The first time since him I fell.
I had fallen faster than before.
Never believing in love at first sight,
Until I met you.
Instant connection,
A bond between two broken people,
Attracted to each others weakness.
Now that bond is broken.
Words spoken are empty.
"But everything was fine a week ago"

I thought of you today.
The first time we tried to do it.
You were so scared.
Lying on top of me,
You held my face as you kissed me.
I was so scared,
I had to get off of you.
We were both so scared.
We looked at each other,
Laughed.
Held each other.
Two completely imperfect people
Who only saw complete perfection in each other.
Did you forget that too?

I think the worst part of this is
How quickly you have forgotten.
How quickly I have been replaced.
My chest,
Still remaining an open wound.