in your absent all i do is missing you,
loneliness i feel all around me,
my heart travails
my body weakened
all through the night i longed for you
i longed to hold thy loving hands
to feel the warmth of thy embrace
to smell the aura of your presence,

But all i do is missing you,
all i do is drink the lonely cup
all i do is go the lonely walk
The world is boring without you by my side
my love please stay with me,
never go away from me,
stay with me all the seconds of minute,
all the minutes of hour
all the hours of day
all the days of the week
and all the weeks of the month.

for all the months of the year
all the yrears of the decade
all the decades of a century
all the centuries of  millenium
until the end of time
until all lovers are gone
until there be no mortals remain
my love be with me and never go away.
i can't go second without you
my heart is your home
I LOVE YOU FOREVER.

I missed you today
when i waited but didn't see you
i called your cell phone but switched off
i miss you each time you're away

When i went to bed i'm held sleepless in your thought
when sleep comes
even in my dreams i wait for you
i walked down the lonely path
waiting by the river bank
hoping you'll come
only in my imaginations i saw you

each time the wind blows
each time the rain falls
each time the sun shines
each time you go away
is the time my heart breaks


i miss you even im my dreams
i miss you in my daylight
i miss you every time you are distant from me
my heart breaks into pieces
my heart burns in grief
each time you go away.

Far long before your conception,
Have we cast our spirit around this territory,
Even the wind trembles at the sound of our voice.
The oceans and seas tell of our temperature,
All creatures here shriek
When the earth cries at the sound of our footfall.

We are the aged heroes,
The foundations of the universe,
We are people without season,
As the dust of countless ages so we are!
From the wake of time,
The era of darkness without shape,
From the voidless earth we carved our residence,
With golds of woods,
Bronze of grasses upon diamond field.

We are the lived before re-incarnation,
We are the foundations of your buildings,
Bearers of your surviving grace,
we are all time universal heroes,
People without season
The Indigens of the Earth.

You appear in my dreams
Every night
in the garden of your love my residence is
You are the subject of my imaginations
You are in the air that i breath

You are the pang in my heart
The Apple of my eyes
As blood flows in my veins so you are to me
in my heart you tenants
in my dreams you live

I saw you last night
Yes i saw you
You appeared in my dreams
You trance my daylight
i breathe you
i dream you
You live in me

We ain't stricken by age yet we know ages than you count.
This river here for long is our bath.
There lied Hills our feet had leveled.
which song you know sing which wasn't our sound?
Which path you dare lead, which wasn't our creation?

Come you child, tell  us stories other than yesterday's.
We hold this portion of planet for our beings,
This garden of rosier dreams and petals we planted with our blood.

Come, you new stranger, tell us about here, tell us the story of our land.
Tell us all about the land of our yesterday,
When there in the world of the unknown you borne fate a hope.
When the air, our very air was without wind of your being.

Come, you child of the new age,
Tell us how without head you grown to kiss in mockery the grey hair from which you have black.

I shall not care
I won't find you I need no angelic prophesy.
I wouldn't make a searching journey.
For I shall care no more why we burn,
Though there be aches in my heart hurts and pains.
Though there be sad tone in my sound reechoed.
I shall care no more.

I shall lie no more awake while the world lull.
For your deep thought was my insomnia.
I shall  lie and rest in pleasure having known freedom.
Freedom from the cell I was long bound.
I shall sing songs of sons of pleasure.
I shall find melodies again even in blues.
My song shall be sweet angelic to heavens.
For i shall care no more why we burn.

Though I dreamed of you yesterday awake in my bed.
I cried a river for the thoughts that wouldn't cease.
I tried reaching you with much flowers.
There was no sight of you, I heard no sound of your voice.
You were long gone in oblivion lost.

Seemed the world has trekked on reverse.
Time ceased, ages faded as dried leaves on oak trees.
The spring retreated from it glorious matching drums.
I was lost in a world so close and far away.
I cease to dream,
I cease to hope,
I have tutored my heart on love defense.
I won't find you, I need no angelic prophesy.
I won't stretch for a search,
For I shall care no more why we burn.

