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863 · Jan 2013
I beseech Myself.
Open Mind,Open!
Love Heart,Love!
Work Limbs,Work!
Think Brain,Think!
Act Wills, Act!
Sing Soul,Sing!
Dance Body,Dance!
Create Juices,Create!
Forget Past,Forget!
Be Present,Be!
Live Life, Live!!
As I lie on this final pyre of life high,
Atop scented logs burning, that sigh,
Agni,the fire god great,cleansing me truly,
Asks,how was your life my Son? so kindly.
Askance,through the walls of fire,I look,
At your gentle face, of deep sadness a book,
Avowed to be bound,in grieving heat shimmered,
And Answer, O lord, you burned inside me great,
Also in my loved one,guiding our fiery paths of fate.
Aflame and lit by you was it,In knowledge supreme,
All we did was fly, like moths to the inferno serene,
Aiming at this blaze final,meant always, in your divinity.
Alas now my time ends,I know but its your flame eternal,
Always uniting,bonding our love, burning bright together.
Amidst now your flaming graces, I Thank you,as me you gather,
Aching in this lovely embrace, for my alter love,to meet in future farther!
Existence wreaked accidental,by clashes chromosomal
Unplanned, a journey Serpentine,winding, unmapped,
tortuously Human? unwinding unknown child to man,
Unconscious mostly,Intuitively grasping occasional, failing
Still, the miracle of it all, just burying my head in existence.
Material-objective-isms,passions many pursued
Grey matter conditioned,chiselled, downgraded,
I am an affordable success of my evening malts
Unwondering,unmiraculous,strsightjacketed daily
By numbers plastic,jobs hated,sensitivities ignored.
Now as I see you Rains,sunrises,sunsets,the sea and waves
The stars, you my street musician, with urchins dancing around.
Some coiled humanity springs forth again and makes me grasp
The divine miracle, again momentary! with a full heart and tears
Impassionate.
I question Never the Dark Reaper,
Neither His claim final, on my Dregs.
At the back of my mind He sits calm,
Brooding on His last,Lousy Victory.

I know him not, But I grant Him,
My final sleep,The last Weary bones.
Life is Mine.Mine are all values sacred,
Mine is this Heart,and all that flows out.

His Reality makes Me keen,so Aware!
Of my time,my deeds and My Pleasures!
He goads my SELF, to fly so high and true,
So beyond His clutch, an Infinite Being!

Bright and most Human am I, in His shadow,
Pains hurt less, Joys feel a million fold more!
Loves are Loveliest, feelings felt true and sharpest,
I revel grimly wise, in total abandon, truly Free!

Max Chelur.
830 · Jul 2014
Silken Threads Fragile.
So fine and fragile those threads silken
Weaving together hearts, minds and souls.
Unseen, unvalued, felt but in silences deep
A cloak royal of Humanity worn always proud.

Divine can they be, of love human so tangible
of honor and dignity intrinsic to all proffered.
Still do we stretch and tear, malign that finesse
Till they are but tatters and even remnants no more.
830 · Dec 2012
Slate Clean!
no one reads,
that slate clean
wiped, writ again
one more time.
still none cares,
again, now clean!
An apparent hurt, pain deeply so perceived
sinking momentary of worlds all temporary
as cornered an animal running,seeking dark
the solace of a womb of hibernation unfeeling.

An unknowing bloom in a desolation flowering
a healing slow providential also to **** powered!
made by grace an ally,a transformation hatched
from thorns agonized,an ascetic bed of roses fine.

Who else to thank now but thee my fine Agonies?
816 · Feb 2013
Living In Our Souls.
hard wisdom gained unclear, now hazy
joys of lives scarred lived full and beautiful
the love,knowledge unknown an Iron curtain.
live ever did I from
some core of being
with you and myself
hoping you did too.
were we zombies
ideal,lovely,unsure
just living in our souls?
where are those times,now forgotten,
without words but of feelings,our loves,
so distant,nary a memory in brains of any!
charlie awakened, a coiled spirit so human,
somewhere in my soul deep, buried numb!
serpentine and ready to spring,feel! Love!
Hard it bites my heart! eyes,they weep much,
for things lost so many, foolish,willing,mindful,
i wipe my tears not, they cry out for what i lost,
in joy they flow, unknowing, for what i am getting back!

*Reacting after watching city lights of charlie Chaplin!!
759 · Jul 2013
Love Highest.
Out ripped far long back that Love,
from the blood very of a heart pulsing
with the seed noblest, as ash dispersed
then in a cosmic whole,returns now often
in the very air I breathe,multiplied
at your feet manifold
stronger,gentler yet,
I now accept term-less.
733 · Jun 2012
THE ONE.
THE ONE.
Were a cosmic One, a whole, and shall be all again,
Cycles are births, lives and deaths, dancing around the one.
Here betwixt a myriad, of real apparent, of unseen change,
To be One is to be ever born, to be a broken many to die.
Be you, be me, be truth, The One can change never.
Once were starry dust atomic, and now cold hard men.
If the real is here and now, so was it there and then.
Nebulous gases and fumes to selves,egos and dollars.
Universal being to visas,borders and fragmented creeds
Evolution, so terribly wonderful, Monkeys to gods,
Mindless to rational, primitive to humans super.
Proud of mind, material, empty of heart, dead of souls?
Aimless we journeyed, still do, reality being change universal.
On shall we go, to newer realities, frontiers unknown?
A billion light years, other earths, unknown worm holes?
Carrying the seedling precious, of the never changing One.
Eternal, kindling faintly under the burdens unreal,
A licking flame, in us all, singeing now and then, reminding,
You, me, us are the One, lest we forget, the unchanging One Real.
All time, all forms, any space and in an ever changing all.. One are we.

