..hello poetry..iv'e cone of movement of words..language ain't anymore..
..were ******..subconsciousness is getting dry..no mess..
..i believe you have seen for years now..

                                       ..so were you stand..are you a *****..
             ..or mystic..one..two..three..four..

                                   ..and were the letters wend..

..onetwothreefour..

                        ..where's your magic..

..soon there will be no more..
..ask yourself
where do you dwell in this universe..

..infinity is the only time..
else
just control and manipulation..

..go with pain..

...can't turn around..
          ..anywhere..
     ..no directions..

oxygenation is starting to get down..
             ..really know..down and down..
                      where's my town..

..my directions..as salt and sugar mixed with coffee..

                        ..when your late..it's optional..

                ..keep it..

..to the nearest fan say your loneliness..
    ..to the next celebrate your melankolia..

    ..and if there is a next one..say how much
                  you love..love..and all of it..

..society..narcotic..addict..

                    ..my word's when't to dumpster cause our
technology is so reliable..there's no way out..no turn to the right
               or turn to left..

                                ..were ******..
                ..and insane..psychosomatic..perverted and pure..
         ..call that a  
             joke and i laugh with you..

                                        ..my cut's off..

..all the story's are true..
              ...are you sure..

                                 ..where's the happy ending..
          ..or maybe it's death..

                                      ..the end..

..poem..poem..poem..
            ..are you so sure..

  ..for this cure..is it pure..

how do i know..be certain..
          ..that's the real deal..
..bulletproof..

                ..confess..

if there's nothing better to do..
              ..you..

mad about madness..
           ..just like sadness..

      ..look alike..
fine dining..
               ..just the that mess
                         where you wanna rest..
                       like bullet in your chest..

                    it's all ways
                       the purest test..

                    ..mad..sad..
                               ..bad..rad..clad..
        
                    the strangest dream that
                                   i  ever lived
                 and give'd...

so
what are
you
thinking

                 and what are you still blinking..

                                still binding..

                              and off course ending
                to singing..

..maybe someday..
            ..you tell me it all..
..all that's in your inside..your soul and heart..

  ..your divinity..your satan..& your humility

                   ..i'm not going anywhere..

..i'm just too lazy for that kind of ordeal..

         ..but i'm not going away..

your story is too much to dismiss..to walk away..

          ..you got the real challenge..

..i got scars to fill this whole **** world..
       ..and i don't care about it..about what you or you might say..

..it's all ways the same..caring doesn't count..4 no one..

                       ..casting the shadows to the past..i
              see dim traces of creation..mine and your's..
                         ..casting comes alchemy..in it's foot steps..

           ..and the result might be what ever you want it to be..

                                     ..it's all ways up to you..
             ..it's just stupid to stare and claim..
                                    ..that it's somebody's else false..

                 ..you are you life and death..

..add a word..
   ..add a sentence..

add a life were all this come's..
             ..so add a poem and you..

where do you write..heart..thoughts..
         ..cerebrate..

                        ..or..something else..

..sculpture's says that the figure is all ready there
                you just to give it it's freedom..

..me..

..hmmmm..

..body..shapeless..& painful..
as a sunshine..
        ..no limits in words..
               ..no limits in misfit..
as a sunshine..

..go further to catch and release
                ..yourself..
as a sunshine..

..oh yeah..
         ..i LOVE you..

..even thought i haven't a clue what does it mean
            ..&oh; yeah..it's TRUE

a word that was made to simplify and combine
so many hard..complicated..
              ..the most fustrating emotions and
              
                          our very own wild nature distress..

..the word LOVE is
              just a cowardly way to hide with out
            too much communication..too much under no order..
              ..no limits or borders..

no morality..no understanding our self's..and our community..


          ..and oh,
                     **** sake..
        ..how we have ***** that word with all different kind of
                      fake inspiration's..lies lying in lies..

                                          ..wars after wars..

     ..man to man or nation to nation..

                  ..because we LOVE this world too much
                                we are obligated to ****
  
           without regret..because it's just 'cause we LOVE this or
                        that so much..it's all right to pull the trigger..

       ..drop the bombs from A to Z..
                    
                         ..LOVE is the answer..

have you ever looked at your mirror and KNOW that there's
something very..very wrong in the way..
              ..how we treat each other..

                        ..have the tears dry in the mirror..

when you have under stud what
               kind of a stupid fukin' idiot
              
                            you and the rest of the human race are..

               ..is LOVE the aswer..like 07.00 to 15.00 in some crap ***
                                          
                                       counter..
                     ..that LOVE made to build..

..no way to ur heart..i see
     and i know it now..****..

     ..but maybe it's u that doesn't    
       see the truth behind the
     obvious..

..see you later..
      obviously..

..suicide can be
   Sue in the said..
                     ..somewhere..
               ..where it will happen..
(life is suicide)

..friend to be with forever..

              ..no pain....no fear..no waiting
           in line..