It came as fresh as never
Serene, atmosphere hosting gratitude,
There is elation of love in the air.
There is sound of melody in songs,
It is the Era we laid haste and wait,
The dream we don't wanna wake.
She is the story we don't want to end.
The garden we leave not in haste,
She is the pride of her clan, as Joseph to the rest eleven.

I care for nothing that the aura of her presence,
I care for nothing than the gaze of her eyes.
I care for nothing than the echo of her voice,
She, with me is everything, nothing Matters to me.
Her children are desires of hearts beautiful and lovely full of reasons ,
Other women envy her,
She is not above, for pride is not her kind,
She is not beneath so non can trample on her Dignity.
It is JUNE!
It is JUNE!
It is June I love.
HAPPY JUNE TO THE JUNE CHILDREN.

Come nearer and closer,
Take my hands and hold a lifetime
Come lets move to the other side.
Where life is new and pure void of human stain,
Right there at the other side.
We'll build our world a paradise of heaven
Right at the other side we'll live our dream.

In the arms of present
where past is long forgotten
     there i weep.
Reminisching old memories
the failures known by the past
the gloating glories of the past
     there i weep.
Letting go of thoughtlessness
letting go of childish pleasure
     there i weep.
     I weep
As i let go the things behind me
as i embrace the futures glory
      i weep.
There where eeries note is heard
there where eeries note holds the omens of time
     there i weep.
     there i weep.
I weep for the dead of yesterday,
i weep for the joy of tomorrow untold,
i weep for the glories ahead,
     i weep.
I weep as i lay hold my conviction
as i embrace the pains of today
for the pleasures of tomorrow
     there where eeries note
     holds the omens of time
     There i weep.
     There i weep.

Bruising,kicking,clubbing,
chanting,ranting,yelling,
from afar their judgement is pronounced,
scourging,ravaging,encompassed,
their foes enmassed,
as their woes crawles to them.
Ensnared in rageous mobbing.

No attention given,
Brutally abased at fraternities delight,
Blood splitting,
Blood gushing,
sands soaks in blood,
as of mud from heavy downpour,
fraternities yelling,mobs cheering.
As their lynching delights them all.

No saviour!
No mercy!
Woe!
Woe!
Woe!
They rants in accord,
from their chamber miserable voices screams.
Only but whispers heard,
in cold fatique voices.
One said i am
not guilty!
another said we
only came
to collect what
he owed me!
Another said i
live in heaven
where milk and
honey flows
i lack nothing,i
am innocent
another said
yesterday
i paid my
tuition,i paid my
dues i am
innocent.

In cold blooded,
lynched them
all.

their hell fire
came to them
alive
they were burnt
they were
wasted
as of unwanted
beasts!
oh! Aluu what
have you done?!
Who were those
innocent 4 you
killed??
Don't you know
the pain of
mothers labour
at birth?!
They are not
different from
you
they feel pain!
they feel torture!
they feel torment!
wont you
scream if i club
you?
won't you flee if
i burn you fire?!

They sought to
flee
they sought to
hide
they pled for
mercy
but you were
their miserable
nightmares!
You were there
foes ragging in
woes massacre!!!
The boys were
your children
they were your
brothers
oh! Merciless
Aluu!!!
What have you
done to the
futures untold?

The night had long hours,
The heart became restless,
The mind was dim without brightness,
Your image retreated not from hunting me.
My night was filled with your  intrusions.

I laid awake still,
I saw nothing but your reflection
captured in my retina.
I went to my door and pushed for a stroll,

Yet the ocean of your thought
In which my brain swims never run dry.
You're all that has invaded my within,
You're the perfect stranger
that besieged the city of my heart.
Last night was my torment.
The night without you.

When will i stop pouring lines of broken heart poems?
When will i be free from this foe?
When will i know love for love?
When will my love be reciprocated?

When will i like other's be of good cheers in love?
many i've desired for love but none has ever for my love embraced.
I'm like one tree in a desert.
In the world of many yet Lonelines have me his bed mate.

Everyday i look at many beauty faces,
they make my desire spreads like an oak tree,
and my feelings flow like stream.
The cold evening wind whispers me sardonic,

When the night is dark and still am held in the quiet, in loneliness arm.

