One day she's fine,
She feels like she can do anything.
The next she's lost,
losing site of what she want.
One day her smile,
shines so bright,
the whole room stares.
The next she's sad,
and in tears.
Her life a constant battle,
a push and pull.
She tries to find balance,
tries to hold on.
She gives her all,
even though she doesn't want,
to give any.
She tries to stand,
but that weight is on her,
pushing her down.
Yet something's trying to,
pull her up.
It's a constant tug-of-war.
A constant fight.
I hope she's finds that balance.
I hope she finds it soon,
cause she's on the verge,
of giving up.

When we lay in bed,
I feel at peace,
just laying there,
you next to me.
I feel so loved,
I feel at ease.
When we're together,
you take me from reality.
Baby it feels like,
a fantasy.
When you hold me,
I feel like a queen.
You make me smile,
you make me dream,
but is it just a dream?
Is it just a fantasy?
You don't make me,
question my place.
You don't make me,
feel small.
All I want to do,
is wake up next to you.
All I want is to,
give you it all.
I just want,
be your peace.
I hold the rose,
as I drift to sleep.
Baby please tell me,
is it all just a fantasy?

I trusted you,
you were my friend.
I cried to you,
I confided in you,
I was your friend.
I trusted him,
until the very end.
I tried my best,
I gave my all,
but you thought you,
were to good.
I can't believe the two of you,
could do this.
I can't believe the two of you,
could be so sick.
I gave him everything and more,
but he still walked out that door,
straight into her arms.
He took me for a fool,
used me to fix his heart.
Now it's fixed,
he tore mine apart.
I never wanted to love him,
but I fell so hard.
I never trusted a female,
until you came into my life,
and you ******* me.
I can't believe,
the both of you.
I guess that's life,
y'all deserve each other,
I wish you the best,
but because of both of you,
I'll never trust again.

He loves her in ways,
that made her weak.
She loves him in ways,
you wouldn't believe.
Began as a mess,
became something odd,
something the fairy tales,
couldn't understand.
He showed her the light.
She showed him the wild.
They didn't think it,
would end somehow,
but lies were told,
trust was broken.
A heart wasn't sure,
if it could truly be open.
You may believe it was him,
but it was not,
it's her own fault.
She can't help but,
Look back on the memories formed
dancing
kissing
calling each other names.
She just smiles to herself,
She knows she had,
that bitter sweet love,
people crave so much.
Sadly it ended,
but she has no regrets.
Cause she is his,
always has
always will.
It's the bitter sweet ending
to a bitter sweet love,
but she knows it's right
and she'll be strong.

I promise to love you,
even on your darkest days.
I promise to hold you,
when your thoughts,
lead you astray.
I promise even though,
we may fuss and fight,
my back would never turn on you.
I promise to kiss you,
after a hard day.
I promise I'll light up your dark,
so you won't be blind.
I promise to kiss away,
every fear you may have.
I promise you this,
I promise you forever,
I promise you won't be held back,
not now,
not ever.
I promise no matter how hard,
it gets,
we'll still stand tall.
I promise we're in this to the end.
This promises,
written as a vow.
These promises are scared,
not meant to be ignored.
These promises are ours.

She wishes she was beautiful,
she wishes it wouldn't hurt,
she wish she could have,
that small waist and
and big ****,
like those models do.
She wishes she be that girl,
she wishes you could see her,
she wishes you would think,
she beautiful again.
She's sorry she got fat,
she sorry she let herself go.
She wishes she could be more,
she wishes she be good,
she wishes she wasn't so insecure.
If only she was ****,
then you'll want her again?
If only she looked like your ex's,
maybe the game would change,
maybe then you'll want her,
maybe then you'll hold her close,
my then you'll realize she loves,
you the most,
But you can't see that,
you never will,
all she can do is wish,
and hope you'll see it still.