Sometimes
It's better to keep silent
Then to tell others what
You feel.
Because
It hurts badly when you
Come to know that
They can hear you
But can not understand you.

I told you to run so we could be free
Why sacerfice yourself for other
You gave so much
You fought for them
When all they did was spit on you

I ask why
"I have nothing to lose"
You said
You have me
You can lose me

They caught you
Put a necklace of rope around your neck
You fought
No point

I told you to run
You stayed and fought
For the people
Who put you there
Why not run

I want to write a poem
About my teeth hurting
And my fingers burning

Of my heart braking
From loneliness, to cause
In which is my differentness

To pen in script
What it would be like
To lie in a crypt

I need to brake the oppression
Of my life and escape the depression
Holding me tight.

Let's
Pick up
Where we left
Off: bonds
Like friendship
And meaning
Started to unravel
Beneath the weighted imitation
Of life. Can we go
Back
To the beginning?
When we were younger
And in some ways wiser
Our hearts invincible
Able to feel
Despite knowing
One day
We will
Forget to say
Goodbye

-Billimarie

When you feel like life is playing a trick on you
Birds stop singing
Oceans stop moving
The sun is not shinning
Your heart is slowly dying
You want to run
But don't know where
You want to scream
Seems to loud
Walls get higher
Skin turns red
Eyes without bliss
Soul slowly dying
Your feeling lost.