I scratch I claw I bite and scream but I can't Leave It. Won't. Let. Me. Go It took me in And now it won't relinquish Its hold on my every waking thought Let. Me. Go.
Crowded by failure, followed by disappointment, clouded by self doubt no way out. Every turn a dead end. No light. Only darkness. Must escape, but there is not a way. I'm drowning. No air, only despair.