My heart changes,
i used to think of you,
i used to feel for you,
i used to dream of you,
i used to love you,
yes thats no lie.

It seems all is gone to sleep
where awakning embraces no hope,
with your careless move
you pushed me away.
On this lonely path
i've been waiting for you.

You never showed up,
you never cares
you never bothered,
with time i learn to let go,
i learn to live without you,
i might love you no more,
but i still care for you.
Goodbye my love.

When the morning comes
and retire my night to rest
i will voice the goodness of the morning to you.

Whe you yawn from the comfort of your bed,
when you stand at your door
and gaze at the rising sun,
the thing to be done in the morning stands and stare at you,

when you long to behold the one you dreamed of,
i will run to you
i will kiss your lips
i will give you the dreams of my night,
i will voice the goodness of the morning to you.

In deep thought i am lost,
constructing words suitable,
with typing fingers and imagery,
only but behind the mask.
whispering sounds of love tones are heard,
voice so compelling as of an Angel.
In my dreaming she is my heart desire.
In my daylight she is the object of my imagination.
At the soft tone of her voice i am enspelled.

Behind the mask.
She is behind the mask.
Make known to me the beauty of thy look.
Let my nose swim in the aura of your presence,
let me be known by the gaze of thy eyes,
take away thy mask,
make known to me
the reality of thy beauty.
I long to behold.

I tell the heart what to think,
i tell the heart what to feel,
but its ruthless blind decision,
sent it on its own erand,
to there where it ravages lie,
there where it woes are designed.

In its engulfment its grips flee,
at the aura of your presence it vulnerability emerged.
In thorn and jaded i gathered my nights,
my eyes goes on erand, when all goes to slumber,
counting painstakingly numbers of my ceiling.

At the brightning of your teeth
when they are uncovered from your smiles,
all host my sleepless night.
At the ogle of your eyes
my heart looses its defences,
in this ocean where my heart swims in your thought i write,
from the dawn i set my gaze on you,
my heart knows no pleasure in rest.

I can't run
i can't hide
i tried killing it
but its alive than life could tell
it keeps crawling to me,
in my hidden places
they crawl to me,

gripping me every corner within,
you are my nightmare!
You are my dream!
Will i toyour dreaming sleep not?
Will i to your nightmare not slumber?
In this dream i love to dally.
In this nightmare i need no intrude!

I care for nothing
than the sound of your voice.
I care for nothing
than the echoes of your name.

I care for nothing
than the aura of your presence.
I care for nothing
than the stares of your bright eyes.
You with me is everything.
Nothing matters to me anymore,
nothing matters to me.
You with me is everything
nothing matters to me.

The loner path,
where my footfall is heard,
there it came calling
the urge that i on my own hand fall,
i wouldn't dare atall, i wouldn't dare.
For the glories of tomorrow
i long to behold,
so i wouldn't dare.

When present predicament is forgotten,
in the grave where the remains of yesterday
is laid to rise no more.
Though the urge came calling as of the wind of the west,
yet i wouldn't dare atall,i wouldnt dare.
For the glories of tomorrow i long to behold.
So i wouldn't dare.

In the arms of present
where past is long forgotten
     there i weep.
Reminisching old memories
the failures known by the past
the gloating glories of the past
     there i weep.
Letting go of thoughtlessness
letting go of childish pleasure
     there i weep.
     I weep
As i let go the things behind me
as i embrace the futures glory
      i weep.
There where eeries note is heard
there where eeries note holds the omens of time
     there i weep.
     there i weep.
I weep for the dead of yesterday,
i weep for the joy of tomorrow untold,
i weep for the glories ahead,
     i weep.
I weep as i lay hold my conviction
as i embrace the pains of today
for the pleasures of tomorrow
     there where eeries note
     holds the omens of time
     There i weep.
     There i weep.

I know it won't last forever.
So i make the best out of it,
i gave my best,
i gave my all,
yes i gave all i had.

Yes i know it won't last forever,
memories shared,
memories lovely,
memories unforgetable,
i know it won't last forever,
so i make the best out of it,
memories dont last forever.

I feel the pains of my fathers,
i feel the agonies of my mothers,
from deep within it travails,
from deep within i bleed,
i am a saviour they all lay hold on me,
but in my coward decision their holds flee,
i hold no pardon for me,
if i fail to liberate them.
show me the best path to embrace,
teach me the saviour way to learn,
for without you i know not salvation for me,
from deep within the thought travails.
from deep within i bleed.
let not my hold on you fails.
here i lay
here i lay
here i lay
stretching for your lifting. let not my hold on you fails.
I pray thee.

It seems so magical in its teaching saga,
amongst its wondering subjects i am but lost,
its an imposition most regret,at its calling they flee,
Its dark illustrations unknown to many.
At the saga of its calculation i am but lost,
its most unfriendly of all learning paths.

No choice but to embrace it calling,
it is the toughest of all battles we've fought so far
in the examinational arena,
Its imposition is but pine to my heart,
we've done our best the best way we can,
but seems not good enough im my sight.
Its left for them that knows
the deceptive illustration of its saga
to decide for our fate.
But to the hands of him that decides for all that are done under the sun,
i commit my work,
my fainting efforts,
give me but laughter at the end i pray.
In this imposed battle i must fight.

This sacred stream that flows by mystery,
where many had their pans filled,
there where many swims and are dried by folly.
where their pleasures occupy as madness,
   yet i see no stream.
   i see no flowing river,
   All i see is wet sands
   All i know is cowards pleasure,
the lazy's Harvest.

