Walking in a creepy dark forest
feeling but nothing but weirdly sorest
Visions and reality totally hazy and confused
seeing teddy's drink tea without being excused

Seeing animals sit around and eat as humans at the table
Makes my mind feel more confused and unstable
Wondering around and come across owls getting married
judging what I'll see next I should be extremely worried!

I see a bright light reflecting white off a jacket
trying it on hoping this sure doesn't throw a gasket
Running away from the foolish foul bird creatures chasing me
My boots come off and out of nowhere I'm growing into a tree

My hands turn into branches and my feet into a tree trunk
surely this must be a dream or else I'm seriously drunk

I woke up to a shattered broken dream,
where I couldn't even possibly scream
I saw someone peeping through the key hole in the door,
I started moving slowly off the bed towards the cold and prickled floor

I could here the foot steps silently moving,
I thought ''Oh God'' let this be inducing
I closed my eyes and wished for it all to pass,
I started to grip the lost broken glass

I opened my eyes all I could see was the ground
everything about my dream took a twist around
The room started to catch a light
and I swiftly held the glass tight

It felt for a moment like I was enduring hell,
I closed my eyes once again and I could hear the sound of ringing church bells
I was alone for at least I thought....
the way I felt was shocked and utter distraught

I felt a tap on my shoulder from behind
my shoulder started to intertwined
I slowly turned around
and the devil smiled and made no sound

I was amazed in disgust of shocked
he was about to tell me something until he showed me a ticking clock.

WORLD WAR III
will be the end of both you and me

Depression is a like a constant and uncontrollable task
people get angry, sad and upset and wear the depressed horrid mask
Its a feeling that just cannot get rid of easily and stays
but eventually having strength will make it go away

Depression is like living in a world of fifty shades of grey
out with the grief and in with the pain of everyday
Everyday you try and reassure yourself your fine
but how can that be if you don't possibly notice the warm and bright sunshine?

Know who you are*
*and not who you want to be

Grandpa you always taught me to go after my dreams
and when I fell you would help me to get back on my own two feet
You were sent from the heaven above
to fill my broken heart with hope and love

When I got angry, upset and depressed you would hear my silent yell
I guess that's because you knew me quite too well
I will never forget the lesson of life of which you taught me as a game
you taught me to many things to be forgotten how can I possibly be the same?

I guess the time came for you to leave
God saw how you were suffering and couldn't just perceive
I have to get use to this life without you and its a difficult change
Your memories will be played over here in my head where I will rearrange.

Endurance in the desert
with the blasting sun
Rough edged gravel of stone,
yet to come,
With ancient ruins and temples
made with the finest of all
From the descendants of oldest civilization

Life is full of the games we play
constantly reassuring if its worth the replay
But one thing more certain than the rest
is wanting to know whether you have X or O's in the life destiny quest

ZOMBIES, ZOMBIES!**
Run away and hide,
before they come and eat us all alive!!!

They want our brains
and will leave us with nothing but dead rotting remains

Pacific way
**Of relating and
Ever lasting Diary of the
Moments to express

You might see me struggle,
but there's a long road to lead through the difficult journey of life in the world tunnel
You wont see me fall
Inspite of everything through moments of sorrowful, dejected, out of sorts, melancholy I'm still going to stand tall

Even if life puts me on the spot
I'll try my best to get out of the gordian knot
I know I'm not the best person in the world
I've made mistakes but whose to blame if the wind whirls

They say there's a limit to life
but that's just merely a myth of a rife
Because even though life is hard and I struggle through it all
you will never see me fall

Why do we seek attention?
Why do we crave affection?
Why does it seem we want it all?
Why do we vandalize government walls?

We are human and we make mistakes
Truly that is a lesson that proves we're not fake

Life is something we all share
Just like the oxygen in the air
In life its ok to make mistakes
It just shows you are real and not fake

The river and oceans natural elements
The oceans used to clensed the mind and soul
The oceans and rivers have tides and waves
But not to wash away the memory