To see my friend’s weddings
Big tables pretty roses
Hopefully I won’t be wasted
An embarrassment for ages

I’ll keep talking rather loudly
about how love never works
It just makes us feel safe
it’s life’s greatest curse

I’ll be single and sad
But happy for the bride
That she’s finding peace for the rest of her life

And I’m not..
Cause I’m resistant
Sticking to my guns
But at the end of the day
I’ll be the loneliest one

Going home alone
Sinking into my bones
Wishing I said yes to the one who wished to make me their home