                       ..no panic..no love
              that you don't understand..

..we mess up..and we dress up..
       ..for what..you..me..something we just don't see..

  ..suicide..can't fly..don't cry..

                          ..it's just bye bye..
  
         ..and again to say hey..when you die..
                        ..the
pains lost..
all that cost..
no one wan't to be your friend..

                                         ..narcissism..

all the **** that we are made of..
                       ..and from..

               ..god..yeah
        right..

if we could know any of that ****..little pits..
                        ..of tragedy..

                  ..then you fly..again and again..

..where's the reason to wait..
             ..how's coming..
        ..is it my fault..or your's..

..there are too many people waiting to be seen..
                ..why..

               ..guess why..

       ..we still ain't the only one walking here..

                      ,,'cause there's all ways so many thing's to see..hear..feel..
'
             ..and live trough them..
                            ..reason..

                       ..there you go..

..i'm sad..
   'cause i'm bad..

no one isn't there for any of me..
           ..and i shoot the stars alone..
    
      ..and that sad and boring..

                              ..there's never enough words to describe
                   the only thing that's me..

              ..sun sings beautiful and the stars do the boogie..

                                          ..but no..

             ..i'm much more than doggy ****..

                                         ..i just don't know where i am..


                       ..and really..does any one even care..

     ..happy you..

                                      ..*****..

..go closer to your edge..what 2 u find..
     ..misery..salvation..jeesus or lucifer..
        ..mayby..
the same thing..
     ..brother's in need..to get some speed..

               ..to help..same dad..same mission..

     ..salvation..and chorus..lalalaa...b.s..

..the clock turn to four..is it
         time to be ..or the take a tour..

                          ..to your's pour soul..

witch i don't know 'cause i don't at all..
                  ..maybe i fall..

                                   ..there where you are..and you know me..

it's unparalleled to all these conclusion's to the things we are..

                   ..i really don't have any clue..where these letter
                               come from..but i'm certain that
              they are true..

                                            ..sometime's you just have to believe
                               the thing's in our hand's..

              ..just is..

..stop..wait..continue..
       ..you are at war within..
in..in..in
      war is in
            inside it is..
wait..listen..
        ..it doesn't stop..
while you stop & wait..
        ..so run..run..run
run within..
          ..there you are..

,,stupid little girl
    ..stupid as a woman
                   should be..

..not all right..no..no..no..
              ..this stupid little girl

no understanding of anything..

      ..just hopeless..broken..******..
                        ..stupid little girl

             ..woman..

    ..just make up your
             stupid..          
                     **** mind..

         ..stupid little woman..

..there are these day's..
                   ..moments..
              ..when you
      see the
                         massive knowledge
            of humanity..it's history..
        ..& the unclear
                          vision of it's future..

..& you just think.(.mesmerised)..the existence of it all..
        ..mesmerised..
                    & scared..

gone in the wind you might say..

              ..our life..it's strings..
    ..our helplessness..

..is it really all right..
           ..to see that you see little too much..

                    ..even do..your trying your best to keep it real
         keep it steady..relaxed..

but there's all ways the conflict between you & you..

                    ..how much the mirror really tell..

                ..the mirror of your mind..

                                       & nature..

in these days that you don't really know right from wrong..
                    ..& vice versa..

..it's ugly & beautiful at the same time..

                      ..and that's what you have deal with..


         ..all the time
                    sometime's just seeing it
                              way too truly..

& you have live thinking that is it good or bad..
            
                                    ..or something totally else..

..most of most..
      ..if what or where..
..we are you..not here..that's the truth..

      ..pointless way's 2 go away..suicide..
                ..trying 2 be someone else..boredom..

        ..stay still and give it a left blow..
                    ..tadaa..

..when there is too much..
    ..alone..
      
               ..you can't go back..

         ..there's still long way to go..

..no dream's but dream's..i miss my point..

                      ..no point..no point..no point..

        ..go and figure
                 there's nobody with you..

..dream's are make believe..
              ..so go figure..

..please..oh tell me..please
                 who you are..where did you came from..

              ..why do
          surround me so much..
                     ...tsunami..tornado..

          ..th­e dark side of the moon..
                                ..can't get enough..
                       ..i just can't..

            ..so please..oh please..
                                  ..stay with me
                          as long that
                                       you can..

             ..you make me ****** again..straight up naked soul..

                                               ..so please..

                              ..give yourself to me..2 equals 1..

                                        ..i'm yours 4 taking..

still no water
      still no blood

too much wasting time to this world..
                            ..and life..

            you don't know nothing..

..infinity is the only time..
                ..going on..
        ..or..
                     ..going backwards..

..left and right are the same thing..as up and down..

                   ..infinity is zero..

           ..alpha and omega ain't got nothing to nothing..

..hollowing inside..
     ..where's me..

  ..drowning
            without you..

you..you..you..

..******..