I will live on,
Life will go on,
I will keep hoping on.
I wouldn't end
I will live happy still without you.
I will sleep and slumber .
I will dream even if it's in lonely world
I will move on far beyond where we ended

Happy days will come,
Days of sorrow will be gone
This eve is sad and broken
A new day will come,
Joy will find way and stay.
Melodies will be found in my songs.
The journey may be long and boring,
But along will come a companion.
We'll build our own world.
We will find our way.

I can't run
i can't hide
i tried killing it
but its alive than life could tell
it keeps crawling to me,
in my hidden places
they crawl to me,

gripping me every corner within,
you are my nightmare!
You are my dream!
Will i toyour dreaming sleep not?
Will i to your nightmare not slumber?
In this dream i love to dally.
In this nightmare i need no intrude!

My heart changes,
i used to think of you,
i used to feel for you,
i used to dream of you,
i used to love you,
yes thats no lie.

It seems all is gone to sleep
where awakning embraces no hope,
with your careless move
you pushed me away.
On this lonely path
i've been waiting for you.

You never showed up,
you never cares
you never bothered,
with time i learn to let go,
i learn to live without you,
i might love you no more,
but i still care for you.
Goodbye my love.

I rather live this way
or i go my way
for everything i couldn't do
for every path i couldn't go
for all of my actions
and all of my inactions

i'm but my own foe
for to all i have regreted of,
my hands had deviced
i'll go my way,embrace my fate

for all i've met i'm but part of
i'm the little boy of yesterday
that has turned to the young man of today
awaiting the matured man
of tomorrow

i've loved without returning
i've been broken countless times
but healed with time and tears
i've cried a river
i've known life just like the blood in my veins

i've learned to take things as they come
Until i can change them
to close my eyes from my desires
until i can command my wish
in living i've learned to live
live without hurt
live without broken heart
live without crush
But that's not living,it's dying

No mortal can live beyond broken heart
none can tell his heart what to feel
as blood in the veins so we're bound to love

There be nothing more like
to love and be loved in return.

Lonely Merchant
Drunk and drown sinking deep in burning flames of passion.
Heart in pain like lashes of rain from a heavy downpour.
I must have gone the wrong way.
The broken garden of abandoned desires.
Sitting in a jaded world of shattered hearts.
The forbidden Kingdom of lonely merchants.
Merchants of stories written on broken walls.
A stranger in a strange world.
A lone indigene.

as none for me comes,
as none for me cares
the loners hug i embrace
there where eerie shriek sings
there i go alienated

i hope for hope
i feel for feelings
i longed for long
till my melancholy heart wearies down
till the collection of hours gathered my day in woe

as i return to my bed of misery
as i dream in a jaded world
as none for me comes
as none for me cares
there the loners hug i embrace,

I'll give time and season hope
i'll build love a garden,i'll find my path and
rest my heart,even though the forlorn path i travel.

I'm my legend,my heart I've conquered,
I'm my hero, my mind I've subdued,

when all is done and gone,
still,i'll whisper your name to the evening wind,
i will echo your name from the top of the highest mountains,
i'll say all about about us from behind the hills,

i'll remind the seas and tell the oceans about my love for you..
When the end of life is nigh
i'll find you still and bid goodbye and rest my soul.
For all you're the reason i lie alone.

If love be kind tender and gentle.
If love has path let me follow,
If love has door let it open.
If love has story let me sit with ear,
If love has garden let me plant,
If love has rose let me for beauty behold and hold .

If love has a song,
If love has a world
If love has a place let me stay
Let me sing,
Let me live in its world forever.
If only love will find a way ,
let me love and know love.
If love is in your heart keep me and lock forever.

........LOVE FORGONE.......

Let me go far away and be,
Since the land is not good for me ,
I don't want to stay here to behold your face
And be consumed in much passion,
In the flames of your eyes i melt.
You're my joy and my reasons for gladness
You are my weakness and my strength,
Am without hold when am with you.
Thus let me go far away and be,
I might smoulder, I might fade into oblivion.
The charm upon your face,the flames in your gaze ,I fall like a shooting star.

If your heart is a cell,
take me for a lifetime,
down beneath the cell
let me find joy and stay,
until the end of forever,
let there be no end.