MAX CHELUR.
713 · Oct 2013
Friendship!
Zipping around in circles of
My life,my work,my minds
That one drink with you lovly friend,
Holds none barred,unsaid nothing
A final clasp, a brief goodbye hug!
No time to linger,everything to cherish,
With a heart fuller,a mind by far richer
I rush to an iron bird to fly away far
Thank you for the fire undying,Bless you,
For that a moment stolen from Time!
704 · Dec 2012
UnBRokEn WhErE?.
SmAsHeD LiMbs,
aTTacKeD HeArtS,
VoMiTTeD BelLIes.
NuMbeD BrAinS,
FrOZen PsYChEs,
PaRaLyZed BOdiEs,
StRIcKeN MiNdS,
EmPTIeD SoULs!
WhY StILL tHEn,
HoW iN hElL!!
iN SoMe PlaCE,
****** UNknOWn,
wE FeEL UnBrOKeN!?
692 · Jan 2013
Thanking songs Beloved.
You soak the anguish
of my heart pained
feel words of sorrow
locked and unsaid
embrace my grief
crying with me private,
laugh together with all.

Some angel unworldly
singing a tune forlorn
unknown but so dear
soul strings plucked soft
a strange solace entering
swelled heart crying tears
for an emotion forgotten.
690 · Jan 2013
Free Will.
what is my will
who gave me it
if its your matrix
then its rejected
eons have failed
in enslaving it
i am free un-willing!
669 · Aug 2014
Mindslow.
Slow, oh my mind jumping,
Watch the heart that's feeling
A soul which isn't just following.
667 · Aug 2012
CALLING FOR TRUTH.
Are you the Truth,I begged of Time,
She said no,I have a past and a future!

Are you the Truth,I asked of the Space,
She said no, I have vast vacant places!

Are you the Truth,I questioned My words,
They said no,We have too many Tongues!

Are you the Truth,I implored of all Hearts,
They said no, we beat for too many spirits!

Tell me the Truth,I asked of minds great,
They said Search inside,Its beyond Knowing.

I called for Old Truth, My loyal, dying Dog,
He ran across, now Licking my unsteady hand!!
639 · Jun 2012
winters of discontents.
Grace floats in an angel pure
into hearts open, welcoming
a breeze cool of love soothing,
sunshine of care,worlds heavenly.
drunk of scents, senses, all nectars
basking in heartglow, time still,
easy springs, framed in wonder.

chilling in winter,catfooted slyly slow
grace frosts icicles in bosoms  sharp
knifing out lifeblood of embraces hard
out seeping union leaves trails separate
an unison of ours now just me and you.
where you flew our bird of lovely magic,
Leaving barren, desolate pain behind.

Was it destined, are our hearts ******?
607 · Aug 2012
TIME-SNAP.
Hurtling through time eternal,in spaces infinite,
World a blur,we are but specks of stardust finally
We come unknowing,in a snap leave,continue on
Seeing all, star births to galaxies,born black-holes.
flaying around for meanings,truths and who-am-i-s
Search for loves bad,hates good,higher philosophies,
Believe in religions amorphous,burn and **** for them.
On stoic flies universe,impassive,in indifference cosmic
like my life-snap,watching and Comfortably Numb!
593 · Aug 2012
Lovelost,Eternal.
Many light years away,
I re-remember you.
Slowly your face floats,
A gentle mirage,so real!
As I gaze into your eyes,
Higher My soul rises,
In love,in spirits angelic.
I cease forever,to exist,
But for the way We did!
524 · Jun 2012
AWARE..AWARE!
BEING AWARE,IS THAT FEELING,
OF MY FEET SINKING SOFT,
INTO WET GENTLE SANDS,
TOES SPRINGING FORE AGAIN,
STEP AFTER STEP THOUGHT,
LOOKING BACK, WATCH MY PATH,
WALK ON AHEAD, HAPPY AND PROUD.
523 · Aug 2012
TRUE HEARTS AND REALITY.
ALL SPIN.ALL FLY.ALL MOVE FOREVER,
US, THE EARTH,GALAXIES AND STARS,
MOTHER HURTLES,IN ABANDONED ORDER,
IN VERY SAME CIRCLES,WITH HER SONS,
ALL SEEM FIXED N SOLID,TRUE,REAL,
IT NEVER IS,WAS,EVER SHALL BE,
CIRCLES SHRINK, WIDEN,INFINITY BECKONS,
THE MINDS CAN IF THEY HAVE HEARTS,REALITY!
WHERE ART THOU? COME LIVE WITH ME NOW,
R U REAL,A JOKER,UNIVERSAL,EVER CHANGING,
MOCKING,MY MIND,REASON,TRUTH,DO SO.
I HAVE A HEART TRUE,WE ALL DO,U CAN NEVER CHEAT,
MY SONS SHALL HAVE THE SAME,IT SPINS,FLIES,
AROUND YOU,NEVER CHANGING,EVER AWARE,
HOWEVER YOU TWIST,TURN,SHALL IT WATCH,
AND PERCEIVE TRUE,YOU CAN NEVER FAKE,CHEAT,
THIS HEART ANCIENT,YOUNG, ETERNAL AND COSMIC,
LETS PRAY FOR THIS HEART,FOR US,FOR ALL TIME TO COME.
487 · Sep 2012
Immortal dead.
Now-I- am buried,burnt and dissolved,
One with this earth,blooming in the trees,
Flowing in waters, scattered in the skies,
Resting in the deep seas,dust cosmic in space,
What Destiny carried me, to this nothingness,
I care not,I live Here, and Now gone Eternal!

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