looking over the cliff
ready to take the dive
humming in your head
your ready to end your life
taking a step over
arms out eyes closed
ready to cross over
you fall against the wind
you smile as you reach the end
but then you awake here you are
your nightmare has come to an end
until it begins again

There's nothing in something!
But there's Something in nothing!

mother
my angel
knight in shining armor
my teacher
soul protector
healer of all wounds
if there every becomes a day when you become ill
i will be there to stay by your side
for you deserve everything you have done for me
your the reason I'm still living
in the hospital when i stopped breathing
you did everything in you power
even when the doctors and nurses where leaving
you gave me a second chance to live a great life
alone they way i struggle
but you should me the light
you didn't have a child hood like you have given to me
you have struggled in you own way
but then just got back on your feet
you always let my know that god is watching over us
you pray at night for him to keep safe
i love with all my heart and hope you never go away

outside on her balcony
is a woman who just coming out for some air
as she leans to look down her heart begins to fall
it looks back at her as it takes the plunge
the woman doesn't notice she just goes back inside
closes the door as her heart is falling
while she leans back on her couch her eyes go black
as all her memories come flashing on
they play one by one as the heart continues for fall
they maker her cry her very last tear
the heart looks up one more time
and see's a very bright light
then when he hits the ground
the light comes in as you see a hand reach out and close the womans eyes
it takes her soul as it goes leaving her body frozen in time

washing the blood off my hands
as it flowes down into the sink
i watch as the last drop falls
my hands are finely clean
what have i done
my life is gone
there's nothing left here for me
i grab my things and head out the door
to try to get freeeee!

chorus
I'm broken now
my soul is gone
there nothing left of meeee!
now your gone i can not believe
that you've been taken from me
my love is gone my soul is bare
why did this happen to meee!
i'm walking out the door
i'm not looking back
i have to get free

As i walk i try to picture
the way things used to beee!
we used to laugh and sing
kiss and tell how our future would come to be
then just like that you were gone in a flash
god had taken you away from me
i can not believe this happening
i wish this was just a dream
my soul is gone
the person i once was
has been taken away from me

chorus
I'm broken now
my soul is gone
there nothing left of meeee!
now your gone i can not believe
that you've been taken from me
my love is gone my soul is bear
why did this happen to meee!
i'm walking out the door
i'm not looking back
i have to get free

the day you left io still regeret
not asking you to marry meee!
i could not believe this would ever end
i thought we would die togeather in peeeace!
as i held your hand and we began to dance
we didn't want this moment to end
but then you froze
i heard your screeaam!
you dropped to the floor as you squesed my hand
as tears ran down your faacce

chorus
I'm broken now
my soul is gone
there nothing left of meeee!
now your gone i can not believe
that you've been taken from me
my love is gone my soul is bear
why did this happen to meee!
i'm walking out the door
i'm not looking back
i have to get free

as i lay her to rest
i say my goodbye
as I begin to walk away alone
my head held down
my tears are falling
my life is no more
for I will walk this road until i'm taken
to be with you once more

chorus
for i walk this road
no where to go
my life is at the end
you were the keeper of my soul
the love of my life
i will continue to walk
until i'm back
with you by my side again

lying my arms out
letting my body float out to see
this gentle current rocks me ever so slightly
i think i might be falling asleep
i feel fish nibbling my feet
it feels ever so good
as i float away with a smile on my face
i couldn't have a care in the world
i continue my journey just drifting away
the water is warm the sun on my face
the sky is so blue not a cloud to exist
the waves keeping me rocking
the sound of the birds flying through the air
then as the night dawns upon me
everything goes silent
there, s nothing to see
i close my eyes floating away
fast asleep

walking with the sunset
as it sets behind the mountains
i see my shadow disappear
seeing the sun turn into darkness

the night is here the day is gone
i see the stars above me
holding my body tight
as the cold air try's bind me

then i see a shooting star
brightly shining past me
i make a wish before it gone
to see the light at the dawn of dawn

as i lay my back against a stone
for the light to shine and guide me home
so i close my eyes and go to sleep
until the sun makes it peak

for when it shines
I'll know it's time
to walk with the sun as a guide
to show me the way to get back home
where I'll no longer be alone

looking at this painting of the woman crying tears
i see a flowing river as flowers begin to appear
but the colors are not beautiful they are all black and white
as soon as they appear they turn to burn and are gone for my sight
as i follow this river it gets deeper and deeper as i go
the water just keeps going with no place to go
as i near the end the water runs faster
as it turns to a river then a flood
my body slips as i fall straight in
i sink i am no more
the water stops it gone no sight
the painting stops crying tears
the room is silent the light goes out
nothing it what it seems to appear

