our love isnt like a flower.
its more like
that solar power.
solar.
power.
the one that roar.
the one that towers.
      forget all of the tears
that you cried its over.
just let cupid wear
our love as a glove.
its solar.
it isnt over.
our love
is like a four leaf clover.

school ends.
it all just blends.
the parties dont end.
the ecstasy just takes me off the deep end.
its always been,
my escape.
make the lights change color.
let ecstasy become my lover.

im not surprise.
i sympathize.
i cant deny.
i tell these little lies.
they wander off like flies.
i cant deny.
im way too good at goodbyes.
your affection is a crazy ride.

hes such a charmer.
he makes me wonder.
hes such a follower.
hes such an odd flower.
hes never going to make it.
his bland lies.
he´ll never love me until he dies.

i walk alone.
not even my shadow.
or my shallow
heart.
I walk alone.
walking down the line
that separates my mind.
I walk alone.
no heartbeat.
no time.
ive lost my mind.
the city sleeps
but im the only one
since everyone's gone,
my sanity is done.
well this is love.

if you need me.
hurry.
im leaving soon.
sorry.
sorry cant save me now.
ive already drowned.
take a lick.
is my face salty from water?
or the tears?
its not like i matter.
sorry cant save me now.
sorry i dont know how,
how i let myself cry to death.
tell him i loved him.
tell him to not waste his breathe.
its gods test.

The day will come
where we all run,
run from our love,
run from our role,
run from what we stole.
I was always in a bad mood.
i played you.
i said that i loved you.
but i ended up
running from you.
im sorry jasper.
im sorry if i hurt you.
i sorry if it got that bad.
somebody should've had your back.
I gave all i could give but
it was never enough.
I changed my whole life when i ignored you.
felt like a human again.
Im sorry if i cant help you.
Im not the girl i once was,
ill run from that lost cause.
run from myself
if only i could.
but is anyone that fast?
once i escape myself
maybe ill come back.
maybe you'll have your life back.
maybe the right one to be your wife
is in tack.
Sayōnara.