You can wear a mask say what you say.
This life is one of many.
And I'm with you to stay.

So digress if will
if that's what soothes your aching heart.
I'll be waiting in the stars to love you back to life.

Mistreated stepped on but always giving.
Love can't be locked in a box it wouldn't be love.

With pink streaming lights,
connected from above,
I will dance through this life with nothing but LOVE"

It's no wonder I get drunk sometimes this reality *****.. Some days I rather swim in a bottle with my delusions and forget all the pain that's come from being insane. My struggles are internal never ending battle the ying and the yang make sense to me now. Doesn't change what's behind and in front of me though. It's the here and the now that's got me spinning around. Angles and perception got me dropping my crown.. of ego. Flesh is in torment of what I'm depriving it now. My souls to great for this body to be locked down. Minds conditioned in the way of the world, body follows suit.. These chains continue to drop leaving me open and raw to the reality of my destiny and I know it just comes down to me. Can I live up to what my souls meant to be or will fall to the heals of the heeping herd of sheep. Stampeding through life without a conscious clue of what they do. Pointing fingers never taking blame. Living on the surface. Worshiping the fame. Doing what their told. Believing what they read. Letting the master plan unfold with ease. It's pathetic and sad.. My only truth is in my heart so I'll just let it bleed if that's what needs to be. Buh bye to that bottle it's only brought me grief.. Live and let love Peace.love and Harmony xo thanks for the read.

The hurt is gone
now I just feel stupid.

What I saw in your eyes
Your uncaple of believing.

Everything I've creatated
Has been tarnished, defeated.

You felt me, I know it.
Then left my heart bleeding.

Ten days shy of two months
No part of me misses you.

An ocean of tears
Lost in years of fear.

Never there to hold me
Always pushed aside.

They weights been lifted
Heartache shifted

Silly girl, do you know love?

Sadness..tears.. I know not the love my soul craves.

He found me in my tree
Fearlessly climbed to me.

His eyes opened wide
A little shy I hide.

Nerves make me ramble
As I speak my souls preamble

His stories calm my waves
In day light we sit and gaze.

I impress you sounds just right.
The end of the tunnel is so bright.

I can see you want me close.
I hesitate to uphold my pose.

Too many have played this role.
So I'll wait before I unfold

If you were a drug
You'd be crack *******

As you crackle and pop
My heart wouldn't stop

What a sucker for the game.
Because I'm a women we're all the same..?

But still you caught me.
I always see the best in people.

Silly me, such a fool.
All I am in this life is a tool.

When I think of you my heart opens wide.
When your eyes meet mine, I want to climb in and hide.

I'm never getting over it.. everyday just trying to except it. My feelings run deep. your beyond that.. out of sight out mind. Waves of energy crashing into me.. You may not know or even feel but to me there is nothing more real. I was made to love you endlessly like the ocean loves the sand and maybe we just aren't meant to stand. Every living piece of me worships you... worships me for this new life. If that's all you are I'll let it be... but no one will ever take your place you'll forever be.

Gone. Gone.

He is Gone. Been gone.

Gone.

For quite sometime.

Just like all the other bad habits you appear just when I thought I was in the clear.

Now face to face with drinks between
Mind flooded with images from past lustful mornings and sleepless nights

I cut you to the core was a pick up line
You'd leave me on the floor waiting to die after you ****** sweet nector so you could servive.

Another vampire you are, disguised
Your victims have no chance because you wrap yourself in women's light.

You are the same as all the others in past lives. You got your piece.. I feel it missing from me. But as you float on ******* life to live. I create it so Peace. You make me sick.

Mirror flip. Enough said. :(

I wear your scent like purfume
When i sweat i sweat you

I basque in your energy
Its all i am and want to be

I breathed you in to last an eternity
Although alone phycically

I see me through your eyes
Vivatious and whole

Such beauty to unfold but your scared to death of me.

Now that Ive seen magic I can never go back..

Our hearts beat as one.. spirits meet in the stars. Its more then chemisry. Way bigger than you and me.

In the midst of the built up romance...

Deception

So real in my mind I warmed my heart with lies.

Perception.

Understand this to no end. Emotions are not a fact.
What you feel is not reality. Love is a matter of Tact.

What you see in others is just a reflection of you.
The beauty, the ugliness, in a vast sea of blue.

Still I am you and you are in me. From now until eternity.

You live in my poetry. What a lovely place to be...

What seems like worlds apart. Layers of reality.Time has no power. Bodies hold no form. We flow like the breeze and freeze in the sight. We know this feeling that's brought such frightening delight. We gaze with a charm and touch with passion. I Breath deep and speak. You just stay hush, because you are gone.

Truth is I barely even know you as a human. My visions of you are of a life we lived or a dream of what could've been.

Truth is you never really showed an interest. I pushed forward because in your eyes I felt a blissful urge to be physically one.

Truth is your pressence indused my soul to come bursting into life. A fire got lit and forever burns bright.

Something about the recongonition of your essistsnce has forever changed my sight. I am forever grateful for your part in my life. I thanked you with my body but all it left me with was a quest for more. I could OD on the thought of you and the passion that follows.. Nothing can change that now. But it's done because somehow this feeling wasn't reciprocated and I feel silly now. I say this out loud so I can see how crazy this last year has been. I am only becoming all of me. You were a link to progression, a lesson in this section, a piece of the picture, a glimpse in an unseen mirror. When someone truly touches my soul I have a hard time letting go.. So I'll just grow old forever loving your soul. Appreciating what you showed me in myself. The true beauty and ambition. The spark that brings the world to life.. Forever in me is you. Is Me. Is everyone honestly but my favorite is in crazy green sea..

Feels like I'm spinning
Toes barely touching ground

Not sure I can handle this change of season
Some things falling so beautifully in place
Still can't get a grip of what's slipping away

Breathing in the cold air won't cool my heart down. Part of me brought to life brings tears of joy, sadness, and strife.

How can I embrace this?! Can I live up to the eyes that stare at me through the mirror. Am I or am I not?

Is this the beginning of the end or only the beginning. Adaptable as I am change is hard.

Answers untold my world starts with a thought.. Where's my head at?!? At?!! At?!

Somewhere stuck between what could and what may ruin me. The risk of coming to close to the flame. Set me on fire. Lore me. Distract me. Just forget it all.

Am I wrong.