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Nhlanhla Moment Aug 2013
Don't forget that I remember that you
have a memory. Gay yet mellow
knitting this momentous tapestry,
embracing moments of you and me...
And I will remember thee
Nhlanhla Moment Aug 2013
And now... The coming of the Pleaidian
order. Some call it call it the Second
Coming. The rapture or ascent to
heaven. It is said that in the
constellation called the Seven Sisters,
the planets are highly advanced. There is no money, pain, suffering, division or
confusion. They use tubes to travel
much like railways. The influence of the
Pleaidians on Earthlings has been long
imposed, from the Yahweh
Consciousness (The Deluge times) to the Messiah Projects. On Earth the public receives the picture
spread by the holders of the Media. In
truth there is a psychic war that has
been going on for millenia. From the
time of the gods down to present
human idols, be it Kings, presidents, athletes, celebrities or politicians and
vicars of religious institutions. With the Matriarchy uprising, men have
been have faced with a destructive
challenge. It can be said that men have
done women a lot of harm and it is
now their chance to hurt men. But then
that is vengeance and not justice. Which brings us to factions
representing Councils positioned in the
Galactic Federation of Councils. There
are forces of Light and there are forces
of Darkness. Which would be apparent
with the way things are on Earth. You have the Dragon Queen network and
you have Daughters Of MA and time-
travelling agents. There is a chaos
manipulated from above. There is a
divine connective power of ******
*******. This power creates a third energy which can be used for good or
evil. Which is important for dark
magicians to increase their power and
effect psychic manipulation. This power is encouraged to be kept at
a low-vibrational frequency, hence
have we lust. With lust the bond of love
and its frequency is affected. And
hence we have meaningless
relationships, heartbreaks and separations. This is because ******
******* at high positive-vibrational
frequencies will create an energy that
will uplift the consciousness of the
planet Earth. This is only half the story. That's the
metaphysical perspective. With
Capitalism on a high and matriarchy-
vengeful rising men have been feeling
the pinch. This is because the point is to
keep us apart. Money makes relationships very complex. This is why
nowadays there are more women who
love money rather than love itself. You
can imagine how it must have been
done behind the curtains; you put
members of influence on the forefront and you dress them up, teach them
how to think, behave and carry
themselves; these members become
prototypes for multiple avatars. Yes
brainwashing techniques, put women
under sync mode and simulate behaviour and then this builds a
consciousness. It is said that when the
human hybrids were made by the star
people; genetic engineers, they were
implanted with crystal chips,
programmed to make us intolerant of each other. Back to the consciousness,
with women already wearing a deep
hollow wound of being mistreated and
dehumanized by those called men;
different forms of zeitgeist can be used
by the powers with a promise to heal those wounds. So woman would now become the
new enemy of the two sexes. In the
future men would have a *** change
just to have the benefits and the right
to feel human. Now, these avatars
would be recruits of The Association, unknowingly, they called them
working girls. The order was basic,
wear the suit; make-up, loud colours
and tight clothes and market yourself
through the various social portals.
Every weekend a working girl would get free drinks, drunken *** (if she
wanted), she'd have a bf just for
security, and then stand in's for basic
expenses; food, cosmetics, hair-do,
and clothes). At the last levels of her
missions, she would choose a tamable guy who can afford her, this guy
would be too submerged in his ego to
what's coming. To secure the deal, the
objective is to have the guy impregnate
you. Then it's pretty much inevitable
from there. She plays good wife for a number of years, brings children, not
too many though, then when she is fed
up comes the divorce and alimony.
Done and dusted; game won. The game was fair in the beginning for
it was intended for bad and abusive
men but then it got corrupt and it
spread from world capitals to citcies
down to towns and even developing
rural areas. To make matters worse, the recruits were now found in girls who
were only in high school. The vision
was to tame girls from an early age to
use men as *** slaves and money
outlets. This was the order of The
Association. Vengeance or Justice? Or just plain manipulation. The
Association...
Nhlanhla Moment Aug 2013
How can you be my friend if you envy me?
How can you be my friend if you have a heart not free?
How can you say you love me when love you've yet to see?
How can you tell me you support me when half the time yourself you cannot be?

And memories there are
chuckles and deep thoughts shared
Now situation delivers pain and tears are shed
A friend you'd still be when nothing's said
But insecurity has to intervene
oblivious of the fact that you do not love thee
However it may seem you have issues that are real
However it may seem I have scars and wounds that are deep

Given into negative emotion, our friendship would be over and seem like a dream
over like a dream for your self is all that matters, how are we a team?
You talk behind my back about my flaws
all the things that you secretely abhor
Out you go then, there's the door.

How can you be my friend if you use me?
How can you be my friend if you fear to lose me? Rather than cherish to have me
How can you be my friend if you continually bruise me?
How can you be my friend if you find it hard to fuse with me?

