No Kiss Goodbye
Not one Last Cuddle

You had your time
You ****** me dry

My heart bleeds
My lungs set Free

Eyes Open Wide
Mouth sealed Shut

All my hearts longed for..
In just one Kiss..

What is this?

You bring out all I've been missing inside..
I see all of me for the first time.

I got lost in your Green Eyes
My heart has doubled it's size.

My Soul Sings for you..
My heart Cries for him.

Can't help my Soul recognized..
Set on fire.. Can you feel it?

Or is it just a manifestation of my desire?

You say I cut you to the core.. I know you want more.

More.. leaves this open as ever.
So I say Goodbye to him.
Hello to You.. Lets take our time.

Feels like I'm spinning
Toes barely touching ground

Not sure I can handle this change of season
Some things falling so beautifully in place
Still can't get a grip of what's slipping away

Breathing in the cold air won't cool my heart down. Part of me brought to life brings tears of joy, sadness, and strife.

How can I embrace this?! Can I live up to the eyes that stare at me through the mirror. Am I or am I not?

Is this the beginning of the end or only the beginning. Adaptable as I am change is hard.

Answers untold my world starts with a thought.. Where's my head at?!? At?!! At?!

Somewhere stuck between what could and what may ruin me. The risk of coming to close to the flame. Set me on fire. Lore me. Distract me. Just forget it all.

Am I wrong.

I don't want to out shine you.
Just want to be your friend

I want to embrace all of you
share all I have within.

Lets bring out the best in each other
Not tare each other to pieces.

I can be evil too..
But I don't want to talk down on you!

You don't shine any brighter throwing dirt on her name or mocking her misfortunes or smirking at her shame. Its you who is a sad shell of a woman. So before you judge her and shred her name remember..

All that you are comes from what you've been through so imagine the strength it takes coming from the bottom or standing up when you've repeatedly fallen.

Look in the mirror do you love everything you see? Are you all you intended to be?

Why not build someone up instead of tare them apart..

Isn't enough breaking us down every day, leaving us in the dark.


Its time we accept our place as women. Come together without Competition. We all have strengths we can share our wisdom and when we are weak need a compassionate ear to listen.

The subtle sound of the ice cracking beneath me feet


I shut my eyes. How long have I been sleeping?

Now again I awake in this bed of denial

Again. Repeat. Obsess. Over and over...

Can't just forget. It gets worse every time.

How do you explain hopping back on that coo coo train?

Insanity. Period. One answer. Lets not complicate this.

Just one more got me no where before.

I just want to be cool. I don't want to be weak. I just want to forget whats being held over my head.
I want the freedom. I want to tease, excite, and leave.

The only way to fix this is to make it right not keep letting life pass me by trying to hide my other side.

Self sabotage. Its easier to admit defeat when when there is nothing left. I don't want that. I've got too much.

It's not okay. This is not acceptable.

Curious of what stirs within
the thought of touch

My eye drawn in
the unseen or heard

Body temperature rises
heartbeats, beats, breath

deeper and deeper
the heat rises
breath just breath.

this connection undefined
breaks walls and crosses lines

Words turn to faint noise
What is this..?

Am I hypnotized
Stuck? Lost? Frozen in time?

In those green green eyes

Shh..Silence. I must not know you.
Stay forever, Go running, Hide!!