The morning sun rises,
softly climbing over your face,
we lay in bed,
so close we are,
touching you is like heaven,
Gazing upon your Smile,
and my Eyes dance,
with  yours,
green and brown,
and no feeling,
but the fullness of my heart,

You touch my face,
and I feel heaven kissing me,
I feel my heart jump around,
and my body shakes with joy,
with glee and anxiety,
Oh I have no more worry,
no more doubt,
no more fear,
You have slain my demons,

In the kitchen cooking up a meal,
listening to this song,
listening to our love,
With the sun welcoming us to the morning,
shining through the windows,
like a heart of gold,
you come closer,
with your hands on my waist,
you lips against my neck,
you hands move around me,
slowly you embrace me with your warmth,
I cant help but let out a breath of air,
I cant help but move my hands to your hands,
connecting as one,
our love is worth a ton,
but to me it feels like air,
your lips meet mine,
and the golden sun shines brighter,
I feel the world become ours,
and it stops spinning,
so that this moments lasts forever,
because,
I'm all Yours

From the corner of my eye,
you are there,
All my hope goes to you,
to see you,
at least just to see,

I want to be myself near you,
But when I see you,
From the Corner of my eye,
I am not me,
Oh how I wish,
How I wish you were like me,
How I wish you'd Know,
And feel the same,

But I know you don't,
And when I see you,
In the corner of my eye,
I smile to myself,
Happy,
but I Say to myself to you,
"Leave me Alone,
I don't want to hurt again."

Beauty is the thing,
That which all Men desire,
and all Women Strive to become,

It is in the Eye of the Beholder,
Something that we selectively want,
and something we learn to Love over time,
no matter "Fat", "Skinny" or "Curvy"
People CAN be beautiful,
But true beauty,
Is the Beauty of the heart.

Oh how I long for Eternity,
To roam the earth,
the stars,
the universe for All Eternity,
Oh how I long for eternal beauty,
To be a goddess among men,
To be a Star among earth,
Oh how I long for Eternal Life,
To never die,
So that I may learn the secrets of our world,
So that I may walk upon the burning sun,
Oh how I long for Eternity,
To forever be me,
To forever be Free,

But there is a Burden of Eternity,
To live forever,
without Family,
without Ever After,
without a "Normal" life,
The Burden of Eternity,
Loneliness,
Solitude,
Emptiness,
But these are all normal feelings I have,
But to have them for Eternity?
Is the Burden of Eternity...

I'm Jealous to be a Boy,
to not be like other women,
to not be beautiful in all other mens eyes,
I fear Rejection,
I fear the Lonely whispers in my mind,
I fear the reactions that hide,
under the lips of a lie,

I wish for once,
A man,
A man who cares not,
About what is physical,
But what is internal and Beautiful,
A man who cares not for men, nor women,
A man who sees me for me,
For the heart that I bear,
For the love that I share,
Handsome and wise,
Perfection in my eyes,

But still though I wish,
I am jealous to be,
Still yet a boy,
Jealous of those Girls,
Who have boys as easily,
As it is to buy a toy,
I wish this was the world,
Were love was all the same,
and people did not suffer,
for how they look,
But love is not the same,
and thats why it is beautiful,
Because it is unique,
and different,
Just like people.

You Scream and Cry like a newborn child,
But your heart has sunk like the unforgotten unsinkable ship,
It Cracks and breaks under the increasing pressure,
down down down,
and further below the surface,
It sinks deeper into your chest,

Your tears have sank your heart,
Your sorrow has crushed it,
Your Depression,
Dragging it down into the abyss,
You lay in your bed,
unsure,
unknowing of the future,
and revisiting the past,

You fear what comes next,
You fear the unknown,
you don't want this hurt again,
not anymore, forevermore,

Drag yourself from bed,
turn off the light,
turn off everything,
find yourself in a bath,
a Bath of love, water
the life, the blood of your mother,
Wash yourself Clean,
and soak up positivity,

Dry yourself with warmth,
and drown in it,
sink down to your heart,
and listen,
Feel,
and look upon it,
it is you, Unique, different,

Grasp yourself,
and swim back to the surface,
harder at first,
but worth the shot,
and soon depression can no longer weigh you down,
soon you can Live again,
New,
Happy,
Loving,
and Alive,
So live and let be,
mistakes are of the past,
and the future is best unknown,
so focus on you,
Focus on now,
and you will always be you,
So live and Let be,
and let your worries free!