suffering can only hold love as it's only friend
you never know when suffering will strike
suffering can strike you in your back
but the most painful strike is in your heart

why does pain have to come before suffering
the taste of old rage lingering in your mouth
you steer clear of old friends
you just stay home

suffering is the beginning of healing
healing is trying to forget but never succeeding
you live with it
you die with it
what else is there to do

happiness is an adrenaline rush
a trick of the brain
happiness is a lie
happiness is just dealing with it
dealing with it before you break down
I prefer to break down
do you

MY GLOWING LIGHT
IT BRIGHTENS WHEN I SEE HIM
MY TEETER-TOTTER ROCKS SIDE TO SIDE
I FAKE A SMILE
A FACADE FOR OTHERS
THE PAIN OF KNOWING HE STILL HAS HER
KNOWING HE DOESN'T NEED

I LOVE HIM BUT I MUST HIM GO
IF I TRULY LOVE HIM I MUST LET HIM GO
SHE LOVES HIM SO I MUST LET HIM GO
HE LOVES HER SO I MUST LET HER GO
BREAK AWAY FROM THE LOVE TRIANGLE
THE LOVE TRIANGLE THAT SHOULD'T HAVE BEEN

IT SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN
IT SHOULD NOT HAVE BECOME A BEING
THIS IS MY FAULT
A FAULT I CAN NOT TAKE BACK
A FAULT I CAN NEVER FORGET
A FAULT I CAN ALWAYS REGRET

WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE HIM
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THE LOOK IN HIS EYES
DO I LOVE HIM ENOUGH TO LET HIM GO
I MIGHT LOVE HIM ENOUGH TO GRAB THE
.......

I LOVE THE WAY
THE WAY YOU GRAB MY SOUL
THE WAY YOU RIP IT OUT OF ME WITH A SINGLE SWIPE
GIVING ME PAIN YOU DON'T NOTICE
GIVING ME PAIN UNINTENTIONALLY PAIN

THE LOVE WE SHARED
IT IS NOW BROKEN
BROKEN AND SHATTERED
NEVER TO BE FIXED
NEVER TO BE PUT BACK TOGETHER

YOU LOVEDTHE IDEA OF ME
I LOVED THE EXISTENCE OF YOU
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
WHAT TO DO WITHOUT YOU

THE STARS ABOVE
THE STARS THAT GLITTER
THE STARS THAT SHINE IN YOUR EYES
THEY HAVE BROUGHT ME PAIN
UNDENIABLE PAIN
PAIN THAT I CAN REALEASE

THE STARS IN YOUR EYES
THEY GLITTER AN D SHINE
THEY SHINE BRIGHT AT ME
BRIGHTER THAN THE SUN
THEY CARRY LOVE
THEY BRING ME PEACE
WITHOUT YOU I'D BE BROKEN

WHAT HAVE I DONE TO BE BUILT UP
BUT THEN BE TORN DOWN AGAIN WITHOUT WORNING

I LOOK AAWAY
WHISPERING THE WORDS NEVER SPOKEN
THE WORDS IW WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO SAY
I LOVE YOU

I'VE NEVER SAID HELLO
I'VE NEVER SAID GOODBYE
YET YOU STILLATTACK ME

I ONLY EVER LOOK
LOOK AT YOU FOR GUIDANCE
YOU NEVER CARE AND I HURT
YOU ALWAYS TRY TO HURT

I ONLY EVER CRY ALONE
I ONLY EVER TRY TO HIDE IT
I ACT SICK
I STARVE MYSELF
YET IT ALL NEVER WORKS
I AM ALONE
ALONE AND MOCKED
YOU LOOK BUT NEVER SEE
SEE THE ME THAT IS TRUE
THE ME THAT IS ME
I DIE LOOKING FOR APPROVAL

YOU HATED ME
I LOVED YOU
YOU DIDN'T WANT ME
I WANTED YOU
THE ONLY PROBLEM
ME

I LOVED , I LOST
I SAY GOODBYE
AWAY FROM THIS BEAUTIFUL HELL BEFORE I GET BURNED