i'd like to start an adventure
to start a time in my life
where i stop caring and thinking
and start moving and going
and telling you what i mean

yeah, the ocean will be there tomorrow,
but we know our sunken chests and fluttering hearts
might not make it in time for the view

you make me feel good and ******
safe and terrified
comfortable and insecure

you make me feel so much more than i ever thought i'd feel before

Be real and let me tell you that you're who I wake up wanting to see
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You're who I want to joke with and explore with and listen to music with and have tons of *** with
You're who I think of when I am singing in the shower

//my feet smell
//my head hurts
//i wish i was with you

I feel so light-weight and gleaming
I feel like I know how to love
but I don't exactly know what love is
(I don't think I really care)

I'm glad you're you and I'm glad you're here
and I hope that you like me even when I am honest

who wants to come over and suffocate me in my sleep tonight
i am tired of being a person
sometimes all i want is to drown and sometimes it is my biggest fear

i'm sorry
i don't really know why
but i am just so insecure that sometimes i am sorry that you talk to me
sorry you listen to me
sorry you say you like me
sorry for the day you won't like me anymore