Sit next to me, will you?
Sit still silently submissive
It’s been a while since last time
It’s been a while since wild and young we were

I miss you.
I’ve missed you ever more
Long last talks forgotten in time
Even the echo is so soft now
Vibrating no more
No more

You still look the same
The Time Train trimmed no perfection
You look so much like what I don’t remember
And your laughter is still so silent in my mind

We were happy once, weren’t we?
Running remotely through rivers and raves
Requesting kisses sun kissed
As if they were grasping for air.
But my lungs were always fine!
Weren’t yours?

We have loved each other, have we not?
I still have recollections of fizzy memories
Where you were sleeping head on my chest
Beautiful black hair or dark brown

Yes! The best times.
The best days.
Long gone
Remarkably stone carved!

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          (who is this person sitting next to me?)

She is a young girl
Innocence in pure form
Never questions patriarch authority
Clocks in, clocks out just like the majority

Never doubts the book
Always fears to have a look
Out she never sets a foot
The outsider is always a crook

Family always knows better
Family always punches the last letter
Her destiny is of no relevance
She was given artificial intelligence

She is of great beauty
But she does not see it
Fear of sin is always on duty  
Mirrors are bellow spit

Oh girl can’t you see?
Why can’t you be?
Set your spirit free
Let you mind flee

Abscond from that room
Let that flower bloom
Let that liquid run
Let yourself have fun

She feared too much
The Family already had plans for her
Insignificant dreams of such and such
Insignificant dreams of such and such

But one day the girl woman she’d become
Hungry for the apple that tastes like plum
Tingling sensations started to come
Some sort of a Goddess voice that she couldn’t ignore

Asking her for more and more
Body screams in delicious agony
She has to open vanity’s door
For her body is way too sore

From the dark room she fled
And the very first Devil she met
She laid in a blood stained bed
And now it was her blood that shed

Shed no tears the Devil said
For you are of no immaculate matter
Now you sweat and bleed in everyone’s bed
Scatter your dignity into the gutter

It is not your fault my fair lady
Point fingers to your God, maybe
Was he not the one who kept you in that room?
Pointless efforts I surely assume

It was him who could not see
And I just set you free
It is Sin for Salvation
Light up the Illumination

That dress in black
That beautiful dress in black
It’s made of such a soft fabric
And when the wind blows
It becomes volatile in its form

O but the Goddess that garbs it…
She is exquisitely and painfully sublime

Her skin is plain white
With no imperfections
A Greek Statue might be the closest to her resemblance
But still so very far
Venus de Milo holding an Apple
Is not as farfetched as one can think
But her skin…
Certainly smooth to the touch
That would make one weep
Unquestionably would chill one’ spine

Those powerful green eyes
Would freeze you for an eternity
Slowing down time in such a transcendent torment
But you would do so pleasantly
For the price of a glimpse of such a creature

The hair that she possesses
Is something never seen
Pitch black with blue tinges
It shines so much
Because it is of diamond matter
Her hair brought Samson to life
Unbreakable, unlike pillars
As the sun rises behind her
It resembles the Lion and Sun
But so much more powerful and magnificent

The Universe dances to the Tune of her voice
It brakes and builds in mathematic equations
It is a wave so docile and kind yet so dominant and resilient
It isn’t possible to measure her voice
As it is greater than Decibel and it destroys the Logarithmic Scale.

Her hands carry the weight of her Will
Her Will carries the weight of her Destiny
Her Destine carries her Fate
And she chooses to do was she pleases
For she knows what THIS is all about

She belongs nowhere and she is all

(!)
I want you to know that it’s ok.
I need you to know this.
Everything will be alright.
You have the universe by your side.
(!)
Your triumph is in your hands.
You have it all.
You have the whole wide world.
One glance upon it and it’s under your domain.
(!)
Your power is incredible.
Your lack of self-confidence as well.
If you only knew…
If I could only show you.
(!)
If you took my word for it.
But you would never, would you?
Pride is a strike of blindness.
Self-consuming and rejecting Knowledge.
(!)
There are things worth knowing.
Liberation of sin and brainwashing systems.
Things that would show you your worth
Things that would empower you.
(?)
Life changing to greatness. (Godlike)
Mind enhancing and power.
(?)
Knowledge is power.
(?)
Question is: how strong are you?
Question is: what will you do?
(?)
There is a revolution happening in our souls.
There is greatness waiting for us when we decide to wake up.
(!!!)

This loneliness
Is like empty walls
An echo of silence
Bouncing back and forth
Reminding me of the
Darkness of my soul

Paranoia and the voices mocking me
Persisting and alluring
Showing me that ropes
Are of a Purple Velvet matter

Seducing ****** they are
Death by a wet kiss
Drowning in this glorious liquid and fluids
Tight ******* with profanities
Right against my sore body
Erecting me high
Deflowering my innocence
******* me off of any sanity

How can I resist?
Seductive words in glamorous blasphemies
Tingling all my senses
And then, with no mercy
Showing me a reflection
Of a hideous and grotesque monster

It is me
It has always been me

And in my despair
In my loneliness
In my own tribulations

Self-destruction
Might be the only way