When you scatter your truths you bury your reason.
Every word was a fracture she pained to meet my gaze.
It was then I knew the truths she had  denied.

We are but dreams void of thought.
Creatures seeking approval yet swimming in rejection.
Night I embrace you alone in thought.  

When pain is certain plessure must become
a nightmare for i feel nothing in the hours in which i write.
My hollow thoughts just a means to reflect reason.

Ive found friends are but a nice thought to which I cannot remember.
the end is near.

For within her eye's I see the face held close not my own.  
And the regret of a man standing befor her.
Sometimes the best path is one we walk alone.

I said it wouldn't matter
I said I wouldn't care
You with everyone else
Always remaining without me

Then you opened your mouth
Things were said
Illusions were made
You made loose speech and thought

I see you prance on their hearts
Intentions blind to the pain you cause
Recycling your charms for all of them
I watched your careless game

I am still free of you
I am burdened with you
Another man I cannot trust
Another lie that I saw as a truth

While I thank you for opening a door
For showing me to open up
I loathe you for showing me I was right
That while I can be open I can never trust

In a world where
All I ever do is feel
All I ever do is listen

Will I know a world where
I am sometimes felt
I am sometimes heard

i stay rollin' eyes and cuttin' ties
i gaze right through the bitter deceit in your lies
you're guilty as sin, right down to the core
i know it's true, i've never been so sure

my veins proceed to stiffen
i feel my stinging heart throb
you've become so drastically different
as if conforming is your job

as i sit by my lonesome
goosebumps buzz across my skin
it's as if there was a ghostly presence
that even tickled the peach fuzz on my chin

overwhelmed with sentiment
i sprang up from my theoretical hole
i let out a yell one could hear for miles
then i felt the universe swallow my soul

i stay rollin' eyes and cuttin' ties
i'll stay true to me 'til i stop seeing the sun rise
for i now know the extent of my suffering
hopefully soon this feeling will stop hovering

to this all, i owe you
my darling, my dear
for i never knew guile could ever be so clear

I thought it was written in the stars,
but down they fell,
while I wasn't looking.
Get ready for impact
because there is no looking back
when they crash.

Sadly I don't have what it takes,
and I haven't got the time
to make these pieces
sparkle and shine
because no matter what I do,
they won't hang the same way
and I don't like impostors.

And please forgive me,
but I don't want to look up and see
our broken memories
hanging over my head
and I don't want to walk around
afraid they might once again,
tumble down
and destroy the new life I've built without you.

So if you don't mind,
I will take the pieces out to sea
throw them overboard
and watch them sink.
Because I can't afford,
to see your face anymore
I won't let myself be afraid
to face a new day
without you.

I would liken you
To a night without stars
Were it not for your eyes.
I would liken you
To a sleep without dreams
Were it not for your songs.

It seems I fall in love every daywith those who bare their soulsthrough the art that they create,the words that they write,or the music that they play.Only they make me believe thatsomeone understands my pain.I can't talk to people that I know.I never know just what to say.So I imagine the artists I admirewould understand me anyway.Though I only know them in my mind,they still are not as fakeas the people I have come to knowin the real life I have made