..show me a magic trick
                 & i show you
      what ever you want..

..& a good trick..
             ..nothing's ever free..

..not even me or you..

darling..
         ..who are you
silent in the corner..almost dying..

no drinks but bunch of cigarette's..my style
           ..ecsept the *****..i need my drink..

                                    ..many of 'em..

your silence is so loud that it breaks the windows..bottles..classes..

                          ..it's the space & time
                ..holding me into one piece..gathering..melting..

                      ..you to me..over all..blue to the red..

                                                 ..magnetism..out of  this world..

                        ..and still i'm all ways alone..

                                      ..like everyone else..

..add a poem..add a child..add a go on..
               ..so be it..do you..go on..

                             ..virginity..solid dream..
            
                                    ..and i'm still here..

            even when they
                 say that i'm dead..
            
                                 ..so are these dead words..

..gone to the title..so far away..
         ..title..
so little..but so strong..

   ..is it happiness..or gruelty..
              ..title..who u are..


      ..or not..

    ..saint at the
          other one..

       ...makes u weep sometimes..

                ..touche..

and it's over the top..

..it gonna get ugly..
             ..street's are too near..

                     ..we better go away
         or we don't have our universe any more..

                                                  ..there's no you & there's no me..

                    ..even do we ever even exist..

..so shall u be..dormitory..
                       ..with all power in the world..
          ..**** flech..**** it..

                                  ..cuddle..be..
no ownership..
                 ..that ship has sailed..

..go..while u still can..go
         where ever..but not here..

..rainbow's are not meant to last..
                       ..like nothing here..

go..go..go...
and you still would find it..

             ..but yourself..

..rainbow's are not meant to last..

                         ..god speed..

..sure that i am..
     ..no more..

thanks..

..collect them all..
             ..and what do
        you find..

..piece's of blindness..cruelty..hard heart..
        ..blue infinity within..

..can't judge..can't blame.. but of course

                                ..you know
                                      ..of course you know..
..collect yourself..
          ..collect love (what ever it is to you)

                            ..most of all..

                    ..collect hate and rage
                           ..to make it all better..

    & don't look back..
              never..

..we take all from our self's..
faith..
                 ..tomorrow
and yesterday..

..the memory's of
things that
thought's us..
            ..thing's that believe in us..
            ..just when where
                          on the brick..

              ..and god..**** that sadist..

       ..blessed are we that we are alone..

..go strange..****..
      ..no *******..

          ..maybe a little..but not too
      much to go board..
                       ..be still..& ****..

                   ..the one you are..

..it's never too crowd to be near yourself..

                       ..it's nearly impossible to feel and see..

..your the eyewitness of yourself..
                 ..the **** and the jello..

                              ..so why don't you..
               ..move..

                             ..move your *** up..

..there is home..
       ..gone wild with me..

enjoyable..clear..honest..

no..no..no..
        ....and yes..

where's your home..the thing that you pay cash..
                       ..wine..cigarettes..poetry..

of course..

             ..all of those..
..and more and more and more..

                     ..electricity..psychosomatic..waves..

childhood..
           ..when everything was everything..

                   ..narcotics..Lsd..whiskey..virginity..
         ..woman..man..
                                             ..and then..

                                   ..nothing..

..get drunk whatever it is..wine..*****..absinth..
                 ..what ever..
            ..but get drunk like
                      Mr. Baudelaire kissed for you..

no memory..no tomorrow..

                                        ..just now..now..now..

                          ..and then some..

..and now..

..incredible..i forgot..my words..alcohol..cigarettes and too many pills..
     ..that fill's my love 4 anxiety..

      ..go go go or no go..but u should at least
      
             do your show..as a clown..

Cheers..lovers..haters..and the ******* in between..

        ..hah..hah..haa.

..mothaphuka..it's you again to shoot me down.. but I
               ain't mindin' at all..it's just the opposite..
       ..if it would be for me
                      to say..
      ..we would been married for years..
                 ..4ever lasting L-O-V-E..

even do ur just a consept..( but in flesh you shined trough all
with all of you pieces in ur puzzle that make u my entity)..

                ..and your been the best & hardest challenger that iv'e
ever had the pleasure to understand(some of it)..
                 ..your virginity keeps my steps going to the right

                                                            ..way..

& but actually there's no words..
                          ..to describe with something as fabricated..

..no one likes me anymore..
     ..and that's just fine..

..nobody knows me..i don't
know everyone..truly..
what's the fear..
..our fences..

we smile to each other..
try so much to be good..

..but
what are you
really thinking..what do
you really feel..

..the silent log..
..the passenger..at least..the opportunity..

hard..hard..hard..
don't wanna
      
                think about it..

got thing's to do..places to go..

& i know

..coalesce..

                & you WILL see tomorrow..

how it is..
       ..is it still there..

..go 2 your mirror..
      ..save yourself..go home..pray..*******..

       ..and maybe u find yours.