I wish I had was and were
in control
gained a power
over them
those wistful verbs
with too much
to do with my today
but if
and could are not very likely
to cause
my words to be
more impressively
effective
at changing
anything.

if wish merged with might
grew a tail and string was strung
from when i was thirteen
on a green grass field to now
in the air so high above
would swoosh
my kite
all the birds would be flying
below.

not one word, or all the princely sonnets, rhyme
nor may any dawn light my horizon
or moon glow glistening brighter, Mars
nor Venus, not any universe,contain
describe be nearer to perfect
than you, your glow
is all the worlds in essences of everything
ever made sweet, honey compared to you,
is bitter on my tongue, the moonlight
in your absence falls like darkness in my world
You, you are in my eyes, the only permanence,
the glistening diamond , the moon the sun the stars,
everything.

has echoes in your ears
ever played in your eyes
a kaleidoscope
of
colors,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
uncontrollable..............
your head grows
knees
the walls breathe
and you just
kept turning up
the volume
your head growing  growing
orange red colored
flows
never sleep for 6 days
and then
remember it all
fresh 24 years later
like it all was yesterday?

with YouTube
     enough? Olde English 800
an Intel dual core processor
      a blunt a *****
8 Gb of ram begins
          a memory
160 dollars in a SSD
      I get an STD
but heard through two tiny speakers
       a paid woman's words
and memories of yesterday.

snakes eyes again
    god damm twelve times in row
can't ever lucky me
    get a seven eleven
I had all my rent money
     riding on that
how 'bout
          for what i lost
you give me a room
           to play this silicone
blonde up a bit
              before I give you the title
to my Benz
           Or, I see you a hard *** MF
how 'bout we play
    double for nothing?

was never is
was enshrouded in fog
of could
might a could have been
where maybe
was said
then

came a might
could stood up
would cleared the fog
and was became
did and done

been was over and now
then aware of dreams,
I awoke.

I am
  country
rock and roll
   blues
R&B;
   Jazz
Hip Hop
   contemporary
classic
     blue grass
nursery rhyme
     bottom twenty
just
           sing me
a song.