..just get away..away
            ..away..

..nobody's u..hold ur ground..

never forget
                 ..who u are..

             ..something 2 thing about..

..go and do u..

   ..critical Jack..

..i'm a title of
                offline..

   ..made from surface..glitter..and *******

   history is not 100% real..there are worms inside..

i'm same as you..and you don't know it..
                   ..shame..shame..shame
             on us..

**** hopilus..

..mothaphuka..it's you again to shoot me down.. but I
               ain't mindin' at all..it's just the opposite..
       ..if it would be for me
                      to say..
      ..we would been married for years..
                 ..4ever lasting L-O-V-E..

even do ur just a consept..( but in flesh you shined trough all
with all of you pieces in ur puzzle that make u my entity)..

                ..and your been the best & hardest challenger that iv'e
ever had the pleasure to understand(some of it)..
                 ..your virginity keeps my steps going to the right

                                                            ..way..

& but actually there's no words..
                          ..to describe with something as fabricated..

6th of July we remember our one of the greatest hero
             ..Eino Leino..
   ..writer..journalist..critic..

but most of all an
individual who never gave up..and

in my opinion
the strength of our little lady
called Finland..

..he cave us a belief to our self..
            ..our eyes thy see the sadness and fight back..
                        ..he cave us our back bone..
..our *******'s..
..and the faith of the impossible..


& i'm glad it's my birthday too.
.as a man manipulating words..
                          
                ..the day is also the day of poetry..

..and playin' with the letter's
at the age of 18th..
                      ..iv'e learnt..nothing..
                    
                               ..all that i need to know
                                       to grow..and grow
                          ..until it's my time to go..

INFINITY IS THE ONLY TIME..& SPACE..

..cheers.. Eino..

..they seem to look but
they can' seemly see it..
  ..what they are lookin'..

may the days of our lives go up and down
like all ways..no shame on it..where divine..

the angel's in us struggle's against our humanity..

         ..and our wing's our not for hire..

..add a poem..add a child..add a go on..
               ..so be it..do you..go on..

                             ..virginity..solid dream..
            
                                    ..and i'm still here..

            even when they
                 say that i'm dead..
            
                                 ..so are these dead words..

..my word'
s are gounted..

                  ..'cause of
this
           fukin' computer..

..it slip and slides trough subject..

..no grammar..        &
               ..more than church..

more than all ..
              and
      no one..
 
 ..after all
what DO you know..

cheers..
               lady's and gent'...

more of us..
                   ...more all ways..
there's more ways
                    
                                       ­     ..right there..

            right there..

                     ..thanks..

..maybe someday..
            ..you tell me it all..
..all that's in your inside..your soul and heart..

  ..your divinity..your satan..& your humility

                   ..i'm not going anywhere..

..i'm just too lazy for that kind of ordeal..

         ..but i'm not going away..

your story is too much to dismiss..to walk away..

          ..you got the real challenge..

..we have our time..
       ..and most off all it was
drastically very fine..

         delicious to dine
    that blood wine..

but life is all ways so serious and sad..no room
           to be glad..

..the all that you have..life..the gift..and it's the only on..

              ..no room to be glad..
                          ..just mad..

life in it's wonders..are not enough..but when something
happens you as a subjective..you yourself..everything is
suddenly just bad..bad..bad..

                 ..don't get it..i will never understand it..

..that were are not equal..

              ..we're just the sequel..
          ..and yeah..          
                   ..there's heaven..and all that..other stuff..
                        ..yeah..seems like it..

stay away..go away..be away..

          ..don't need a suicide..
               ..don't need
              nothing
                              to do with yours..

keep in to my life..or get as far as you can get..
            ..little miss ******' sunshine..

                 ..you and your fake morality
                                      can **** it..

mad about madness..
           ..just like sadness..

      ..look alike..
fine dining..
               ..just the that mess
                         where you wanna rest..
                       like bullet in your chest..

                    it's all ways
                       the purest test..

                    ..mad..sad..
                               ..bad..rad..clad..
        
                    the strangest dream that
                                   i  ever lived
                 and give'd...

so
what are
you
thinking

                 and what are you still blinking..

                                still binding..

                              and off course ending
                to singing..

..go away and then come back..
              ..what have you learn't..

       ..nothing..
                     ..or yourself..

something that's true to you and only you..
                          ..and the you give it away..

        ..light the fire..

                     ..off all..

stay..just stay to be where you are..
              ..if you wan't to..

        ..all ways..
                  .. your choice to be misguided..disgusted..
           ..morality's slave..
                               ..tears don't make you cry..

            ..home is where your hat lies..
                           & your hear & soul..

             ..there's your tear's..
                                & fears..

broken ways makes the perfect way

                          ..so stay..still..listen..

where the tears go by..

..please..oh tell me..please
                 who you are..where did you came from..

              ..why do
          surround me so much..
                     ...tsunami..tornado..

