Midnight Apex

Midnight Apex Aug 2022

The pieces have all fallen down,
I look like a **** foolish clown,

I fell on my ***,
On Cold Winter's grass,
I think I now want to drown.

My eyebrows have started to droop,
A circular life in a hoop.

It's hurting so bad,
Now I'm ******* clad,
I think I just need to ****.

Midnight Apex Mar 2019

New Beginning

To what depths must we fall before we demand a fresh start?
To what end are we vindicated to erase the past?
We fall in this small oblivion that exists only in our own hearts.
We are only justified if we never lose those shadows that we've cast.

I want to retake the days that I've lost to my yesterdays.
It's not enough to gain the time, but the soul of those many hours.
Will you let me go back?
Will you let me leave?

Midnight Apex Mar 2016

To Whom it May Concern

To whom it may concern,
My heart will start to churn,
I haven't met you yet,
But I will never forget if I do,

Your name I'd love to learn,
But until then I'll address this: To whom it may concern.

To who I'm writing to,
I'm sorry for bothering you.
Sorry for being such a *****,
But I'd love to get a kick,

That kick that I truly yearn,
From whomever it may concern.

To who will warm my heart,
My romantic counterpart.
I can't way for the day,
That's already had its delay.

The day I can adjourn
writing to: Whom it may concern.

Midnight Apex Nov 2015

Alone

How do you cure a case of being alone?
What do you turn to after searching under every stone?
How do you convince yourself that after 3 long years,
That there is someone that will wipe your tears?

When was the last time you made someone grin?
Did they smile at you or at something you hold within?
How can someone smile in good health,
When you can't seriously smile at yourself?

Why have you kept your mind tucked away?
Are you afraid people near you won't stay?
How do you soften,
The thought of carrying your own coffin?

Is there anyone out there for me?
Why have I forced myself into this final plea?
Will someone come along and make themselves my own,
Or have you left for heaven to leave me alone.

Midnight Apex Nov 2015

Sun

The sun is gone,
Though I remain.
I try to recall what I've won,
But I try in vain.

Something's left,
That was here before.
Life has made its theft,
I don't know what's left in store.

Midnight Apex Sep 2015

Smile

Its been so long,
so many days,
since you were gone,
and life became a haze.

I don't count the seconds,
minutes or hours,
from the last time you beckoned,
and my mind turned sour.

It's been so long,
But it's been just a while,
What did I do wrong,
*Why can't I smile

Midnight Apex Aug 2015

Life

Too hard to live on your own,
Too easy to find yourself alone.

Too long to enjoy every part,
Too short to the end from the start.