Ow, this really hurts
To think we were best friends
To know when I'm not perfect
I better find a way to pretend
Ow, this really hurts
To wake up in the morning
Praying you'll look me in the eye
Without trying to make me cry
Ow, this really hurts
Getting messages from random people
Asking if it's true
Knowing people told
And there's nothing that I can do
Ow,this really hurts
Feeling all alone
The world is against me
Even the "loving" people at home
Ow, this really hurts
Even when I try to talk
You and tell me no
That it's all just for show?
Ow, this really hurts
You're so concerned with others
That my thoughts and feelings
And something we shouldn't bother
Ow, this really hurts
When I walk
Up the stairs at night
I hope not to walk down in the morning
Ow, this really hurts
To know you don't belong
To feel hate, that's so strong
To cry every night because you're alone
Ow,this really hurts
To think you were best friends
To know when I'm not perfect
I better find some way to pretend
I wrote this awhile back, nothing has changed. A note to my hater lol