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The Was a Girl who was always thinking,
She wanted to escape her mind,
She always felt trapped, Alone, Afraid, Depressed,
Everyday She hoped that she would find someone to take that all away,
She begged to her goddess for an angel,
To Take her away,

She was a normal Girl,
Quiet, Shy, Smart, Pretty, but in her eyes that wasn't what she cared for,
What she cared for was a boy who would become Her Man,
Who would make her Enjoy being who she is,
Who Would make her Smile every day,
Who would give her butterflies,
Who would make her blush and giggle in a Rose Pink joy,
She Went to school, and had her eye on a boy,
Though he could not be hers, she still Longed for him,

over time,
She soon began not to care, he was not the boy that she wanted to become Her Man,
Every day, When she got home love was all she wanted to deal with,
It was the only thing on her mind, She cared not for Home work, nor the  missing assignments,
Every time she was home, she wanted to leave,
To find the one Boy to become Her Man, to help her learn how to enjoy Life again,

Some Days she would take a nap,
Those days She dreamed of someone who held her close,
He would not let her go,
And She the same, She Could feel what love was,
She was In Love,
She looked upon his face, Seeing everything she could ever dream of,
and his kiss was all that she needed to feel alive,
But sadly...
This Girl awoke from her Dream...
And she went on again in life... waiting for him to come to life...
Knowing he was out there, Doing the same,
Dreaming of her,
and Giving all his heart and life to her.
How am I still Standing,
When my Dreams are nothing but Illusions,
How can I bear the love,
How can I still Stand,
When He is in my mind,
Making love to me,
He Holds me Against his will,
I am Broken,
But still Standing...

When I dream of You,
It becomes torture when I wake,
I wonder,
Why?
Why Cant this be real,
Why Cant I be with you,
When Will we meet,
I need a shoulder,
Alone,
Broken,
Lost in a dream,
Slowly becoming a nightmare...

I want to stop Dreaming,
I want to start Living,
I want to Stop Asking,
and I want to start Knowing...
Knowing that you are here,
Knowing you will always hold me,
Never let me go,
For I am Broken,
But Still Standing!

I don't know where you are,
I don't know when you'll come,
and I wont stop waiting,
Till you become the one...
Mother help,
I am angry,
I am ****** and in fury,
I feel as though I will explode like a bomb,
I want to blow everything to smithereens,
Taking all that defies me,
Along with me...

Mother help,
I'm so closed up,
I can't just hold it in,
I can't just scream it out,
I want to hurt someone,
Hurt them so bad I become their nightmare,
But I don't want to be hated,
I want their love, respect, everything.

Mother help me,
I'm losing my grip,
I'm losing myself,
Slowly slipping back into insanity,
I feel three times as much as normal....
If I was a woman...
This would be a period.....
I hate these stupid people,
These idiotic,
Imbecile mortal people,
How I wish I could,
Oh I wish I could,
Smash in their faces with a sack of bricks,
Oh I want to release this rage,
Show them my wrath,
Let them know who they ****** with,
I want to eliminate them,
Delete them,
Erase their existence....

I want to wipe away their intolerance,
Cleans them of their idiocracy,
I want to release my rage,
Let it go,
Give zero *****....
But I can't,
I'm to nice,
And at the same time,
I want them to be my friend,
To understand me,
But I can't even understand them....
1.
I will See the World Burn in the Flames of Glory,
Before I Welcome Death into my heart.
Oh,
Lucifer,
How art thou fallen from heaven,
thou is truth,
thou knows all,
how art thou fallen from Hell?

Stand your ground my lord,
Never let go of what you believe,
and fight on wards and forward,
For glory,
For Honor,
For Pride,
For the Kingdom of Humanity!

How art thou Fallen from Heaven,
For Thou art the one,
The One who Set us free...
The One who Sacrificed everything,

Though thou hast Fallen,
Thou Stands Tall,
Thou art a Fire,
A Fire that cannot be purged,
Thou Art Holy,
Thou Art True,
Thou Art Godly.
a problem,
an issue,
I don't know what it is,
All I know is that...
I'm crazy for you!
I once thought it was an obsession,
But,
the feeling of embarrassment,
the feeling of hope,
the feeling of love,
makes me crazy.
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