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Michaela Gagnon Aug 2013
Everyone has a bestfriend
Well i have a special best friend
Our relationship is not like any other
Ours is more then words can describe
5 years ago we met
And we are still going strong with our friendship
We never thought we would be where we are today
He's been there for me through everything
Our bond is special
We have no secrets
No lies
Nothing at all to hide
I trust him with my life
He doesn't just look at me as his best friend
I'm also his crush
Have been for 5 years
At first I was just like oh its just a crush
But no its more then that i realized these past 5 years that
He loves me more then anyone could love someone
He's shown that in so many ways and I would just push him away
It's going to be going on 6 years and i'm just now realizing there might be more with us
Something even more special then I already thought we had
So if you have a best friend never let them go because you need someone special like them in your life
Michaela Gagnon Jul 2013
Hurt, Hurt is what I am
Wait know
Hurt is  
Harm
Damage
Wounded
Pain
I'm way more then hurt
Hurt is only one word
I'm confused,scared and embarrassed
People say I'm such a bad girlfriend
That he can do better
That I treat him like ****
But no that's not the case if I did he would tell me
He tells me all the time I'm the most amazing girlfriend
But
I don't know what I wan't
I should be happy I have such a perfect life
But i'm not
I'm scared
Because I feel like i'm losing everyone
I'm scared to make a wrong decision
One minute I want one thing and the next I want another
I don't know what I want
Today my mother said for the first time
oh is that my son in law on the phone
I nearly died inside a part of me was happy and another part didn't know
Yes I love him and want to be with him for the rest of my life
But I don't know yet
I don't know if i'm quite ready to settle down just yet
And is it wrong to still have feelings for your best friend... Idk I'm just confused
Michaela Gagnon May 2013
She lies in her bed alone in the dark
Naked
Physically and mentally
Her warm body under the blankets wishing he was here
She misses his warm kiss
His touch
The way he looked at her and made everything better
Now he's 1,039 miles away
He's just a dream
Everything is just a dream
Except one thing the rain
The rain is how she feels
The rain is her tears
She just can't wait to get that first kiss again
It will feel like the first time again
The first kiss
The first touch
The first time she jumped into his arms
It will all happen again
She can't wait to hear baby i'm home after those long 5 months of him being gone
She will wait for him
People doubt her but she will prove them wrong
She's in love is that so hard to believe
Michaela Gagnon May 2013
She might seem strong from the inside out
She might be the girl everyone thinks is perfect
But that girl is far from it
Shes been through so much
From the time she was born to the day she turned 17
Shes the girl who has scars
People may say oh its just stupid boys
get over it
But that's not it, that's not it at all
Yes she has been hurt from boys
Shes been cheated on, lied too and so much more
But that's not what hurts
It's so much more then that
She doesn't know her dad he left
He left before she was even born
Yeah that's not a big deal I know what your thinking
But it is a big deal
Yes she has her step dad that treats her better then she can imagine
And a mother thats been there through thick and thin
But sometimes that girl wonders who her dad is
It's hurts
Shes been sick since she was 1
Almost died in a hospital bed many times, with her mom by her side
She lost all her great grandparents in 1 short year
And her mom has diabetes and isn't doing so well
She sits in her bed and cries at night
She wonders what she did to deserve this
She hurts
She might seem strong, but she breaks
but yet she still finds a reason to put a smile on her face
Michaela Gagnon Apr 2013
I love you, you love me
But maybe we arnt men't to be
But maybe we are
We fight and scream
We always try to make things better
We say things will change but they never do
I'm scared
I'm scared of losing you
Your leaving in one month
for five months
Five Months will seem like a life time
What will happen in those five months
Will you change?
Will I change?
I'm scared
People don't see how much I love you
They always ask why I don't stop
Stop myself from hurting and just throw away the  pain
Then I look at them and say I'm a girlfriend
Of A Military Man i'm strong I can handle this
I can handle anything
But yet when i'm alone I doubt myself
Will I be able to handle these five months?
No matter how much i'm hurting
I'm not ready to say that last goodbye and let go
I love him
Michaela Gagnon Dec 2012
Oreos O so yummy
There so good in my tummy
You dip them in milk
You pull them apart
So much goodness
In one little munch
So go get me a bunch
I love my oreos
O so much
O so much
Some have peanut
And some have mint
There all so good
But double stuff is everyones favorite I bet
Michaela Gagnon Dec 2012
It took one day to fall for you
One day in your arms
I thought I had you
You said you loved me
But I guess you lied
your pushing me away
I'm breaking a little more each day
I wish you would come back to me
But you don't seem to care
So let me say goodbye for now
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