Oh Teacher Help me,
Once more I Ask,
For an angel of love,
an Angel of Passion,
an Angel of lust
an angel of trust...

Oh Angel Love me,
Though I wrong,
Though I lie,
Though I may die,
Love me for me,
and I will not betray Thee.

Lucifer if I may,
Grant me strength,
for times are tough,
though the year new,
I struggle to change,
to grow,
to be you!
Send me your light, My Mother... my Father
So that I may see,
through the Darkness of Life,
Through the shadows, Sorrows,
of my heart.

My heart is beating so so hard,
I feel so much of its pain,
Pouring from my eyes,
Just like Rain,

My heart,
It beats so loudly,
I shake and cry,
Cant hold myself,
and soon my eyes are dry,
Cant Stand,
My heart hurts,

I lay there hoping for an angel,
to take me away,
to take my heart and fix it,
To hold my hands,
help me stand,
help me live,
help me...

Oh without you its hell,
Without you I'm insane,
Without you,
This is a nightmare...

My heart Beats Quietly,
Softly,
and now I lay here,
Wet,
Cold,
Alone,
In the shower of my pouring tears...

Empty,
Invisible,
Alone,
And oh so sensitive,
An unforgiving mind, Heart,
In a Prison of emotions,
On a boat out at sea,
With no land in sight, No Hope,
Surrounded by Nothingness,
I Want to be, Need to be,
Who I am...

Who I am is who I Love,
Who I am is all I got,
Who I am is all that keeps me alone,
Sad,
Confused,
Who I am is all that I fear,
I am Empty,
I am Unappreciated,
I am unloved.

Beauty is not my name,
Love is not my name,
For I am none of those to someone,
I am Nothing,
Nothing,
Just Nothing, but Nothing,
Unseen,
Unwanted,
Unloved...