Who shall by hands lead me
to this sacred stream to swim?
The sacred stream to have my pan filled,
the sacred stream of wisdom and folly,
that flow with madness
and dark hoverings upon it.
The sacred stream of dark sayings,
Where i will feel the burdens of the gone before.
Who shall lead me?

Bruising,kicking,clubbing,
chanting,ranting,yelling,
from afar their judgement is pronounced,
scourging,ravaging,encompassed,
their foes enmassed,
as their woes crawles to them.
Ensnared in rageous mobbing.

No attention given,
Brutally abased at fraternities delight,
Blood splitting,
Blood gushing,
sands soaks in blood,
as of mud from heavy downpour,
fraternities yelling,mobs cheering.
As their lynching delights them all.

No saviour!
No mercy!
Woe!
Woe!
Woe!
They rants in accord,
from their chamber miserable voices screams.
Only but whispers heard,
in cold fatique voices.
One said i am
not guilty!
another said we
only came
to collect what
he owed me!
Another said i
live in heaven
where milk and
honey flows
i lack nothing,i
am innocent
another said
yesterday
i paid my
tuition,i paid my
dues i am
innocent.

In cold blooded,
lynched them
all.

their hell fire
came to them
alive
they were burnt
they were
wasted
as of unwanted
beasts!
oh! Aluu what
have you done?!
Who were those
innocent 4 you
killed??
Don't you know
the pain of
mothers labour
at birth?!
They are not
different from
you
they feel pain!
they feel torture!
they feel torment!
wont you
scream if i club
you?
won't you flee if
i burn you fire?!

They sought to
flee
they sought to
hide
they pled for
mercy
but you were
their miserable
nightmares!
You were there
foes ragging in
woes massacre!!!
The boys were
your children
they were your
brothers
oh! Merciless
Aluu!!!
What have you
done to the
futures untold?

Though her beauty's compelling
do not think of her beauty,
do not think of her shape,
do not think of her smiles.
  For they are all deception.

Do not be lust at her gentle staring,
do not be lust in her seductive apparel,
do not be enspelled in her flatterings,
  for they are all deception.

Never think of her movement,
never think of her whispers,
never imagine the aura of her presence
  For they are all Deception.

Never think of her complexion so bright,
gaze not into her charming eyes
lest you be ensnared,
do not lust after her **** lips,
  for they are all Deception.

Do not think of her at all!
do not think of her!
Do not love her
believe not in her fake feelings,
she cannever be yours
yes she cannever be yours.
For to another she belongs
she cannever be your.
Do not think of her at all!
Do not think of her.
for she cannever be yours!

I don't want to grow old,
Time fades,seasons run,
moment passes by
little by little ages are gathered.
I don't want to grow old,
Older ones ages
Aged ones are laid to rest,
No! No! No!
I don't want to grow old
i want to be forever accompanied by youthful pleasures.
I want to be known by freedom,
than birds in the air.
I don't want to shave bears,
i don't want to see wrinkles
i don't want to retire,
i don't want to be forgotten!
No! No! No!
I dont want to grow old!.
Give me all the times,
give me all the moments
give me all the seasons,
And let me live on....
No! No! No!
I don't want to grow old.

..........PATH OF LEARNING..........
In dark we are born,
to behold the new light,in dark we trode,
Till we know light to our paths.
From the moral guidance set to accompany us,
from our Parents leading paths,
little by little we are held
by arms to the field of gatherings.
Painfully,it seems to us on start,
for we know not it
pleasures and values untold!
With our peers we echoed in one tone,
A,!B!,!C,D!.
1,!2!,3!,4!.
Until Apple taught us the value of A.
Then B,tells us of a circuler object called ball.
Until C,gives us cup for drinking
And D,tells us of an Animal friend called dog,
with all the gatherings from our homes,
and from the fields of learning,
we've all come to know the value of life.
I love to learn!
I love to learn!
For in learning i've known the light,
i've seen knowledge!
I've known widom.
For in wisdom
I've learned to number my days.
Teach me to learn!
Teach me to read!
Teach me to write!
For in this path i love to go.

The sky will get warmth
The cloud will get darkened
and soon its going to be raining,
i promise,you will never be lonely.
In the cold breeze of the morning,
when the snow falls
when you need someone aroud you,
to keep you safe and warm,
i will be there by your side
i promise,you will never be lonely,
when everyone leaves you,
when no one comes around you,
when loneliness grips you by his cold hands,
when you cry and no one hears,
i will be there to dry your tears.
I promise you my friend,
you will never be lonely
my friend,i will always be your friend,
call me when you need someone.
Someone to talk to.
Someone to play with,
someone to share with
the pine of the heart
i promise, i will be there for you,
you will never,never be Lonely........

I endangered her heart into falling
falling,deep she is falling.
Helplessly she is falling deep into the well of love
here am i on the run
wishing i didnt know her
i am guilty of a heart broken
i am guilty of a sick love
i am guilty of a happiness lost
As to her did i
so is done unto me
them that are love forbidden
my heart engulfs with much love
on the flee i am from them that loves me
hatred have i known for loving
Broken hearted for feelings
a heart door wide open is left with no visitor
in their chase,i chase another
the hunter is become the hunted.

Thy beauty no one deny
at the passing of thy movement
kings pauses to behold thy beauty
at the gaze of thy sight is a spell thereof
Esther thy name
beauty thy game
had i a choice but to go with thee
to there where built thy castle
should u need a home?!
Here is my heart its best for you
in me you've found a place in my heart.
My heart you home
come dwell with me O' beauty queen.