I took a stroll one night
Just wandering and exploring
Then I looked up to you
Got blinded with your beauty

I can see it clearly
The way you glow in the night
The shimmering light of yours
Catching the attention of all

Your flaws was bare to see
Imperfectly perfect you are truly
But then they covered you
And you hid yourself too.

I felt your tears in my shoulder
The symbol of your hidden sorrow
And so I embraced you and your tears
Accepting everything you could offer

I did all these without thinking
And now I am on the pavement
Laying in the cold hard ground
With no thought running in my mind

Then it came back once again
The blow of the wind in my back
The whispering in my ears
The pounding in my head

So it slowly trickled
The blood from my hands
The tears from my eyes
Mixing together in a pool

You were there all along
Just taking glimpse once in a while
Probably thinking why I was so stupid
To fall for something I could never reach

It was in the middle of the night
When I woke up for no reason
Shivering from the cold wind
Shaking with terror once again.

They are back again
Crawling from the within
Fighting their way out
Pushing each other up

One then spoke outloud
"We're back for more!"
They wanted more from me
Craving for what I can give

Then I felt the tears in my face
Then I felt the pain all over again
Next was the hollow feeling
Lastly was their cry of rejoice

I was once again controlled
Putty in their hands
Ignoring them was impossible
For they are the voices in my head

Tears are falling
Sobs filling the room
Whimpers are escaping
For again I am alone

Your face appears
Before my glistening eyes
Some sort of illusion
A kind of imagination

The pains gets too much
It lurks deep within
Take this away please
The bleeding won't stop

I miss your presence
The warmth of your embrace
Your soothing aura
Your angelic voice

I could never grasp it
The thought of you
Leaving me so soon
Without any warning

I could never learn
To live without you
For I got used to it
The thought of you
Being with me

I'd like to see you
One last time
If you are leaving me
For a day please be mine

You'll be my princess
I'll be your knight
All day at your command
At your service until night

Call it a date if you may
The first and last
'Cause you won't stay
Why does time go by so fast?

I'll miss you too much
So let me see you once more
We will do things and such
Just to see the smile I adore

When you leave
It will be the sign
That you're not for me
That we're not meant to be

I'll live when you leave
But I'll be lifeless
Because in truth I can't live
When I am heartless