Oh, how I love the change of the season's winter to spring. I love the warm days and the cool night. where you can open your windows and let the spring wind come all through the house. You can smell the springtime rain come oh how lovely it smells to me. Seeing all the plants wake up from there winter nap is so beautiful to me. But I don't like the bugs that come after me when the spring is here......My springtime has come again when you pulling your grills out and sit outside and smoke some meat. You hear the kids outside running around trying to catch butterflies with there hands... You can sit on the porch and drink kool-aid as the lighting bug do there dance.As I sit there I let cool breeze go through my hair.

As I lay here with you in my mind all I want is you & little of your time. I try my best to keep you pleased with me. I'm not perfect & I have my faults, You make me smile & laugh every time I hear & see your face, my love. I love waking up to you & it's you and only you I want to do this with.The day is coming where we can walk down that wedding aisle & that's going to be the most amazing thing.
When I look into your eyes I see is love & I never want that feeling to fade away. I know I over think on things at times and act little crazy too, but that's me. I want us to be happy & grow old with each other. I don't want to give up on us. I want us to be one.
I just want to love you & be that amazing woman & friend & wife that you can't let GO............I love you til the end of earth & I will never let go my love bug

I never thought I could have giving love another chance. But I was wrong my love is letting my heart open & I love every moment I spend with you. I love falling asleep on your shoulder when we are both tired. I love cooking dinner & singing & drinking wine with you.I love when we play with the kids& joke around with each other. I love the way you look at me with your eyes & all I can say "stop it" cause you make me smile. I love when you tell me that I'm beautiful & I make you happy in so many ways. I love the sweet sweet kisses before I get out the car for work. And sweet kisses I get when we both get off in evening.I know we don't always see eye to eye, But we make it work & that's why I love you AJ

As I sing to let the pain out that's on the inside of my heart & inside of my brain.Sometimes I sit & think like wow it's been years I been with you & I truly is in love with you, But I'm scared of my heart getting broken again. I try & try, and keep trying to be the best woman, friend, lover, mother & best friend I can be. But it's hard to fully let my guards down. All I want is to be loved by you. Be the one you can't live without in your life.Just show me you want me here. No one knows what I feel on the inside but me.

As I sit here and wonder if I ever see you again
I miss your sweet smile and the way you use to kiss me I long for the nights we held each other till we fell asleep
what happens to those days holding each other hands as we walk down the street.
bring back the sweet face and those lovely lips.
I miss how we use too lay in bed and talk and watch movies
with our legs across each other bodies.
you're touch and warmth how I miss that so much.
I wonder if I ever see you again.