There was a kid,
He snuck a peak at heaven
He said "it's okay I'm going back to my room"

He swore he
Was three times seven,
Said "We are all chugging to our doom."

I swore I
Would teach him his lines
take him out back and teach him what to say

He looked up
Said there was no use
He's done all he's here to say.

She cried

I asked why
He never went back
To the window that he drew.

He said "I
I never meant it
I never wanted to save you.

I, I, I,
I die, I died
I died for me not for you.

You see my
My father, never loved me
Sent me here to love you.

I, I lied
I'm just a child
You know me not to be true.

I, I lied
I'm just a child
You know me not to be true

I swore I,
I was taught my lines
You took me out, taught me what to say

I, I looked
Out from my room,
I thought this was a play

Said I,
I'm just a child
Here to teach you how to stay"

I erupted
With fury you know
It's the better way

She Cried

God and a blind man
They're keeping score
There are tall men, staring at me
Guarding the door.

And one of score keepers is,
Is pointing me a finger at me
He said "touch, my heart
give me life, set me free"

I reached out to hold him
He disappeared
Static in the air, vanished
Screeching pierced my ear.

Then the dirt split,
it said "come on in
I've been watching you all your life
We can be friends"

I stared back blank
"it will have to do
I'll say my farewells
and I'll start seeing you"

I go back to the room
Nobodies there
The score book is alone
Just resting on the chair

The blind man left a note,
"i have won"
God ripped his side up
scribbled "I am done"

You want to know what you meant to me?
You're repressed memory,
Some living ghost,
That haunts me in the halls.

Yeah take some time, work yourself out,
It's okay, I'll find someone else
It's not like,
This isn't what I saw in fall.

I'll keep,
I'll keep moving on
I'lll stay up,
By myself to dawn
That way I feel,
Nothing's wrong
I'll keep singing to myself,
My new "favorite" song.

****, how could I forget?
You, you were heaven sent,
Some lush angel in mourning,
That I never "knew"

The lights, they grew tired,
A stereo is now for hire
A lie,
And I'm not missing you

You're right,
Maybe I can't understand,
But you are the one,
That pushes away my hand.
I'll smoke,
while you repeat yourself again.
"You don't care about me",
Yeah, I'm not that kind of man.

You want to know what I see,
I see a drunk, a waste a mess
Avoiding me,
Do your best kid, just move along

I guess you can say the same about me,
Just change the faces and the names,
I am lost,
Why did I write this song?

Oh yeah,
Oh yeah just move along.
Nothing,
Nothing to see move along
If you ever ever get this noise,
Know I was wrong,
For looking your way,
and trying to tag along.

If I had a little piece of the puzzle
Would you say, Would you say
I have figured why you struggle?

If I had a lullaby,
Would you say goodnight,
And would you said I'm not afraid of free flight?

Pack up your bags and say goodbye
To all of your ******* nights,
Sleeping out, Sleeping out in the cold Wind

It blows on, and the devil sun rises,
It keeps my mind at ease
I'm a ******* tyrant, I do as I please

So please forgive me
For the way I'm screaming at your dog
It's nine o clock and I'm trying to get some ******* sleep

You see my friend sleeps with the fishes
He lost some money on a horse race
He now scrambles his brain, he's all over the place

So place me up on the shelf
Next to some trophy you stole
And I'll remind you that gold was not the goal

So gold digger, or grave digger
However you wanna be seen
Remember that it's all in a dream

Remember that it's all in a dream
Remember that you are a dream.

This city is mine
You know it feels fine
To have both the day and the night
You wanna go for a ride?
I wanna go for a ride

So I close my mind
Dial back time,
It's normal you know,
Have you changed your mind?
I can't turn back you know, I can't restart
Go ahead walk out of the city, turn back into morning star

The sky it keeps faling apart
You share my rib,
We share the same heart
I'll keep you safe from the storm
keep you clean keep you sheltered and warm.
Isaac come to the mountain top,
Everything is okay,
Yeah your with god
If you hear a mouse
Don't be alarmed
Its just my heart
Tagging along
I've gotta go now so heres my amends
The hero goes to hell, the storm it ends

Can you help me?
Can you, can you help me dream.
Because it seems
Like i close my eyes and it's morning

This motion sickness
I've had for far to long
And the barrel of whiskey is gone
And I don't know how I will get along

I keep dreaming That i'm dead
On the ship and it's sailing south
The wood has rotted away
Water is pouring into my mouth

I mean I don't watch the news
I just get it from the sky
But I've seen a few to many smoke clouds
To think that everything is alright

Are you alive
Are you alive
Am I?

Are you alright
Are you alright
Am I?

I keep dreaming That I'm dead
On the ship and it's sailing south
The wood has rotted away
Water is pouring into my mouth

Take a look
At my city
Can't you see
The flowers
How they grow

Take a look
Show me some pity
Dont you know
I'm no stranger's fool

Take a second
To find some deeper meaning
Don't you know
I'm the one
You call control

Take a second
To realign your haunting
Don't you know
Don't you know
I'm no fool

Take a look at me
You'll see an indigenous friend
I'm free my god I'm free

Take a look
At my city
Can't you see
The trees surround me

Take a look
Oh what a pity
You fool kid
You'll never be free

I said I'm sorry
And I'm sorry
You'll never be free

I'm starting,
to be able to see,
I'll map it out,
I'll get back to you next week.

Do you
Believe in me?
Or am I just a ghost
We'll wait around to see

Were you,
really conceived?
Or just some accident,
Marketed history.

These walls,
they're calm and cold
Whiskey wore them down now,
And I'm slurring their notes.
Oh I'm calm and cold now,
And I'm slurring my notes
Oh I'm calm and cold now,
And I'm slurring my notes

The sky opens up
And the birds start to sing
And I'm thinking love,
Doesn't mean the same thing
It did when I was a kid
It was alive, We will always be alive

The sky opens up
And the leaves start to fall
And I begin to wonder
Is this all, we were dreaming of
Cause love is always alive,
And it will always be alive

But I'd have to say it would be a lie
I'm just not committed to some, other night.

When youre afflictions get the best of me
When they break me down to the point that i can't speak
Do you really believe
This is the best for me.

Does it help to you to feel unique
If you spit while you scream
Cause i'm laying here like someone don't dream
I spell out morning.

The morning comes out
Sun shine in his face
And i'm thinking how
I've been replaced
I've been replaced

So now i've been drawn to drink
My ideas are to weak to think
I'm staring down at my feet
Saying we're all suffering your disease
We're all suffering your disease
We're all suffering disease

I missed her name
But that all makes it serene
She doesn't exsist
Stuck as a figure of speech

Think back on missing now
You somehow will run out
Some sunlights a shadow
She doesn't exsist anyhow

Theres so much beauty in nothing
And that's how we sleep
Theres so much beauty in nothing
And that's why we're free

I wish i could find home
But warmth is a kaleidoscope
Something we'll never know
Something we'll never think we know