Time will fail,
Beauty will fade,
Even ages will get tired,
but my love for you will be until the end of all ages.
Until the end of forever.

These soothings,
These enchanting fragrances,
These attires and transparent raiments,
These ogles on lush lashes brow,

These ****,sweet moist red lips
These hips good for pleasure,
These edges and curves
These damsels tall and slender,

These pointed shinning dangling ******* revealing,
These frontliners,these back set ups.
These wet lips as of Jazeebel's,
These provoking hips as of waves of oceans,
These hot thighs peeping through transparent leggings,
Hell bound me in lust,
These daughters of Jazeebel hold me a prisoner in a lust cell.

It seems so magical in its teaching saga,
amongst its wondering subjects i am but lost,
its an imposition most regret,at its calling they flee,
Its dark illustrations unknown to many.
At the saga of its calculation i am but lost,
its most unfriendly of all learning paths.

No choice but to embrace it calling,
it is the toughest of all battles we've fought so far
in the examinational arena,
Its imposition is but pine to my heart,
we've done our best the best way we can,
but seems not good enough im my sight.
Its left for them that knows
the deceptive illustration of its saga
to decide for our fate.
But to the hands of him that decides for all that are done under the sun,
i commit my work,
my fainting efforts,
give me but laughter at the end i pray.
In this imposed battle i must fight.

I know it won't last forever.
So i make the best out of it,
i gave my best,
i gave my all,
yes i gave all i had.

Yes i know it won't last forever,
memories shared,
memories lovely,
memories unforgetable,
i know it won't last forever,
so i make the best out of it,
memories dont last forever.

With open eyes
we gaze at things visible,
in smiles of disguise,deep wounds,
pines within are covered.

In learning we dare not go beyond
our imagination,
and the content of our skull.
All we hear around us is whispering,
in conversation and sharing
we learn that leads our path.

In sentimental feelings we go the loner path.
In giving we learn not to withhold,
we see others through us
we see ourselves through our dealings.

Who is this?!
Who is this creature,
peeping through my joy,
interrupting my happiness?
Who is this creature,crawling my surrounding?
Crooking the smooth path i once trod?

Who is this that feeds upon the flesh of my children,
And drinks from the blood of my offsprings?!
Who is this ravaging the treasures long laid?
Darkening my image,
Treading upon my dignity?!
Trampling on my joy of motherhood?
How did my innocent children wrong you?

Upon whose invitation do you resident my camp?!
Who invited you to swim in the blood of children?!
And have as your meal the fruits of my hardlabour?

Curse upon you this day,
For you're but unwanted guests!
Enemies of humanity
Humanly clothed.
Enough to your damage.
Gather your luggage and be gone from us.

Let me and my children sing the songs of peace!.
Be far removed from us!
Go far away from this land and do not return.

Multitude of days has fallen by,
The travellers have returned in numbers,
The pictures are painted.
Dreamers have woken up

    Where have you hidden your face?

The time is set,the hour is come,
My heart is ready,
My kingdom is built in total completion,
Will i be of no queen host?

Where have you hidden your face?!!

My heart is melted,I've waited to frazzle
I've  waited with longing eyes,
with burning passion!
The sun is set and the night is dark
Solitude tales are told of me.
    
Where have you hidden your face?
    Where have you been?
Will i with eyes behold not your reflections again?
Until the night turns day
I'll wait,I'll wait with hope!

You hav another home
You live somewher else
You are seen in two different places at a time
You have a home in me
You are a tenant in my Heart
Everywhere i go you go with me
you are the tenant whose stay will never due
I need you in my world.

THEY WENT AWAY FROM ME,
LEAVING MY INFANT BEHIND,
I AWOKE AND I FIND THEM NOT,
NOW I HAVE LEARNED NOTHING MORE THAN LONELINESS.

DAY AND NIGHT I CRY AND LONG FOR THEM,
WHEN THEY COME PASS ME,I TRACE THEIR FOOTSTEPS,
ALL IS LOST IN THE RAIN,THAT MY EYES LET FALL.

