We call ourselves weak
close my eyes
I'm at my peak
My rage has reached the top
My reign won't ever stop
I'm screaming at the ground
Burn this place down
"I hope you didn't care
Little gay looking boy
Not okay little boy
They all spit the venom in your face little boy!"
I'm rising up
Higher than the highest high
Cuz I hit my lowest low
I lost that last relapse battle
We're all stuck with our salary
Listening just to call the fallacy
Don't climb the tree
Pull lies outta me
I'm done
Lost and gone
Back to the beginning
This is how I bleed
Call the end finality

I got tired of the way it went,
So I made them know my name.

I hated what they thought,
So I made up my own game.

I'm not alone,
But who do I stand with?
I always stand alone.

I am my own fight
I always lose if I fight.

Nobody won, but I beat you.

If I fell asleep and didn't wake,
Would you cry?
Would  you care?
Come to die
The boatman's fare
Crossing over
Did you stare?
Across the river
I see a light
There you are
You took your life…

I shout her name
It's far too late
She walked away
I am alone

It was an angry day
I hit the wall
Ignore my way
I jump to fall
I try to run
I try to hide
I'm blind by the sun
Enjoy the ride
Grey bars
Orange garb
Gory scars
Unhealthy heart

I took a walk
I saw a cross
I knelt down and walked beside Him
He told me what I knew
But what I had to hear:
"You saw the snake,
Ignored the cry
'Here's the apple.
Want a bite?'
Why not eat?
Come,
Walk with me."

Before I knew you

There were sad days
There were still tears
I still exploded

Keep in mind

Before you, I was an atomic bomb
Before you, I was always sad
Before you, I saw no meaning in myself
Before you, I was nothing