Finished from the first kiss.
I pushed. I chased. I lost.

I feel the future in my bones.
Love. Swarming LOVE.

I dance in the thought..
I whistle the Song. I want.

The crushing never stops when the thoughts of past paths cross with the sad secure truth. In an instant the pain so real of what I let you steal. I defied natural grace just to have a taste of what blew up in my face. Now I see you still attract the beauty and I all that I want dead to me. I know what's needed to change the coarse of my faint. If I just trust in that small still voice I am safe.

This is not a dis on the needy but possibly a moment of truth for the greedy.

It's always the same ones with their hand out. Relationship hopping to **** you dry of life now.

Don't give those vampires a taste of your blood. Greedy mother *******. Giving back to no one.

Invest your time in the ones who love. Who bring out the sun and remind you, Your blessed with the warmth from above.

You can't save the ones who choose hell. It's their story to unfold and their future to tell.

I'm done going with the grain.
With all the shame I've put on my name. I've got no one to blame. So I'm breaking free from the pain.

Every days a new start to evolve and grow. Mistakes happen so we don't keep slipping on that same *****.

People take advantage of a good loving heart. Don't stop loving , but pull yourself apart.

Find the rare kind of person who loves to love and make that your reflection.

I want to romance you like I've tried before. You want nothing to do with everything more.

I let you in fully aware of your only aim. I thought that was your game.

I felt you saw me the way I saw you you. Beyond body, past words, through my eyes we danced.

So

The cool breeze. Sets in.
Fluttering leaves. Help me See.

Chest filled with Warmth.
Eyes craving new sites.

Swarming thoughts.
Like bee's around a common yarrow.

My dream filled Soul.
Won't stop nudging. Tick Tock

The Clock spins quickly.
No more time wasted on a wanna be.

Feet move in the Only direction.
Life is here to be tasted, felt, and Seen.
To be Heard.

New flavors, feelings, sites, and sounds.
Await, Like Songs to be sung from a birds air filled lungs.

Sweet sweet Sun. Show me my home.
Take me away. Onto that Road.

Leaving the dust brimming wind behind me.
You see. We know not what time has for us.

What will your duration be in the monotony.
Stretching to new heights. Taking a leap in my reality.

Forget what was to build something bigger than us.
We are just a vessel of never ending love.