          ..th­e dark side of the moon..
                                ..can't get enough..
                       ..i just can't..

            ..so please..oh please..
                                  ..stay with me
                          as long that
                                       you can..

             ..you make me ****** again..straight up naked soul..

                                               ..so please..

                              ..give yourself to me..2 equals 1..

                                        ..i'm yours 4 taking..

..go..while u still can..go
         where ever..but not here..

..rainbow's are not meant to last..
                       ..like nothing here..

go..go..go...
and you still would find it..

             ..but yourself..

..rainbow's are not meant to last..

                         ..god speed..

..what goes around will
someday
                    splat on
               to your face..
          ..like a naked

          comedy..
            
                               ..private invite to meet the GOD..

                     ..everyone's beautiful..more and
                               more..then again more..

so what's the difference..why only 2-7% of our capacity..

                   were not just an..
                               ..optical cliche..we're divine..

souls of infinity..change..
              
                                  ..and change..

we're divine..more or less..

                          ..it's still all ways stupid mess..
                                       ..yes..don't guess..

..we're lookin' always these nutshels..

           ..implicitly..

progress..etc..

                               ..are u there anymore..

hellou..

                            implicitly..


more than enough is too much..going with
                    
              it is
                too much and too less..
Every-
time..

..to us..
  ..history is a factory of jokes and tear's..

memory reflects us from our self's..
proof of our right and wrong..

      ..just today..

..we dwell too much in ancient history to love being here now..

and some day somebody dwell in us..

..today
              not today
     is
       like yesterday
  or
           tomorrow..

or what ever was in the past or will be in the future..

..human race..

..plague..virus..pandemic..

vultures from dying need

become to victims of no seed

so..
        go on
             and tell all of
                      left and right..

write a song
   see
            does it
work..

and then
go
and
**** yourself..

..go away or stay..
          ..don't play anymore..

your not a kid no long..

..where were you when i loved my razor
                    where are you anyway..

      ..not here..nor there..
                            ..not anywhere..

..let me out or let me in..
           ..iv'e got my changes..
    ..learn't..got the knife..no heart anymore..

                                       ..is there still more i have to give..

..it can go bad and it can
'             go worse

  ..but it's still all ways  the same..
               ..life at it's funniest..

game that share us together..
             ..and bother..

i don't  know nothing..
        ..but still it's more than enough

                       for me..

because
there's
all ways
something new..

..notes from myself..
    ..don't get lost and
  lost yourself..

           ..where ever..

stop before you walk
        & vice versa..

      ..good got all ways bad
                in it..

my way off talkin'..walkin'

            ..worryin'

      ..& i did it my way..

..hell ain't got nothing..
          ..to life..

who the **** wan't to go to heaven..

    ..that's not the paradise..

..heaven..that's just more pain that you don't understand..

         ..hell's straight..

and i ain't talkin' no satan..

..i haven't drink enough yet..
         ..this take's some time..

                     ..bodywork..
      ..soul's unjustly
                     miss direction..

no deal..more drink..more self-loathing..

..what a joke..

there's a poem 4 u..

..poem..poem..poem..
            ..are you so sure..

  ..for this cure..is it pure..

how do i know..be certain..
          ..that's the real deal..
..bulletproof..

                ..confess..

if there's nothing better to do..
              ..you..

,,stupid little girl
    ..stupid as a woman
                   should be..

..not all right..no..no..no..
              ..this stupid little girl

no understanding of anything..

      ..just hopeless..broken..******..
                        ..stupid little girl

             ..woman..

    ..just make up your
             stupid..          
                     **** mind..

         ..stupid little woman..

..yeah..
   ..so..i'm
          cuckoo..
..crazy..insane..skitso..

               ..imbecile..******..

           ..big deal..

every ****** on this god forsaken planet
                     ..are..              
         ..insane..

everyone's controlled..
      
                ..by they're own EGO
                            ..and the one thing
               that  
                                 separate's me
                from them..
              
                       ..are..
                                   ..in it's simplicity..
          
                                     ..i
                            just say it
                        out loud..

              ..& not be embarrassed
                                by it's existence..

            ..and the happy fact..
               ..is..
                           ..that you can't
           never get a ride off
                          this blessing..

     & the funny part
              is
         that the largest
                              percent

            sees as a curse..

                      ..why to whip your
                  divinity
  under
           the fukin' rug..
        
   &
            the GOD is insanest  
               of all..

what other
      would explain IT'S
         continuous change of heart..

with fukin' everything..
           ..us too

            .. & remember..
                     we should be HIS image..
                                  
             ..that's the gift of life..
      .. & that
                     too

                many forget's..
                                
and just
     continue 7 to 3 drama..

              ..they're loss..

i ain't never been envy to other's
             or no one..

                ..'cause this gift
                          ..is way too short to
           lose my energy
                  to other's
                           thought's..

sorry..

