Im fine okay.
I say that im fine all the time.
I say it so much that i get use to saying it.
I start to believe myself sometimes.
Its hard to make others believe.
But, Im fine.
No Im not, what am I saying.
I have never been fine.
Everything in my life hasn't been fine.
I dont even know what "fine" means anymore.

Im not fine.
Im dying.
Im spinning.
I..Im Okay.
Im..Fine.  ;);