I came to you in my dream last night
still wanted nothing to do with me. Thought if I met you there I could have you the way I always wanted to..
but my dreams reflected the reality
my imagination ran out.

So I said forget you finally
and took a flight through the clouds.

I was thinking you were the love in me but it was the other way around.

Now all that's left of you is a spineless slimy shell. A coward is a person to awaken the love in another with no intention of loving her.

Still grateful for the spark that made me realize I am the love in me
forever swimming
in the glorious river of eternity

and your lost scooping crumbs of what I left behind.. but even the crumbs need love and maybe that's your role. Wishing you all the best my not so friend after all."

  I am filled with all from above and I thank GOD I am WHOLE. So blessed the obsession is gone.

Healing is only found in Pain.

Pain is found in hidden Truth.

Truth is our Fears brought to Light.

Light can't shine without being Bright.

Bright is only the contrast of Night,

Night is in darkness without Moonlight.

Moonlight is what moves me to See,

See to believe is just a lie.

Lies hinder Healing so the Cycles never Die.

Die to be reborn.

61 poems in 16 months

6+1=7     1+6=7   7+7=14

1+4=5

5 is my soul # so I'm exactly where I need to be.
Numbers have a frequency... freaky.

They say time heals all wounds but absence makes the heart grow founder..

**** what they say. Who are they anyway.

How about my heart says its never over and my heart begs my head to find logic in this lifeless love affair. Ego crushed as I stand forever bare. Words just floating in the empty air. My name on your lips cutting all despair still you are not there... but I feel you as if you always were.

I wear your scent like purfume
When i sweat i sweat you

I basque in your energy
Its all i am and want to be

I breathed you in to last an eternity
Although alone phycically

I see me through your eyes
Vivatious and whole

Such beauty to unfold but your scared to death of me.

Now that Ive seen magic I can never go back..

Our hearts beat as one.. spirits meet in the stars. Its more then chemisry. Way bigger than you and me.

When I miss you I breath in deep and pull back memories of between the sheets. When my soul was set free from body and our energies collide creating a light show in the sky  breaking all logic and time.