suffering can only hold love as it's only friend
you never know when suffering will strike
suffering can strike you in your back
but the most painful strike is in your heart

why does pain have to come before suffering
the taste of old rage lingering in your mouth
you steer clear of old friends
you just stay home

suffering is the beginning of healing
healing is trying to forget but never succeeding
you live with it
you die with it
what else is there to do

happiness is an adrenaline rush
a trick of the brain
happiness is a lie
happiness is just dealing with it
dealing with it before you break down
I prefer to break down
do you