I am my own friend in my head
Hence have I the heart to find comfort in giving
Often reluctant to be on the end of receiving
Tolerant of impositions perilous and demeaning
I am the strange guy whom to most has no meaning
Who is a diamond once I start winning
I have been searching for fungi repellent
To avoid parasites that feed on a heart excellent
Our friends can be enemies, that's rebellion
If you cannot treat me as friend, like I would, goodbye then.
Nhlanhla Moment Jul 2013
to love, to hate
to have, to lose
a twist of fate
the chance so blue
and I had you

The shine so bright
and the drama of the night
How we argue and fight
Flaunting each other's might
Talking and trying to be right
it is a ring filled with ***** of flames

I touch and love you
you go the other way looking for another to rub you
perhaps secure you with money and lies
beautiful lies, lilies and sparks
And I am unjust to speak the truth
Cold for being myself
-Unappreciated- I'd rather be by myself

and you're hesitant to give me meaning
and you are reluctant to make me feel worthy
for your ego gets in the way of your judgment
you become political and refuse to give me "power"

unaware that the only power is the bond that we share...
Which has those longing for love stare
and the brave care to dare

So you make me feel helpless
that you are wanted by others and that they are better
that they can have you and I will be left with "I" the letter

If only you knew how your smile threw me
made me feel like love is all there is
and that beauty is,
and not a programmed picture caused by a chemical reaction -
Inspired by soul and mind interaction,
if only we could connect like that
away with adultery, I'd rid that hat
... But you choose others over me
keep me waiting, uncertain and wondering
I am an ice block burning in a hot ***
and the cook has intense energies
he could let me burn to vapour
please save me and no more "call you later"
without you I'd be a lonely ellipsis, only a full stop
But you take me for granted, so leaving you is my best shot.
Nhlanhla Moment Jul 2013
It is late in the night,
you gravitate to this place without a fright
you become my midnight lover
are you a being of light, elemental, witch or vampire?

As you come, a thin whirl curls and hugs the air
your essence whispers to my soul and I know you're here
We go to galaxies and beyond
I remember the time we got mischievous and watched a Big Bang
Such a moving and disturbing sight, a blockbuster vision...
Would it be a block at all if it wasn't a molecule stored... Deep within the prism of the mirror of creation
glistening and transforming taking different forms as it becomes matter.

After the cosmology comes the fusion:
Your waves hooked on love strike my mind energy field like a lightning bolt
The smoke clears and we're in a new world again
We make love and do it justice
Stimulating Beings in Varying Dimensions
Soon after, with the vision comes conception of new worlds;
our paradise
We spend eternities gracing the beauty of light
Moving through past, present and future

Forever is ours... But for the hour, linear is my time, oh so sour
the night has to end
and soon the sun will rise again
and then you will disappear, and I will be lonely for crystal won't be my tears
I will remember you even if you were a dream, However it may seem. Oh Midnight Lover.
Nhlanhla Moment Jul 2013
Sometimes I feel broken,
illiterate when no words are spoken
sometimes I feel bitter and cold when my demons start choking
my neck til' I'm half asleep
and a weakening vibe runs knee deep

Sometimes I feel wounded when the hurt is out in the open
sometimes I weep tears of ice,
for they froze before I could show the world that I can cry
sometimes it's easier to frown and harder to smile
sometimes a single step seems like a mile
sometimes time asks me why I'm late and in time I answer; I don't know why
sometimes the pieces of me feel like the whole image of me
sometimes the sand feels like water when the sun shines
This is a view that makes me feel like I can fly
this takes me to a state where I want to die

Sometimes I forget the things noteworthy
Sometimes I remember the things never noticed
am I fool or a genius to notice?
Sometimes the weakness in me is all the strength my soul can feed
sometimes the hope I hold is the only dust I can bleed
in office as always, serving positivity
sometimes it's adversity, other times frivolity
It is a continual duel and I cannot let time wrestle me.
Nhlanhla Moment Jul 2013
Broken and wounded, I am a wreck
I am the shadows of dust
the sands of lost worlds
The pauses in rhythms constant
the gaps in words spoken

I believe in change
I see evolution with a revolution
only just with trust invested and not confusion
Poetry is my refuge when facing mind pollution

I slow the chaos and feel constriction
I Spiral in a twirling wave, repitition my addiction
I am mopping the dirt of my own flaws
I am a slave to this dictation

I believe in breaking free, like a tender worn leaf
I whisper to nature and speak to trees
The sweetness conveyed sends me bees
I fly to the ocean skies and wish a cloud bright were mine
I break a hundred times, this then of success a thousand times - a sign

I am a wreck looking to work
I believe in chance and romance
I remember honour before fear and cowardice
some believe in Jesus
some believe in Science, calculations and estimations
some believe in Satan, accepting that he is a victim in this whole situation

some believe that you shouldn't believe, but that is a belief outside of the common belief logical complex
I am a wreck searching for repair
a broken lover looking for a heart none can compare
I swallow the smoke wild in the air
I am a beast of Samson's hair...
The star running on ground when cheerleaders cheer
I am a wreck looking to share, a breath of vitality with those who may dare.
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