blue.
why am i blue?
is it something new?
i hate the color blue.
Its just another thought.
But is it just in my mind?
oh god.
its you.

its always been there
its nothing new
nothing with an
odd view
its something so small
that no one really cares about
at all
is it all in my mind?
is it an illusion?
this souls waves overwhelm my mind.
This soul has always followed
my shadows
into the dark meadows
when no one could
even come near this
closed window.
This souls silhouette
hurts my brain
but my hearts in a strain.
id deal with the pain
since its just you.
always you.
its been you.

I always have these thoughts
late at night
maybe its time to say goodbye
maybe its time to fly high
it never really felt right
to try and put up a fight,
ill let the tides
take me in.
maybe i never really felt okay?
never had someone truly stay
I've been rotting
my brain
each day
hoping
to
pass
away,
ju
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as a child of silence
i find it soothing.
the loud silence is like music.
i´ll never be alone
as long as my mother is always there.
She is a loud woman.
A woman who others fear.
I feel isolated
in a large loud crowd.
a crowd where lovers could be.
a crowd where anger roars.
a crowd where the child of silence
is no longer
adored.
I am the isolated little girl.
who once she speaks
is no longer
her.
I am the daughter
of
Hesykia.
-

whistle like.
is it bristle like?
more like a missile like.
oh how i wish this kiss was like.
so passionate
but its just DNA
mixing around
a boys ***** mouth.
this is what a kiss is like.

I never met someone so different.
Wherever you go
id follow.
Im being told to let you go
but id do anything for you.
the things id do
when it comes to you.
Wherever he goes ill follow.
- to my unknown lover

That feminine figure of hers could be my awaited death.
The ultimate key to seduction.
And ******.
Her silky snow white hair.
She´s a deity.
She´s my enemy.
She´s so dainty its bizarre.
like the moon falling to the ground.
this deity of calamity has my heart.
Shes just like a Aconitum the devil's helmet.
A mesmerizing silhouette,
and a divine monster hidden behind that sweetheart of a face.
If she´s as bad as they say then i guess im cursed.
Im in love with a woman who wants me dead.