There is one person you should love
Before you love anyone else
This person needs to be put high above
And be first from everyone else
This person needs love and care
For they are in this room we share
Being not treated right there may be a war
For mental health they store
This person should be your world
The person you feel comfortable with
The one you tend to first
The person you laugh with
This person is i or me
This is self love
Caz this is where you want to be
Giving love to I or me

I could start by saying life is rainbow and flowers
But mental health devours
I could say it gets better
But sweeter the lie harder the fall
I could write a letter
But it would be better
If you heard my words
I could say it doesn't hurt but they are just words
But I've learned to numb the pain
I could say get over it
But hurt will be the only gain
People keep a lot in  
As we feel like garbage in a bin
A pin dropping silence it is when the demons come out
They play they fight they hang about
Til we fall
And they devour all

Twinkle twinkle little star
Look how I have fallen afar
Over the bridge and far away
Thing are dark in a way
Mirror mirror on the wall
Looking as I fall
Row Row your boat gently down the stream  
Depression has a horrible scream
No more monkeys jumping on the bed
Jump too far you'll be dead
Jack and Jill go up the hill
People die by too many pill
Jack be quick Jack jump over the candle stick
Happiness is just a trick
Like a diamond in the sky
This is how hard I try

As beautiful as a rose can be
It can still hurt yo with thorns below
As beautiful as day can be
It is still not forever
As beautiful as hugs can be
That person is not forever
As beautiful as a new born can be
They too can turn into a ugly truth
As beautiful as a poem can be
They hide deep emotions
As happy as I act to be
I'm dying inside which you can't see

I could start by saying life is rainbow and flowers
But mental health devours
I could say it gets better
But sweeter the lie harder the fall
I could write a letter
But it would be better if you heard my words
I could say it doesn't hurt
But I have learned to numb the pain
I could say g4et over it
But hurt will be the only gain
People keep a lot in
As we feel like garbage in a bin
A pin dropping silence it is when the demons come out
They play they fight they hang about
Till we fall
And they devour all

A shadow of fear may hurt
But deep down they lurk
Play with fire you'll get burnt
Jump in deep you'll get drowned
Shadow demons stay around
Nothing nor no one make us bond
Demon's torcher it out
But silence when I shout

Flowers rot and quiver
For more that become
People say the change
But are dreadfully the same
Gold becomes money
And money becomes pain
Plants planted
For beauty to gain
People take from greed
With a never ending feed

I will water your summer drought
From my tears that come about
My raging fire of wrong
Will keep you warm all winter long
An in Spring
I'll be the bird to sing
in autumn i will have no leaves
But you will be the one who believes
I will be with you all seasons long

I thought home was a house
I thought family was blood
And a fiend was a human
I thought water only causes a flood
My house is some where I love
My family is my art
My friend is an animal I love
A flood can be made of emotions
A person can be made of sadness
Or only the feeling of numbness
A smile hides the most broken
Or a scar shows the bravest
A love of madness
Or a being there is maybe the safest

A bird can fly
If you fall don't cry
Open your wings
Once you learn you will experience wonderful things
A swing gives us the experience to feel to fly
The back and forth pull birds try
The feeling of innocents and free
Where wonderful tings can be

They think I can be saved
Love was once what I craved
I did the equations
Now I know where I belong
Not where I was once
It's far long
Past me like pain
For they joy of rain
You's and me
I no longer see
Family is without me
The wounded wolf cub
I would lie you see
But your family without me
The love that was deceived
Our equation is negative
But my love was always postive
Thats the equation of me

I thought our bracelet showed our bond
That finally I belonged
Now I see you again
I see I no longer belong
I feel a swelling pain
Now that you have moved on
I want to burn it
But I really cherish it
I wish we were one
Once more
I would cherish it as much as I do
Giving a reason for more sore
I'm sorry i was not that friend
Now that it has snapped to an end

I wish my heart could feel
As much as my wheels turn
When people or things vanish
I wish memory's could burn
I wish love ones where a phoenix
So they could arose from there ashes
I wish we felt the same pain
Like a linked pair of lashes  
And die as one
Instead of living when your done
I don't want to feel this heart fever
When you have gone away
I wish we were linked
So together we stay

Mirror mirror on the wall
Whose the first to fall
Fighting fire flies
And threatening knives
Burning stars
And battle scars
Bold bruises
And dark knights
Drowning blood
And torcher light
Raging fire
And ashes fight
So mirror mirror on the wall
Who is the last to call

I hardly feel my tears
When they slowly fall
I can't have fears
As numbness is all
I can't feel my heartbeat
As all I know is heartache
Walking around with
A smile oh so fake
All I know to say
I'm sorry
Make myself pay
Is all I know
Numbness is here to stay
I have learned

Losing someone is like
A cup glued back together
Or like new dry cup
When you lose someone
You break apart
If the cup had no glue
It will break again
And if you drop
A fresh new cup
It would shatter
Its like when you lose someone
Your left shattered and broken
And find out that person
was your glue
and left you from shattering

