Never again will i feel this way
This time ill leave before i get left

i have the choice to end it all
I have th choice to sleep
I cant do nither of them
Because ill see you in my sleep
And if i choose to end it
Im so afraid
Ill never see you again

I wake up tired
I go to sleep in tears
I open my eyes and im afraid to live

You said you could taste the drugs on my lips
But i tasted the alcohol on yours
So i guess we where pretty even
But then again im crying the river your swimming in
And your so happy
And im so sad
So i guess we werent that even at all

maybe its the feeling you give me
Maybe i just go too attached
But im so addicted to the thought of your hands
So please just bare with me
And understand that i can be all you want

out of all the drugs ive done
You are still my favorite one to do

the sadness is overwhelming
The tears rush down your face
You feel your body shaking
And you hate feeling this way
But you realize your nothing without it
So you start to adjust to the pain
When you least expect it
You are called an addict
Of your own pain