What is this feeling
I get all the time?
The feeling of loneliness,
Equivalent to a crime.
Why seeing her face
Is what I can't do?
Why talking was always
Forbidden by you?
Still love keeps on knocking
And truth be told,
I don't think I can keep shut
These fragile doors.
Oh, I am so miserable
And who would have thought,
Nobody cares,
When I'm to get shot.

As a soul that's been shattered on the ground,
Blame everyone that's ever been around.
Make excuses for every single choice.
Scream out loud, but no one hears your voice.
Failure is looking down upon you.
Can't tolerate people with a different view.
Spinning in circles until the very end.
Falling over, not knowing how to stand.
Drowning, yet knowing how to breathe.
The truth is not what you believe.
Awaken, since this is just a dream,
Before your eyes plot another scheme.

I'm out of breath,
Yet the pain doesn't come.
I keep falling over,
But it's just for show.
I crawl out of hell,
Yet I get pulled right back.
I try to move forward,
But I know I'm stuck.
No one is here,
They all keep me out.
Nobody cares
About what I shout.
Your warmth had died out
A long time ago.
You're cold like a knife,
Landing in my throat.

Life is our adventure,
Like a game with multiple endings.
Trying to get the highest score
And play as long as you can.
But there is one big difference between them,
As there is no saves in reality,
Still it takes us time to realize that
And we always forget about it.
So we live in pain of wrong choices.
We live in fear instead of fun.
Our power of free mind is limited,
Since we can't undo what is done.

Please forgive love for being so strong, yet so fragile.
Forgive life for being so long, yet ending so abruptly.
Forgive hate for existing, yet disappearing.
Forgive death for being expected, yet changing everyone.
Help them become one, as what is needed in this world is balance,
Or let them devour each other, so there's nothing left to feel.
I come here to beg you with my last breath,
To see what your answer may be,
As I start to fade from existence of forever
And escape from you, eternity.