This rain is driving me insane with lighting and thundering oh how much will you put me in pain
I need my lover right here next to I'm about to explode from within my inside of me
I need your touch and your lips on me.... while my heart is beating fast with every touch....my legs are weak and start to shake...bring your body and lay

on top of me. As I rub my hands all over your body and my lips start to kiss your neck... I need you so badly you making my body sweat...just take me and I'm yours...
then kids come into the room I wake up to it was only a dream...
All I can say is **** I was about to explore

All the pain I see in the streets and so sad on the tv
Our babies are dying and young kids are being killed
What has this world came too...
I pray for the better day to come out this darkness that has fallen onto our people & this world
When will we wake up from this horrible nightmare,,,
Or will it be too late to let the sunshine in again
My heart is heavy and all I can do is a seat back and pray and make sure
I teach my kids not to go the wrong way.....
Life is sooooo precious why do people take it away......

Over the years we had come close to each other in mind, body, & spirit
Getting to know someone takes time and patience and understanding
you got to be willing to hold on to good the bad and the ugly lol.....

But let go of the past cause you never be able to move forward with that person if you want to make it last. hold on to how that person makes you smile, laugh, feel. Most of the precious time yall spend & shared together that brought us together as one.
I'm putting my everything into this relationship

Cause I don't want not to know what real love feels.
If it only for a little while. My heart said to take a chance and put your heart out there. So I did now look at me back in love again.......

All the pain I have buried deep inside of my world
I'm too scared to let it out
Will you still love me the same way
after I tell you my past
will you look at me different
with your loving eyes
how can I open up to when I know people judge
you on the way you look &  your past history
so I rather keep it to myself
And continue to live my life the
way I want

All the what if in my head
What if u leave me for another person
What if we last people on earth
What if I lose my mind and go crazy
What if this is our last day's together
What if sky turn black and there more daylight
What if the sea creators start to walk on land
What if we get a woman for president
What if I became a millionaire
All the what if.........