pupils pin
eyes roll back
your body shakes
it needs the smack

your mind it leaves
it wonders off
your brain is numb
your senses lost

the dope is near
your viens they call
they try to hide
your skin
it crawls

sniff it
smoke it
slam it home
you and the dope
are now alone

a bit to much
and you dont come back
your heart might stop
cause it's attacked

kiss your kids
and say goodnight
this next trip
might just
end your life

senses soft
your no longer boss
the dope it has you
at any cost

lose your job
lose your family
lose your mind
a triple whammy

the devil
once he's on your back
he don't want off
you've made a pact

you live alone
in your vacant mind
thoughts of love
and life
gone by

locked away
but not to late
help your mind
revive it's fate

it takes work
and sacrafice
to **** the devil
and this life

divorce this beast
as fast as you can
get back to life
and being a man

look to tomorrow
and you will see
a brighter future
thats drug free

the run is over
time to get sober
regain the chance
to grow
much older

our children
are not
the only ones
to see a clown
and begin to run

some adults
have the fear
you ever wonder
why they lear

bright colored hair
and funny make up
not so funny
when you wake up
with ten or so
surounding you
trying to grab
and strangle you

how hard would you laugh
if in a dream
your mind it woke
the clown from "it"
began to choke
i'm sure you would not
find the joke

you see them
at the circus always
sometimes near
the fairground enterance

some have not the intention to scare
others try to instill the fear

animal balloons
and baggy clothes
they look more like the
boogyman

we pay them
for a birthday party
kids are screaming
and there crying
ever wonder why it's so
because the kids
they know
it shows

kids don't know this
but heres a fact
john wayne gacy
played the act
he was not funny
not one bit
but full of ugly
and very sick

weather they smile
or they frown
there will always be
a scary
clown

although the hour
is very late
my mind is crying
it's dying fate

the anticipation will create
a world unknown
of darkened scapes

the tower of time
rises above all else
but time won't stop
for none of us

the dark clock tower
stands like a king
for all
the world to see
over all of us
and everything

no one
has ever seen
the tower of time
won't let it be

we live and die
by it's hands
it never stops
alone it stands

the dark and dreary
ridge of stone
will never
let us be alone

like our shadow
always there
standing guard
without a care

when the time it tells
comes to a stop
life is over
via the clock

our time is short
don't be alarmed
the clock is with you
until it stops

locked away
inside my head
thoughts of you
still in my bed

things have changed
inside my mind
your now gone
left me behind

for the better
i think so
things are good
i'll let you go

to move on
is not that bad
it's not worth
just being sad

sometimes things
aren't meant to be
they tell me
always
wait and see

better days are yet to come
i'm in line
cause i want some

to wash the brain
of all it's thoughts
to scrub it clean
memories lost

start anew
all over again
brand new thinking
your old friends
there not seeking

your new mind it is weakening
your brain cells stumble
they are tweeking

your not the man
you used to be
you changed so much
they all will see

beliefs are different
so are you
your mind is gone
but not for long
your body is here
but you do not care

your way of thinking is no more
you knew the risk
you knew the score

now you know ..your god no more
it's some  one else you now adore

microscopic
the eye can't see
but they are there
you must believe

some are normal
some are not
some are in left field
others are shot

some cells come
some they go
some create
others are slow

some are genius
some are less
who ever created
the i.q test

some will swell..upon concussion
others shrink
with age regression

some remember
some forget
some are sad
and others content

some are imprisoned
in your mind...locked away
and doing time

some cell multiply
when they shoudn't
others try
and they couldn't

some malfunction
some think clear
others dream
and are unaware

some cells meltdown
and harm the living
others are strong
and always forgiving

they are here from when your born
still in the womb
and nice and warm

when you die
they dissapate
back to gods hand
from which they came

now open your heart
i will love you forever
and never to part