The mind is a remote control
Always changing what people might do
For some can over ride it
Others give in to soon
If you had a choice to change or take a different path
Would you walk away or give in to take the second chance

your eyes are weak and heavy
It's time to lay you head
Don't think about tomorrow
just get rested instead
now go to sleep young lady
you have done enough today
i will take the weight off your shoulders
so you can rest easy again

Bad dream
have you ever dreamt something so scary it makes you unable to close eyes or causes you to sweat or had an expereince like as you open your eyes and look around you see something or someone and all you can do is breathe  heavy  unable to move any part of your body as you see what ever it is coming closer until you break out of your frozen state and when you do what ever you saw was gone or wasn't even really there
have you ever had it so bad that in order to be able to sleep but not dream would be do drink until you were so drunk you passed out or had to by some sleeping pills or to see a psychiatrist to help you get over what ever is making you have these nightmares
but then there are some things that can't be fixed or cured that you just have to live with
like my mother who will never sleep a pleasant

Inside these blue doors lives a woman so old
no one in this world has ever seen her face
She hides in this room filled with paintings of what she had looked like so many years ago
The walls are painted black there are no lights there are no mirrors
Just a fire place in the living room where she spends most of her years
The bike that sits just out side the door is used by the boys when ever she needs things from the store
It may surprise you that she doesn't have a wrinkle she looks like she only 20 years old
She falls asleep on the couch and drops a book on the floor on the page that is opened to a woman form 1516
Her long blonde hair and a sea blue dress and dimiand green shoes with a Flower top hat
On the front of the book it says who I am and who I've become yet going Through the pages it the same woman on everyone
How it is possible this woman 500 years old but looks only as if she has aged many years old
This house looks like it is about as old as her
It might be keeping her beauty from escaping from her
Now we must end and leave this house alone
For inside these blue doors is a woman 500 yeas old

my twin and I can never be part
for we cannot forget we have a beating heart
when ever we go our separate ways
we are only gone we for a few short days
every time we get hurt we can feel each others pain
but our love for each other will always remain the same
as we look into each others eyes
it's as if we see our future rolling on bye
we made a pat that if we ever fall in love
that he would have to go and marry us both
for we are the same in body in mind and heart
that we will not let love ever tear us apart
for we since we are twins we will have the same true love

ment to be
Staring at you my darling
Is like looking into a glass ball
Our lives together our love and devotion
I can see will last a lifetime
Just looking into your eyes
makes my heart beat an extra beat
So irresistibly beautiful
you must be an angel
Your light shines ever so brightly
Like a bee attracted to polin
I know in my soul you are the one
That I will spend eternity
make my whole life dedicated
My life is now yours
In your hand I give my soul
For you are my keeper
Faithful Iam yours
Forever more

with these magic hands of mine
I will heal the sick and the sore
but one thing I cannot do is heal my own
for these people who come to me
with the crying hands in need
are more important then my own selfless needs
I place these hands upon them
I watch there problems disappear
but every time i heal someone
i grow older another year
but at least i give people relief
from pain and fear
soon I will meet my maker
who then can heal me two

could it be possible that our true loves are angels that decided to fall because after watching us for so long they felt something they have never felt before and just gave it all up to be with us to feel what we feel to be able to hold our hands to touch and to hold for the rest there lives
when you first meet him you look into his eyes and get the connection like he's been watching you ever since you were born that feeling where you know you were meant to be with each other knowing that god had given you your soul mate one that would always be there for you and never leave your side as god picked out the person for you when you were only just a soul

walking down this unpaved path
the grass & soil beneath your feet
water from the sky's above
soak you with natures tears
you kneel down to plant your tree
along the road so gracefully
for every tree that we plant
will be along this unpaved path

Charlie and Jasmine fell in love at first sight
They did everything together until the dead of night
After dinner they went in the living room to dance
Laughing and smiling while trying to hold hands
They were both in each others arms by the end of the song
They stayed that way until the early morn

Charlie and Jasmine were so meant to be
He opened a small box as he knelt on one knee
When jasmine looked and saw the beautiful ring
She said i do before he asked what will it be
He jump to his feet and gave her a kiss
Now there together forever with happieness and bliss

Charlie and Jasmine lived a long happy life
They always held hands and smiled until the time had sailed by
As they died together they smiled and held on tight
Then they souls went together to spend forever in blissful light