NOW I HAVE LEARNED NOTHING LESS THAN LONELINESS.
NO DAMSEL HAS YET FOUND ME,
EVEN WHEN I SEARCH THEY ARE LOST IN THE CROWED,

HERE,I WILL LODGE AND BUILD MY HUT,
AND WAIT FOR SHE THAT WILL COME,
WHEN SHE IS COME,EVEN JULIET WILL SAY,
ROMEO NEVER DID SO WELL LOVE ME.

She was the hope I hoped for,
She was the dream I dreamed of.
She was the sea and I the wave .
She was the Destiny that borne hopes.
She was the precious of all jewels
She was the heaven and I the Saint.
The sound of her voice soft like angelic whisper.
She was the most precious flower in the garden.
She was one in the crowd spotless
She was the song of angels.
The song I sing in quietude.
The reason I ponder in solitude.

In the morning I listen in vain for the sound of her voice.
At noon I'm overwhelmed by her love.
At night I lie awake alone in bed,
For her love does not let me sleep
And when sleep intrudes and lead my
breath
It is she I see in my dreams.
She was the fire and I like gold melting away
in abundance of love.
She was my passion and dream,
She was my heart desire,
She was the dream I didn't want to wake from.
She was my Destiny.

I thought heaven has heard my plea.
I thought heaven has sent my perfect whole Centre.
I was drunk drowning in love.
She was my charm, my spell.
I was enchanted.
Lo, my love is come!
My love is returned like a stranger I never met.
She's come in the convoy of a strange prince.
She's come in the arms of another.
She was the wind and I the sea.
She has come no longer for me.

I remember the last time we spoke,
How soft and lovely the words we shared.
How lovely our eyes we gazed.

How we long to be in each other's arm,
Today the dream has been fulfilled.
Today is the day i long awaited
Today is the day i wish to last forever
Here in our arms we will be
Till the end of time.
My love for you is for all ages.

When the evening wind whispers
And the flowers sing melancholy
when the ocean sees the nakedness of the moon
And the crickets on the hill top whistles
when the earth soldiers build their tents
behind the pillars of men

When the ocean waves inflict cold
to the lonely corners of the Earth
When the feet of troop travellers
leave their footmark upon the sands of time
When the stars of Heaven holds
their night shining feast

When the eyes takes their pleasure cover
And the body rests from the day battle
When nose of men sings horrible tunes
my ogle resign not from you
You are my little Angel.

Dousy burnt world,
Ruthlessly ravaged.
Misery misfortune gathering the preys.
Green grassland defeated of inferno.
Creatures blacker without flesh,
of sordid blast bomb.

Lives gone,treasures lost.
Oceans dried.
Atmosphere of smoke,
Horrow rained and reigned
Few creatures are left trackless.

Songs of Bomb,
Vapours of disaster,
Humans as sheep without shephard.
Catastrophically creatures chase safety.
Indeed the dream was no good.

Dousy burnt world,
Ruthlessly ravaged.
Miserable misfortune gathering the preys.
Green grassland defeated by inferno.
Creatures blacker without flesh,
of sordid of blast bomb.

Lives gone,treasures lost.
Oceans dried.
Atmosphere of smoke,
Horror rained and reigned
Few creatures are left trackless.

Songs of doom,
Vapours of disaster,
Humans as sheep without shepard.
Catastrophically creatures chase safety.
Indeed the dream was no good.

NURTURED EVIL.
Go child,
Go, ravage his belongings
Destroy his household.
Go for I'm right behind you
I'm the the womb which conceived you
The heart which cared for your Infant child.
Go without turning back.
So on he we went
With burning fury flames
Burnt his neighbor's goods
Ravaged his household in total destruction.
Without turning back, sparing none left
behind.
When he was done with same fire burning
still,
No goods out to destroy,
He returned home with same furious flames,
Then said to his mother ;
This place also is not good in my eyes,
I will destroy it with flames of fire and
tomorrow build another.
She rendered her best to halting the trend,
But he was furious beyond curbing.
The evil she sold out ,
She bought in return in sorrow.
For Life is a seed, sow today and reap
tomorrow.