If our hearts hade 9 lives
My heart would of stop beating
If we thrived on feeling love
I would be clinging
If putting ourselves down
Made us slowly die
I would quiver and shiver
Till I can finally die
If tears were blood
I would be drained by now
If I were delicate like glass
Would have I shattered by now

Cuddle me not
Only when I'm cold
Lend me your love
Don't leave me when I'm cold

Hold me when I'm lost
Keep me in your safe
How much will this cost
I don't need to pay
Because I know you want me safe
For now tomorrow and everyday

Will you leave me
All alone when I'm lost
Remember I'll be there when your lost
My love will last longer than longer

I will give you my key
But will you give me your key
I will help you when your falling
Will you help me when I'm falling  
I will love you
Will you be true

Trust me
Running is not my choice
U are so amazing
Everything I love is you

Your my sweet
A never ending tweet
Can you plant my happy seeds
And remove my sad weeds

Loving you is the best
Only you make me better and
Very happy making me fell a never
Ending love of our fantasy

Only
Cows
Howl

There are a million words
I haven't said
A lot of being torn
But I'm still not dead
A lot of falling
Mainly when depression is calling
A lot of being forgotten
Struggling more and more to carry on
With your life
Expediently when that knife
Is in so deep
And tears you don't want to weep
With lots of memories
You don't want to keep
Being alone a lot
And your eyes always begin to seep

Ostriches
Can
Hiccup

Melody oh so sweet
Untold story
Stories told by melody
Interesting sounds
Coming from a pure heart

Curled in a ball
Awake at anytime
Tail happy and high

Kitten oh so sweet
Is this the way we meet
Tiny curled in a ball
Tail moving oh so happy
Everything will be ok
Never can say no to yo oh so sweet

I hear your heart beat
Oh your so sweet
I feel you breath on me
I'm in love with you see
Every time we kiss
I know this will be something I will miss
I love every touch
Oh so much
You make me buzz and spark
Even in the dark

A petal falls
Like when depression calls
When your heart internally gets beaten
It does get down and defeated
It continues beating
Like you continue dreaming
And life goes on
Your heart sinks when you are forgotten
And your heart starts singing
When you get a happy feeling

Crickets are the melody of the night
The moons the guiding light
The melody of day is tweet
From birds oh so sweet
Soil so soft from rain
Until clouds are left to remain
Ocean and sea to sail on
And a sky to fly if I may mention

Touching nature and seeing it brings a spark
And the pang and loneliness puts them in the dark
Hearing the birds tweet
Is the best kind of sweet
Laying in fresh grass
Watching the bold stars
And the smile that hides
Scars after scars

I put my hand out of the car
Reaching and wishing I can touch the stars
And flout like a cloud
Near the quiet not loud
Looking at the sea
To glide over and watch it shimmer at night
And watch the unique sky
When the sun rises and sets for a fresh new day or night

The moon is bright tonight
That resurging light
Reminding wrong things will eventually go alright
And things will mend into scars
like the moons resurging stars
And a strong tree
reminding me one day I'll be strong and free
And the faint cloud smear
Reminding me of my once fear

Beautiful as a rose
Perfect as a pose
Sun rise lily's
Sun set and meadow chillies
Red, yellow and green leaves of trees
And roots grow free

Your one of the best kind of sweet
You brighten my face like a birds tweet
Your the sun in my shadows
Your the flowers outside my windows
You help when I need
You never take out of greed
You are my new blossom seed
Your my fresh air
Your the brightest strand in my hair
You show you really care
About the time we share

Splashes reminds me of fishes
While I'm cleaning the ***** dishes
Stars special spark
Reminds me of the fire light in the dark
And the hard wind pace
Reminds me of the fan on my face
And the harsh pine cone line
Reminding me not everything will be fine
And a snail or snake leave a weird trail
Reminding us of our doodles
And the wool of a sheep
Reminds us we may want a poodle

Heaven brought you here by a dove
I gave you all my love
He took you away
This pain started that day
You were my friend
Until your life came to an end
You made me smile
Which was as long as a mile
I gave you a home
You always gave a sweet welcome
You purred sweet
And the birds always gave a tweet

The sun never stops setting
Just like the heart never stops beating
Like the birds never stop humming
The heart never stops running
Just like bees never stop buzzing
Like the heart never stops stinging
But as long as you keep hearing the angels singing
Your heart will never stop beating

Alone in the dark
And depression eats you like a shark
Swimming in an ocean with no end
With difficult turns and bends that never end
And hunger that you never answer
But answer the tears when they call
And a never ending height
Leading to a never ending fall
And soaring the sky
To find a place to cry
And eyes as sharp as owl's
And ears that hear many lonely howls
And you can hear the littles movement or breath
And shiver at the sight of slight animals or plants death

give the warmth of summer day
not the cold and dark of winter night
take away
the rain from today
take your grey clouds away
for the rest of today