You lost your
                    chance,
                  I'm not waiting
                     around,
                  Playing with my
                   heart and mind
                   I want to gouge
                   My eyes out till
                     I was blind
                   To never have to
                     see your face,
                    Anywhere, anyplace
                    Your kisses can't
                      replace,
                    The feeling of the slap
                       in the face...
                    To me you are a
                      horrid disgrace...

Guilt causes pain
  drugs dull the insanity
In my brain ,
Take them away,
  the guilt, drugs and pain
are killing me everyday.
I don't want to cry,
I don't want to die,
  Please take my pain away.