WISH I HAD ALL SEEING CATHODE RAY GOD VISION, DISCERN DYING LOVE IN YOUR SMILING EYES,
INDIFFERENCES GERMING, PITIES FORMING, WORMING UNCARES, WARMTHS  IN HEARTS COOLING,
ELSE A SIGN, A ***** WITHER, EYES WRINKLE, AN OUT WARD SIGN YOU CHANGED, HATE SEEDED!
THE SOUL DYING, SHOWED IN YOUR PRETTY FACE. ANY SYMPTOM, HORNS GROWING, SKIN CORNING,
MUCH AS I TRY, OUT OF BOUND ARE INNARDS REAL, THE MIND FATHOM ALL, IS A TASK HERCULEAN!
SO I TRY THE HEART, AND MISERABLY DO FAIL, IT DOES KNOW ONLY A THING, MY LOVE STRONG BUT INCAPABLE!
LOVE HAS TAKEN FLIGHT, SO I DO TRY WORDS POETIC, ESSAYING SERMONS, SELF CUT ****** BARE.
BUT THOU ART A SHELL, HARD TO BREAK, SOFTNESS INSIDE, UNKNOWN TO YOU, THUS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME!
FLOWER, IF YOU CAN, SO I CAN DRINK.ENABLE AND ENNOBLE US, COME IN TO EACH, FUSE AND BLOSSOM!
ELSE MY ANGELS, MAKE THE OUTWARD CHANGE, BASED ON THE INSIDE, A SIGN TO UNDERSTAND AND FATHOM!
OBSOLETE IS MIND, SEEMS HEART MORE SO.MAY SIGNS SPEAK AND SHOW ALL, THE IN ON THE OUT, PLAIN TRUTH!
WORSE STILL, I MAY SEEM THE SAME TO YOU, THE WORLD, THIS I AM NOT, NOR ARE YOU. LETS BREAK IN!

Are you the Truth,I begged of Time,
She said no,I have a past and a future!

Are you the Truth,I asked of the Space,
She said no, I have vast vacant places!

Are you the Truth,I questioned My words,
They said no,We have too many Tongues!

Are you the Truth,I implored of all Hearts,
They said no, we beat for too many spirits!

Tell me the Truth,I asked of minds great,
They said Search inside,Its beyond Knowing.

I called for Old Truth, My loyal, dying Dog,
He ran across, now Licking my unsteady hand!!

Random always are birds sitting on a wire,
Their smelly stains scattered on my truck.

Random are our minds thinking, Friendships,
Loves happening, wealths,winning and losing.

Random are births,Lives and their purposes final,
Faiths,their select gods and their nirvanas ultimate.

Random are the winds blowing,the waves smashing,
The clouds raining, fiery volcanoes and fires burning.

Random is death physical, for us and all our stars,
Their babies, milky ways,galaxies,universes and all.

Random ever is a fixed time and space,Unknown now,
but with a certainty terrible and Hope,oh, so wonderful!

Random thus I struggle, for a comprehension orderly,
Sensitively, and hoping for a final destiny, pre-ordained!

where are those times,now forgotten,
without words but of feelings,our loves,
so distant,nary a memory in brains of any!
charlie awakened, a coiled spirit so human,
somewhere in my soul deep, buried numb!
serpentine and ready to spring,feel! Love!
Hard it bites my heart! eyes,they weep much,
for things lost so many, foolish,willing,mindful,
i wipe my tears not, they cry out for what i lost,
in joy they flow, unknowing, for what i am getting back!

*Reacting after watching city lights of charlie Chaplin!!

IS IT NOT THE SAME HEART ANCIENT,..SINCE ADAM AND EVE?

TO THIS DAY AND AFTER ALL THIS TIME, THUMPING ETERNALLY?

BLOODS THINNER,VEINS CLOGGED,BEATING FASTER,DYING SLOWER;

BYPASSED,SURPASSED, STILL IMPASSIVE, STENTED NOW AND STUNTED,

BOILING ANGERS TURNING THICK, SINEWS IN HATE GRINDING TIGHTER,

VENTRICLES IN DISCONTENT COATED, CHILLED VALVES ICY UNCARING,

ARTERIES PUMPING, BEATING TO THE DRUMS OF HATE,RANT AND RACE,

EVER SO OPEN FOR  GREED, HATE UNREASONED, THE QUICK BUCK STILL,

WELCOMING FENCES,VISAS, HIGH WALLS DIVISIVE AND BARBED WIRES,

RARELY, SO RARELY, DO WE LET IN, THAT ANGEL STRANGE CALLED LOVE,

ALWAYS TIME FOR A MESSIAH, A SHEPHERD,TO BORN AND TRANSFORM,

LEAD US ALL TO THE BRAVE NEW WORLD,TO PEACE AND MANKIND REAL

BREAK THE FISTS CLENCHED TIGHT, MINDS CLOSED  AND SOULS KNOTTED,

MAKE US LIVE, LOVE,SING AND DANCE..EVER FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE.

GODS CANT  BE WAITED FOR,TOO MANY ARE THEY,REMOTE SO CELESTIALLY

HERE AND NOW, WE ARE THE MESSIAHS,THE GODS,FOR ONE AND  FOR  ALL.

ALL SPIN.ALL FLY.ALL MOVE FOREVER,
US, THE EARTH,GALAXIES AND STARS,
MOTHER HURTLES,IN ABANDONED ORDER,
IN VERY SAME CIRCLES,WITH HER SONS,
ALL SEEM FIXED N SOLID,TRUE,REAL,
IT NEVER IS,WAS,EVER SHALL BE,
CIRCLES SHRINK, WIDEN,INFINITY BECKONS,
THE MINDS CAN IF THEY HAVE HEARTS,REALITY!
WHERE ART THOU? COME LIVE WITH ME NOW,
R U REAL,A JOKER,UNIVERSAL,EVER CHANGING,
MOCKING,MY MIND,REASON,TRUTH,DO SO.
I HAVE A HEART TRUE,WE ALL DO,U CAN NEVER CHEAT,
MY SONS SHALL HAVE THE SAME,IT SPINS,FLIES,
AROUND YOU,NEVER CHANGING,EVER AWARE,
HOWEVER YOU TWIST,TURN,SHALL IT WATCH,
AND PERCEIVE TRUE,YOU CAN NEVER FAKE,CHEAT,
THIS HEART ANCIENT,YOUNG, ETERNAL AND COSMIC,
LETS PRAY FOR THIS HEART,FOR US,FOR ALL TIME TO COME.