...

I've gone without you for long before,
when I didn't feel, nor react...

I own you,
why won't you obey my commands?
why the only way to have you, is to be lost?

For every thought I'll drink some poison,
for every night I'll take a pill,
until I can feel my heart stop,
and with my last tear, hear you shutting up...

[whispers]...are you there?...
[whispers]...
... [gasps]