Wait
This is wrong
I shouldn't be here, I should be long gone.
And I know that everything's fine
But my mind is just twisting my life.
And I feel like
I'm standing on the edge
And I'm just about to fall.

You know what I really want?
More than anything
Right here, in this moment?
I want you to call me
Text me
Email me
Message me on facebook,
Whatever you want,
But I want you to get in touch with me,
Maybe not today,
Maybe not tomorrow,
Maybe in ten years,
And when you do
I want you to admit to me
Just how much I meant to you,
How much our breakup was the biggest mistake
Of your life.
And I want you to tell me this,
Crying the entire time,
Then I want to be able to calm you down
And tell you three simple words:
*"I. Don't. Care"

The one who can make my heart race
And my heart hurt
At the same time.
The one who makes me nauseous
Who makes me happy
Who makes my head spin.
The one who makes me laugh.
He's the one who makes me want to cry
Who makes me wish I was with him.
Who my heart is telling me I love,
But I don't want to believe it.

Let's count how many tears I shed
And we'll mark it with little red notches

Let's see how long this happiness lasts,
We'll count the hours in kisses.

Let's not do this again,
Please, no, I don't want to.

*Too bad,
Here it comes again,
On your mark,
Get set,
Go.