Ages well lived long gone in songs,
So sweet stories of old retold.
Swayed in sweet surrender.
Enchanting world of fantasies
In view of sight unclear
Sound of voices unheard having faded.
A beautiful adored in the sun fades in shadows.
A world unknown.
A land never lived.
A garden never planted.

..........PATH OF LEARNING..........
In dark we are born,
to behold the new light,in dark we trode,
Till we know light to our paths.
From the moral guidance set to accompany us,
from our Parents leading paths,
little by little we are held
by arms to the field of gatherings.
Painfully,it seems to us on start,
for we know not it
pleasures and values untold!
With our peers we echoed in one tone,
A,!B!,!C,D!.
1,!2!,3!,4!.
Until Apple taught us the value of A.
Then B,tells us of a circuler object called ball.
Until C,gives us cup for drinking
And D,tells us of an Animal friend called dog,
with all the gatherings from our homes,
and from the fields of learning,
we've all come to know the value of life.
I love to learn!
I love to learn!
For in learning i've known the light,
i've seen knowledge!
I've known widom.
For in wisdom
I've learned to number my days.
Teach me to learn!
Teach me to read!
Teach me to write!
For in this path i love to go.

Carelessly,
Heartles.
Hopelessly
Thoughtless.
Powerlessly,
Manner­less.

Laughing in sorrow!
Merriment in misery!
Pleasure in pain!
Without culture!
They are people without culture!

My eyes captured
I went for trial
i was driven by it charges
i thought love was for free!
Why charging what i can't pay?
It hurts the prize of your love
It hurts that Love is for a prize
All i do was love you!
All i do was think of you
All i do was dream of you
All i do was wait for you
It hurts!
Yes it hurts!
Thats your love was for a prize.

My heart calls to you
every moment
every season
every dieing time

My heart calls to u
in the cold whispers of the evening winds
it calls to you when none at sight's seeing.

My heart calls to you!

My heart calls to you
when all lips're shuttened
in the dews of the morning
in the hostility of the shining sun

When all takes shades cover
my heart calls to you
when the night's dark
when my room is of no tenant

It calls to you
when the sky cries
and the bird shivers
it calls to you
when the earth softenend
And the grains of th fields are fertiled

my heart calls to you.
Every passing time.

Here is the mirror which reflects my heart
The only thing that knows well
how it feels within.
The ink which flows through my veins,
That plays the beat of my heart.

This plain sheet that bears with me my grief
When loneliness sings me lullaby,it Hears my sigh
Upon this paper is the best my heart knows to rest
It is my best of companionship
This paper is the origin of my philosophical gatherings
The Collections of my poetry.

Along the riverline
we've known in gaze
you who passes in gumed lips
not even a hiss my ear is privileged to hear

frightening holds my courage
i dare not you in sharing of feelings talk
i do not believe that you look me in the eyes
and you smiled to me

the thirty two occupants covering
by your lips brightening my eyes
they are my weakness

my heart melts in gladness
sorrows within fled
at the ogle of your eyes
my delight is
the naked covering of your teeth when you smile
is my heart beat

Come teach me the love song
tell me the love stories
teach me the road to your heart to follow
come lets be one bound with love.

This sacred stream that flows by mystery,
where many had their pans filled,
there where many swims and are dried by folly.
where their pleasures occupy as madness,
   yet i see no stream.
   i see no flowing river,
   All i see is wet sands
   All i know is cowards pleasure,
the lazy's Harvest.

Who shall by hands lead me
to this sacred stream to swim?
The sacred stream to have my pan filled,
the sacred stream of wisdom and folly,
that flow with madness
and dark hoverings upon it.
The sacred stream of dark sayings,
Where i will feel the burdens of the gone before.
Who shall lead me?

I feel the pains of my fathers,
i feel the agonies of my mothers,
from deep within it travails,
from deep within i bleed,
i am a saviour they all lay hold on me,
but in my coward decision their holds flee,
i hold no pardon for me,
if i fail to liberate them.
show me the best path to embrace,
teach me the saviour way to learn,
for without you i know not salvation for me,
from deep within the thought travails.
from deep within i bleed.
let not my hold on you fails.
here i lay
here i lay
here i lay
stretching for your lifting. let not my hold on you fails.
I pray thee.