2011
is terrible it let it me smile and cry
at the same time, a song so strong
expressed by tears of fears let it me
sail among the deepest side
of what a human can hide, side by side
in a ride that may reveal our minds,
I couldn't hide neither tell what I felt,
something in me died
, but it should be revealed,
no matter what it meant
, beloved people just went,
the sorrow was meant to be felt,
memories stored, moments were stole,
nothing can give us the power any more.

What do I do what can I do nothing works out the way I want it to I held up so tight for people I may loose and now their gone but I am not yet done so what to do ~ I blame my self for things I can't get back I regret every moment past I really wish they could last but soon as I believed nothing can stand in face of faith mysterious race face by face confess to relive my stress well dressed but literally depressed and I'll stay sorry for the rest of my life I will dive skip those waves to settle in a shore no more stress worry less be happy you only live once.

Man, am I getting insane? Sane sane, a blast from the past a fake mask with a broken heart started questioning my self am I insane sane sane, I dare  you to count my tears even my fears, but you'll never know never know. Tough yet with a small jet never met my dreams dreams dreams it seems so clear but not real fading with sun, I am bursting into tears, you lower my expectations they are far from my destinations and no enough patience many many stations so rare medications, rust with a pixie dust I must trust a ****** world fighting with no swords just poisonous words, but everything have an end, so does our lives ~