You are a poison
That exists only to destroy all that is good.
You are a toxin that seeps through every crack
In all the armour I wore
To try to keep you
From destroying me.
You are a fume
That fills the whole room.
Yet we cannot escape
And there is no cure.
You are family

It's strange how
My outward love
Destroys
Where it should
Create.

Somehow this will **** me.
And that will be okay.
I will lose all control.
And that will be okay.
Somehow I will go backwards.
And that will be okay.
I will be invisible to all.
And that will be okay.
I'll lose all that I love
And somehow it was okay.

There is no goal to reach.
There is no heaven to seek.
Codemn what they teach,
Believe what you see.

If in some strange way
We all shuffle off
The chains that bind us
Without losing ourselves.
Could we live with what
Was real?

All evil has a gain
But I have commited
A great sin
And lost all