No, I'm not happy
I'll smile
I'll laugh
I'll look happier than everyone
But I am fear
And that's why they run
They'll see my eyes
We're all scared of something
I'm afraid to feel

Light before night
My heavy conscience burdens me
I let my caged heart spread its own wings
The weight of its balance breaks the bars
But breaks itself
Heart can heal
Heart can break
I am Atlas
I am under everyone
And I am great

Age old words
Pain without love
Killings by sword
Hell from above

Not to fight
Not to leave
Not to go
Not to watch

Stubborn
Bored
Afraid
Easy to describe
I'm not really anybody
I'm angry
I'm arrogant
I try too hard
I am like everyone else
I want to be what everyone is
I'm crazy
I'm stupid
I'm nobody else
Nothing new
And I know now
That's okay

I try to feel sorry
I try to be sad
But it's fake
I'm over it
It's gone
I don't love you
And I never will

I had these rough thoughts
Raggedy, old, worn thoughts
Stuff broken into my mind
I tried to wash it from my hair
The dust remained

Get rid of it

You have to do it yourself

I'll wash it in ink

Ink in my hair

I washed the words out

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"I can't stand you"