..this a little odd words
from these lips..oditary
2 myself 2..well..maybe u can see it..
maybe not..
       ..i don't give flyin' ****..

..cleaning..OK..it's easy
if you can start it..
          
           ..then u even wanna clean your neighbor house at
                                  the same  cost..

..but starting..

         ..every fu**in' thing is like invitation to **** yourself..

..but after it all you feel so fukin' fantastic..
                  ..top of the world..

but there's a point too in here..
                    ..but the hairball's are like people
        ..fighting back with every living soul
                        2 not 2 go at  the dumster..sewer..etc..
  
        ..so that's why i'm all most certain of divinity..
             ..The Big Book says: GOD made man to his image..

                         ..so there it is in black and white..

                                          ..divine germs..

( i just washed and cleaned my bathroom and SAUNA..6
it all came to me from this hairball going to the sewer
in stream..)

..yeah..i know..

..same illustration in every head..

..where are the word's
                    of the
               gone one's..

       ..where are the whisper off angel wings..

                    ..where are where..

       ..do u know..

                       ..gone one..

..born to a title..
        ..infinity..
  boredom & a name..

          ..so praise wine..tobacco..
  & everything else what's our's
                         under this blue sky of us..

makin' makes takin'..
        ..so where the show unless inside there..

..and still strange to be along..

                    ..still..?

darling..
         ..who are you
silent in the corner..almost dying..

no drinks but bunch of cigarette's..my style
           ..ecsept the *****..i need my drink..

                                    ..many of 'em..

your silence is so loud that it breaks the windows..bottles..classes..

                          ..it's the space & time
                ..holding me into one piece..gathering..melting..

                      ..you to me..over all..blue to the red..

                                                 ..magnetism..out of  this world..

                        ..and still i'm all ways alone..

                                      ..like everyone else..

..collect them all..
             ..and what do
        you find..

..piece's of blindness..cruelty..hard heart..
        ..blue infinity within..

..can't judge..can't blame.. but of course

                                ..you know
                                      ..of course you know..
..collect yourself..
          ..collect love (what ever it is to you)

                            ..most of all..

                    ..collect hate and rage
                           ..to make it all better..

    & don't look back..
              never..

..again..
  ..no reflection..
      
..no relief..
        ..go away..don't speak..

..no words for you..

                ..so go further,,go behind the death..

  ..go elsewhere but yourself..
                   ..your done..


                                              ..and *******..

..i miss you all ready..
          ..even that your not gone..

there's just you that makes me naked..
                 ..& i love it..i grave it..

you are..you..
           ..are..
you..

and i miss you all ways..
    ..even when you are around..
           ..there..and there..
          
               ..nothing makes me to stay here more..

..but there..

     ..are there's even a reason for this..
                       ..reason..

             ..yep..

..i miss you all ready..

..people look
     but don't see

          ..work is hard..what ever it is..so you don't see..
                      mock..mock..mock..
        ..the mocking bird..
              ..the perfect sound of yesterday..
                     ..now & tomorrow..

                                ..forever..

it's there for me..
                   ..all ways..

       ..to the satisfaction..
                   ..all ways..

..hollowing inside..
     ..where's me..

  ..drowning
            without you..

you..you..you..

..******..

..show me a magic trick
                 & i show you
      what ever you want..

..& a good trick..
             ..nothing's ever free..

..not even me or you..

..i'm not a poet..
              ..i'.m just a head & a heart

no more..no less..
            ..the picture is crystal clear..

                                    
   ..so..

..run notification..
             ..hide..
..grow wide..make yourself matter
                                 once more..

             ..once more 4 us..

..so
    ..hello my friend
the end's..

             ..i might be one of you
     but then again i might not..


                      ..pluto's not a planet no more..

..i am.. & you are an universe..

                    ..no hands to hold you..no borders..

                           ..if it's not
         ..it's not..

                               ..but you know..

       ..you know..

..so shall u be..dormitory..
                       ..with all power in the world..
          ..**** flech..**** it..

                                  ..cuddle..be..
no ownership..
                 ..that ship has sailed..

..write yourhead
             whit the hair or not
bald or not..'
                 ..your head..
..your universe..
                ..no limits like'poetry'..

         ..not sorry..**** poetry..

..boredom..like freedom..
         ..it singing & it sighs..
                  ..loudly
only the typical optic false
                    ..case
                 ..so long
                        
                 ..i'm up 4
                          the challenge..
    
..i'm just a box..
             ..no road to lose..

           ..only the one i see..

..stop..wait..continue..
       ..you are at war within..
in..in..in
      war is in
            inside it is..
wait..listen..
        ..it doesn't stop..
while you stop & wait..
        ..so run..run..run
run within..
          ..there you are..

..body..shapeless..& painful..
as a sunshine..
        ..no limits in words..
               ..no limits in misfit..
as a sunshine..

..go further to catch and release
                ..yourself..
as a sunshine..