midnight prague

midnight prague Nov 2010

oh lady lets hold each other and weep about our misfortune
together in tears we shall grow
the salt in them will cleanse our wounds

and make us taller than you will ever know

midnight prague Nov 2010

Phoenix

your phoenix eyes
whos ashes fall like withering words
shedding too much detail of your fugitive disastors
your heart of prisoners
you awake in me lik a crisp dawn
on the breaking of ways
bringer of sorts
and rising of the day
I squint my eyes as I am awoken to your beauty
hunter of my mind, excute my loneliness
and I will ****** your crime
I will terrorize those white monsters in your fingers
and clear your mountains
and purify your waters
beautiful phoneix
let me in

you drag me into the darkness like night
endless as space
you one human
the wind loves you on those beautiful days, when life seems perfect
the sun simply hits your cheeks
life lives for you

you standing in the park alone
you raging hormone
you who lets out a sigh of pain
you who laughs at the unknown
you who smiles at the joy in a childs face
you are a universe intricate, beautiful, destructive
all on your own

midnight prague Nov 2010

she poetry

Poetry
oh her
I speak to her as a woman
because
she feels too much
she leaks too much
she burns too much
she cries too much
she loves too much

midnight prague Nov 2010

Savage.

I have hung my self to dry on the lines of a greater theory

I am not me anymore

I feel pity for the woman inside of me

I feel pity for my greater infant that slowly faints in the darkness

and I feel pity for my health

I feel pity for the fact that I feel pity for my very self
I have lost control of mental wealth
completely embedded in the filthy secrets and the stealth

A simple careless whisper will do me well
the years I have disguised them time and time again
but quite honestly its been nothing but hell
time and time again I fell
time and time again put under that ***** spell
time and time again I have let you in after you rang my rusty doorbell
and time and time again I have asked you to leave or dragged you out
and bid you my simple farewell
from you
love
love
I have rebelled
I cant stand the taste of you
or even bare your smell
Im am sealed in this shell
love
love
you have made me unwell

I speak to you, not a person
but the emotion itself
locked with the carved letters of
blood
blood shed by so many men in our history
and a mortal death for the hearts of many

If I can turn you into something I could touch I would suffocate you
and rid of our exsistence, to speak quite bluntly

oh love how you make the skin on my stomach feel the bone in my back
like a starving child caved into emptiness
I feel the impact of your dread on my body physically
and oh how you eat away at me
and dig me so far into this abyss with your anarchy
how you breathe in me awfully and tend me to be angry

oh but how I yearn for your beauty
in the back of my mind I must admit
for the first time I will release the child confession
of my ample and frigid like weakness
I feel my very marrow deteriorating with thoughts of you
love

love here me when I speak to you
you live in happy homes and in the hearts of few
and have become such a taboo

love tell me what can I do to undo
the witches and warlocks in my souls venue
the black voodoo and the monstrous zoo
that infested my purity and scorned my very tissue
time and time again I have thought this through

but where can I go to repair the damage when love is the answer
when the answer is
*you

midnight prague Nov 2010

Free from the weeping

My eyes cant hold the beauty in this world
and my soul cannot hold its pain
my self leaks like watercolor falling out of my heart
blistering into acid rain

my awareness is dug in a pit of melancoly painted
with the light of so many of my dreams
at the bottom of every hole creasing me
smiles the infant woman within me

Im gradually sinking deeper into things I cannot stand to handle
I speak for every woman who has had herself torn apart
whom pain has become a way of living and a art
whom thoughts rage how will I overcome this
something
someone
tell me where to start
they tangled me once again
how in the **** are they so smart

thick black density in my eyes overlap crying laughter
I set my eyes to every human Im after
I must stay away from you
I must stay away from you

my memory will latch onto you like a warriors tatoo
there has been a breakthrough
no limits anymore
no
no
mental curfew

the stench of pain rotting away somewhere in some wasteland
extracted tons of weight, the burden mildew

I outgrew the thoughts of us
I shed like dead skin

and realize this is not the type of love I was born to rescue

midnight prague Nov 2010

My sane

strapped
lipless
torn in between my own blood

hallow in the willow I feel when
the winds speak
like tormented children
my soul leaks
like inky fluid blotting my shaded arena of eyes

manifested
burried
alive
in between all the pretty winter, lies

midnight prague Nov 2010

thin patience

end me before my patience does
and Ill speak to nothing before its done
when it is done
when the movement hasnt even yet begun
when a smile reaches a intimate young hand out and opens her eyelids
my blood rushes
and everything that spoke before inside of me hides
in hallow little corners where she couldnt see
thoughts hidden in darkness so that she cant listen to me

ivory neck sinuating itself around in my vision
sometimes all I see is you in my empty shell
and I fight to break out
but sometimes you give into the fight
you come down slowly and land on the floor
and just watch
Im watching
intently

we are running
we are running
so far
so far

from one another

misconceptions hug each other like loved ones on a boat to an island
somewhere far away from reality
and I bury my thoughts deeper into the dirt under
your bed while your sleeping and unaware of life
life who has placed its heavy hand on our small backs

so take my stars and put them away were they will stay bright
bright and hidden away from me and you
hidden away from the burdens
hidden away from the millstone
hidden away from the war

Ill take your freckles and keep them in my box of memories
take your voice and put it in my dreams
Ill take your little things and put them under everything

we are running
we are running
so far
so far

from one another