It bothers him
What they say
Think
How they
Show their emotions in their eyes
And mouth. The lies
They mouth, he wonders
When, no why.
Why me?
It bothers him
What they say
How they think
Or, fail to do so.

her lips pressed against mine
guess
i thought i'd be impressed by
now
this wet met oughta get south
woah -
let's not get ahead of ourselves
take piece of the past
make it a nightmare in fact
so many to choose from
no wonder i never adapted
only reacted always distracted
i can't help it, can you?
living in fear, another year passed
last i remember, it was september
falling tears black - feeling sheer trapped
snap back - to now, i don't know where you are
or who you talk to - what you do
or if i'm in your thoughts still -
and trust me, it's impossible for me to pick up the phone
and call, text or whatever - and forget
sending that letter - i write, like each night
oh well - there's always tomorrow i suppose.

life's a book
you judged by the size
didn't read
see - i get looks
when i go outside
by the grazing sheep
wolf wearing their clothes with amazing teeth
chasing dreams, i refuse to let go of
you just drink and hope to get over - the past
i take a step back, and shake the wet black
blanket they wanna place over my head

where's the fun in giving a life without sin?
like how am i supposed to like you when
the air is still, (and i can't breathe)
the skies are stale (yeah and these)
eyes are filled with hatred tall sorrows and fear -
black tomorrows become numb no longer rare -
walk by the mirror
i don't recognize myself, but all they do is stare
i am sorry we didn't love each other at the same time
i'm sorry i always worried when you'd tell me it's fine
you're by my side down to ride and down to burn down the entire
city if we have too, this place was pretty when i had you -
but then you'd revealed a fury that's blind
reacting in a hurry, this mind, trust? no -
a mantra that's been supplied, leaves it all unfair
when i can't hide - under spotlight
asking myself - who am i - ?
who are you to let me down?
you let me down
you let me down


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One minute it's fine
the next it's knot
I've tied tight ready
Hands steady eyes heavy
Let me do it!
Barking at identies unclear.
Shadow darting startled in fear.
Breathe. It's time.
This is for you, he said
raising a glass of their blood
This is for us, he said, with a nod
across the room, the cross almost
glows against the ****** walls.
He's ready they said.
Ready for answers they said.

i think
having known the sinister side of
anyone at any given
time, - it could, come crashing anywhere
even at work, or school, this parking lot
you - them, they'll never know what they are capable
of - depression fueled by hatred - a toxic cocktail - I don't
understand how this isn't a bigger issue.